Chapter 14
Just say anything then"Ridwan requested
I moved closer to him and when we were just an inch away from one another I spoke.
"It's like I don't know you anymore, That guy I met in Uni those days. The one I fell in love with so dearly. It's like he has gone away and it feels like I wake up to a new person everyday" I said, as I looked into his face.
"I am still here Tes, I am still the same man you fell in love with years ago" Ridwan said
"Then why doesn't it feel like it. It feels different"
"Listen to me Tes, I love you so much and I don't think I can ever stop loving you"Ridwan said holding one of my hands up in his
"Everything I do is because I love you and I want the best for you. It might not seem so now but I really hope one day you understand that and see all what I am doing for what it really is" Ridwan explained. "I hate that we fight everytime, I don't want us to fight anymore, it makes me really sad and angry" I explained.
"We don't even talk anymore, we don't have a proper meal together. We always fight once we come together for anything and that's very sad. We weren't like this before. This house used to be full with so much happiness and joy and love but now we live like roommates who are strangers and it hurts" I said. There was so much on my mind and i just said it as it came. I felt peace as the words came out from my mouth, I had been holding it all in for far too long and it wasn't doing me any good.
"You know what Tes, I choose to be with you for the rest of my life because I have always known there was something special about you. I want you to know that it isn't changing anytime soon because I love you a lot" Ridwan said and I just let out a small smile on my lips.
He moved closer to me, pushed back the strand of hair on my face behind my eye. My eyes longed for him more as I stared into those beautiful eyes of his. He bent a bit as he crushed his lips on mine. Slowly he removed the top I had been wearing without letting go of his lips on mine. He carried me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist now in my underwear as I slowly unbuttoned his shirt.
He moved me closer to the bed as he layed me gently on it. I had missed him so much, I wanted him so much in me. He removed the rest of his clothes as he came on me on the bed. He stared into my eyes and after a long time, it felt like I knew this man again. The night went well and was one of the best I have had in a long time. I just wanted to remain like that☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐☐