Her Forever

Parisa’s POV

I g*****d, rolling over in the bed. The heaviness of my head continued to move around the pillow as I opened my eyes. Waiting for the bright light to stain my pupils, I opened them slowly. I saw deep reds and black instead of the bright white that I knew of the Celestial Kingdom.

There was a fire on the opposite wall in the room. The bedposts were a deep cherry redwood, and only a deep red sheet covered my body. White candles in various candelabras littered the room on bedside tables, dressers, and free-floating shelves.

Slinging off the single red sheet covering my body, I glanced at the black lingerie set that I was wearing. I swore I went to bed in one of Hera’s nightgowns as I patted the leathery brazier and crotchless panties.

Oh, my gosh. What in heavens name am I wearing!?

My lady bits were out in the open for all to see, yet the leather surrounding my butt was more like straps, only to push my bum cheeks up and make them plump in the back. All I was missing were some garters. The sight had me red with embarrassment.

What. The. Heck.

“Parisa,” a husky voice vibrated through my chest, down to my thighs. Squeezing them tightly, I looked around the room as I crossed my arms to cover my naked body.

“Parisa,” he spoke again as I saw two glowing red eyes in the dark part of the room corner. As he walked forward and into the dim light, I saw it was none other than Hades. My heart jumped as his black, unbuttoned shirt flowed effortlessly as he walked. His movements were slow as his confident barefooted strides went to the bed. Curling my legs up to hide my body, I realized my bits were going to hang out. I had nothing to help hide my body. Scanning my hand around on the mattress, I tried to find the silk sheet for nothing to be there.

“Looking for this?” the ground stones in his voice only made me sweat as he pulled up the sheet with his right hand. “You won’t need it.” The feelings of confusion bubbled down into my belly as the anger rose like nasty heartburn.

“I’m mad at you!” I growled out while I pointed at him. “You lied to me! You kept things from me! You-.” Hades’ lips attacked mine as I tried to speak to him. His opened mouth k****s trailed my neck as I m****d into him. His touch was cooling the fire that had lit just before he pounced on me. The anger subsided and the hunger for his body on me grew bright.

The suckles he brought to my skin, the marks he was leaving on my body set me in a trance. Soon I was no longer conscious in my body. I was watching and feeling from the inside. Another being had taken over me.

“Yes,” the voice inside my head spoke for me. “Touch me, quench this fire in my body.” I no longer fought as Hades growled back and nipped his lips along my h**s. Long claw-like nails grew from my fingers and ripped Hades’ black dress shirt down the middle of his back. Hades g*****d and attacked my breasts, pulling the leather bra from my body. My n*****s sprung free as he tugged on them harshly. My breasts chilled into the dark air, even with the roaring fire.

My fingers embedded into his hair as he assaulted my chest with his mouth. Feeling every crevis, pulling with his lips, gripping as much as he could with his hands. I mewled into the air handling his touches.

“f**k,” he growled as his hand pulled at my other breast. The voice coming out of me wasn’t my own, and I didn’t want to question it.

“I need your tongue,” my body growled like an animal. “I need you to taste me.” My h**s bucked as I threw my head back. Hades’ fingers swiftly plunged into my core as his tongue sucked on my bundle of nerves. Everything was happening so fast I felt my body trying to push it over the edge.

Hades left a hefty slap on the outside of my thigh that made me tumble over. The g****s my throat was making were loud and unrecognizable to me. My body grabbed my breast with one hand, and another tangled into Hades’ hair. Tugging him, pushing my core right back into his mouth. He drank my essence like I was the fountain of youth. Face covered with wetness as I cummed over and over as his finger pumped into me religiously. From time to time, he would pull his fingers to examine the drips flowing down onto his arm, licking the remanents.

Adding another finger, I winced. “Mate, I need you,” my voice purred as the hand retreated from his hair. Hades’ red eyes glowed as he glanced at me.

“Then let me claim you, make you mine.” he pulled my h**s closer to his. Willing his pants off in an instant, I ripped off my own crotchless leather underwear in an instant as his d**k brushed my core as he hovered over me. The heat from his c**k burned into my cavern as he had me taste myself on his lips.

The tip was right there, right there for my body to suck him in.

“Are you sure?” he placed another k**s on my lips. My n*****s puckered again as his hot chest heaved up and down on my body. Hades’ member rubbed my core again, deliberately making me wrap my legs around his waist. More friction. I needed more.

I couldn’t understand who was in control anymore. One moment I’m watching from the sidelines, and the next, I’m being thrown back into the ring, and I am the one in control at the moment. All my anger of his lie left me, and my heart wanted nothing more than to have him dip himself into me, mate with me, make me his.

Nothing felt more right than right here.

With the lie and all, I still wanted him. It scared him to lose me, but it doesn’t excuse it. All relationships have flaws, and that makes them grow stronger. He wouldn’t be out of the woods yet after this was over. Right now, I needed this.

“I just need one word,” Hades’ red eyes glowed with l**t. My hands came to Hades’ face while he lined the tip of himself to me.

“Yes.”

Hades’ h**s tried to thrust forward, but the warmth of his body vanished into thin air. I left my hands where I was holding his biceps, and my body was completely naked. My eyes wide, I looked around the room. It was cold again, and the fire at the hearth was nothing but smoke.

Blue v****a, I have blue v****a. I kept thinking to myself as I thought of those terrible men at the club that often left with “blue balls.”

“Hades?” I whispered quietly. This was so incredibly awkward.

A chuckle came from the same darkened corner of the room, and my head whipped to see who it was. A wolf came prancing out and sat on her rump on the carpeted floor. She was beautiful, white, and almost glowing as she sniffed the air at me.

“Hello, Parisa.” The voice came into my head again, and I knew exactly whose voice it was. This wolf, even when her lips didn’t move, I knew it was her.

“Y-you have been trying to talk to me?” I questioned, “are you in my head?” My hand came down to my mouth to close my gaping mouth. The wolf looked on curiously while she licked her lips.

“I have. You’ve been through a lot. I’ve been hibernating for far too long. I was supposed to appear right before you hit puberty, but the past few weeks watching from the inside, I think you are way past that,” she huffed. “I also can’t see your early childhood. Why is that?” She tilted her head as she pranced over to the bed.

“Um,” I tried to find the words. There is a dog in front of me, asking me questions like I know the answers. I had NO answers, and I didn’t know if I was dreaming or wide awake! My head had the dull pain again, and the wolf instantly put her nose in my hand.

“Hey, I’m here. Don’t worry. I’m your wolf, don’t you know that?” I shook my head no.

Pretty sure if I had a wolf, I would know about it. Especially one that lived in my head. Rubbing my cheek, trying to calm the panic, I tried to think of something to say.

“Oh, I guess if you can’t remember your adolescent life, I guess you wouldn’t know about me,” she mused. “You are a werewolf, Parisa. I’m your wolf!” My brain needed a reboot because only one sound came out of my mouth, and it was a continuous, “uhhhh.”

“There you go! A wolf and I help you shift, heal you, and all that jazz. You read about wolves the other week in Hades’ office! Let me tell you, he is a hottie. We really lucked out in the mate department, don’t you think? Selene really did a good job!” The wolf rushed her words quickly. “That scene we just experienced, I came up with all on my own. I think he would like leather, don’t you think?”

The continuous “uhh,” sound I was making was now silent as I continued to stare at her. My mouth was still open, and catching flies at this point was a moot point now.

Sure, I read all about werewolves while Hades worked but now experiencing it gave me panic. Wolves were social creatures; they lived with each other and comforted one another. I never lived in such a place. Or did I? The dreams of the bonfire with so many people sitting around it and listening to a large man’s story started to make sense. He was, ‘the alpha,” the man in charge and the woman? Was the Luna? Possibly my parents? A gasp left my lips.

I was part of a pack that was my home. The wolf continued to stare at me, reading me like an open book. Her eyebrows widened, and she nudged my knee with her snout.

“Well, say something. We got to figure some stuff out before we get mated. I mean, a god, right? How cool is that? A werewolf and a god together, we will be the queen of the Underworld. Our parents and pack will be so proud! Wait…” The wolf lowered her head. “Where is our pack?” I shrugged my shoulders and fiddled with a sheet that was magically back on the bed.

“You know what I know if you can see in my memories. That dream that I just thought of, that’s all I know about any sort of pack. Someone took me to that terrible club- “my breath hitched. The wolf put her paw on my knee.

“Hey, it’s alright. I was lucky that Selene visited me and told me your name. She said that was the first step. To know your name. The rest would be up to us as we stay with our mate. Selene did not give me anything else to go on.” I gripped the sheets beside me.

“We had a lot of spells cast on us. Memory, body weakening, barrier spells, you name it. Things are slowly piecing together, but it is taking time.” She nodded her head again and looked at the floor.

“That explains why I fade in and out with you. I can see what you see, but sometimes the light goes off, and I miss things. There are other times I can see, but you can’t hear me. It’s frustrating.” The wolf huffed as I laughed. “I’ve cried MATE so many times, but you just keep going on with life like nothing is happening. I’m glad Hades’ recognized it.”

This wolf was going to be the death of me if she kept talking. I couldn’t keep up with her half the time. Getting used to her being in my head was going to be a significant change. At least I’d always have a friend.

“What’s your name?” I petted under her chin.

“Elea,” she purred.

A werewolf. I was a dang werewolf. It actually explained a lot, and now I know I wasn’t going crazy. The fangs, the claws, and my sensitive nose. I touched my teeth and felt them descend a little when I thought about them coming out. Gasping, I touched them, and Elea laughed at my reaction.

“That reminds me.” Elea jumped on the bed to get at eye level with me. “As this spell keeps breaking, we might shift, and that will be bad news if we don’t have a pack.”

“How so?”

“Well, werewolves are social creatures, you know, and when a pup first shifts, they need the help of the pack and their parents. A mate can help with the pain, but Hades isn’t a wolf, so he won’t be much help coaching you through it. I have never been around any other werewolves. I haven’t talked to anyone about how it works. I don’t want to break the wrong bone on your body when my body emerges.”

“Woah, Woah, woah,” I held my hands up. “Break my bones?!”

“How else would you shift, duh?” Elea rolled her eyes. “Anyway, we need to find a pack that would take us in before we shift. Once we have our shifting under control, we can go back home with Hades.” I sighed heavily and fell back onto the mattress.

“Hades won’t let us go alone. He will come with us.” I didn’t want to be without Hades, anyway. Hades was my protector, even if he withheld the truth from me. “He’s angry with me right now because I won’t see him.”

“I don’t think he got that memo,….” Elea snickered. “What do you mean?” I accused her as I sat back up on the bed.

“He’s cuddling with us right now. You’re sleeping, and he snuck into your room. You had that hot, steamy dream before I showed up because the bond is trying to get you to hurry it up, and I enhanced it a bit. He probably smelled you cumming the sheets,” She snorted a laugh and rolled on the bed. “I had so much fun taking control for a bit. I knew you would be too pissed, but once you let go, boy! Over and over….”

“Okay, stop!” I squealed and put my hands over my ears.

“He’s even poking you with his magic scepter right now,..” she whispered, and I leaned into smack her, but I woke up with my body sitting up straight in the bed. Hades was snoring lightly beside me.

Was that dream real? I was in-between consciousness and dreamland, so I wasn’t sure.

“Nope, still here!” Elea barked as I shook my head.

“Don’t do that,” I whispered.

“You can talk to me in your head. You don’t need to wake up Mr. s*x God. Just let him know you are still mad, but get some romping done. I’m horny in here too.” I slapped my face and pulled down my cheek. I have a horny wolf that wants to forgive too quickly.

Hades looked peaceful again as he grabbed my waist. Falling back into the covers, I put my head right under his chin and kissed his Adam’s apple that I found so incredibly sexy. A small thought ran through my head to just start kissing him up and down his neck until I heard my own devil in my head.

“Do it…”

“You are a bad influence, you know that?” I spoke back to her.

“That’s what I’m here for and for you. We’ve got our mate and each other. We will figure all this out together, even finding out parents,” she cooed into my ear.

“Thanks for not giving up on me Elea.” Elea hummed, and I swore I could see her curl up in the back of my head. “And Elea, thank you for working so hard to get through the barriers.” Elea nodded her head as she curled into a comfortable ball and soft snores took over us both.