Her Forever

Rosalie

Sleeping in Jack’s room the past two nights has been utter bliss. I haven’t slept so well in years. I felt safe, protected, and honestly loved. I don’t think anyone has ever made me feel this way. The way he nuzzles into my neck and hair gives me chills every time. It was almost like he was purring against my skin, and giggling and laughing were my only responses.

I should think of myself being a slut, knowing the guy for only a week or so and sleeping in his bed. That’s just what we were doing, though, sleeping. There wasn’t anything else except the steamy make-out session this morning. Things I keep feeling with him are so abnormal and not part of who I am. I shy away from people, I am stand-offish, but it isn’t like that with him. Jack knowing my past also helps, but it was more than a feeling I couldn’t explain. I wasn’t apprehensive about what others thought about us either; people I’ve met have accepted it and that it was typical for this kind of relationship. Heck, Amanda has been squealing every time she walks past the security room while I’m working. I can’t help but smile at her antics. She wanted me to be happy, and I wanted to be happy. What if it doesn’t work out, though? I would have to leave and then be all alone running from Derek again.

When we woke up this morning, him nuzzling into my hair, I let out a m**n that made him stop. Never having noises leave my mouth like that made me utterly embarrassed. I kept apologizing and he

just laughed into my hair, saying it was fine and normal. “I like it when you make sounds like that; it makes me know you like it.” He continued to rub his nose up and down my neck, and then he started kissing it. If I thought his nose on my neck felt good, lips with little pecks of k****s and sucking were putting me in heaven. I felt something deep within the pit of my stomach I hadn’t felt before; longing, desire, and heat flowed through me. Not knowing these feelings, hoping they were normal, I wanted to explore them more. It must have been the morning haze of not really knowing what you were doing, but I didn’t care right then.

His lips traveled up to my mouth and kissed me lightly, like asking for permission. Hastily returning the favor, I kissed him back and nibbled on his bottom l*p that made him g***n in satisfaction. His k**s went from light and playful to passionate. His tongue slid between my lips to ask for entrance and let him. My hands went in his hair and pulled on him lightly as his tongue massaged mine. His hands were at my waist, pulling me closer to him. The warmth of his body next to mine only increased the heat between my legs. I swear I needed some sort of friction, but I wasn’t ready to venture that far.

As Jack continued kissing me, his arms wrapped around my back and held my neck in place as he gained better access to my mouth and was almost hovering over my body. My hands went lower because I wanted to feel him. I wanted to feel the muscle beneath his shirt. He was nothing but rippling muscles, and I felt electric with delight as I made contact. My fingers traced his pectoral muscles lightly, and he let out a shiver; I continued my assault on his torso until I reached his abdominal muscles. Taking one finger at a time and tracing each and every square made him quickly grab my hand once I got the bottom abdominal next to his v-line.

Jack let out a chuckle and took my hand, and kissed it. “I’m sorry, Kitten. As much as I want to continue, and I really do, we should stop.” I nodded in embarrassment, and he tilted my chin back to meet his eyes. “Oh, I want to, believe me; I just don’t know if you want to tame this beast just yet.” I let out a small laugh and tapped his chest.

It had been so hard concentrating this morning. I kept thinking back to that hot make-out session with a little too much touching on my part. I hope he didn’t think I was some slut; my body was just having a mind of its own. I sound like some horny teenager.

Tap, tap, tap.

All morning I’ve tried to keep myself busy to not think about it. I was craving Jack like he was a drug, and I was an addict. I wanted to get my fix, and I just couldn’t right now because I was stuck to this chair, trying to look busy. I can’t help that I ran programs and algorithms that I created that look out for all my jobs that I needed to do. Nothing needed to get fixed.

Tap, tap, tap.

The new security personnel that watches the camera monitors have been nothing short of being completely silent. They watch those screens like their very lives depended on it, and if their eyes left the screens but a second, the whole world would implode on itself. They never talk, just nod and let me know that they hear me. The complete silence was deafening. Then I heard it, a ping.

The ping was for me; something in my software let me know that someone was using high amounts of data usage that could impede the video cameras. The whole security system was on one network; the other community members could not get on this separate Internet line, so there was free-flowing data between the cameras and the screen, causing live feed access to the cameras. No delays in the slightest. Someone somewhere had broke into that Internet network, or someone with the passcode was using it for another purpose.

Putting my earbuds in to listen to some music and get my head in the game, I started tracing the computer in question. After a few clicks and breaking into the perpetrator’s computer, I could see what they were doing. Actually, what they were watching. Oh. My. Lord.

Porn, they were watching porn. My virgin eyes were now tainted with skin slapping, tongue licking, and too many m***s and cries for me to comprehend. I started squealing and yelling, “GROSS OH NO, TURN IT OFF! WHO DOES THIS!?” I ripped my earphones off and closed the window with a few clicks, and fell back into my chair. The two guards looking at the screen were now staring at me in disbelief and shock as I stood there with utter horror written all over my face. Dear Lord, I hope they didn’t think I was watching that.

I started stuttering, “S-someone is u-using t-the Internet for s-security to watch….” I paused before I blurted out the word, “PORN!” I squealed. Both of the security guards started laughing while my head was buried in my hands.

“Are you sure that it wasn’t you watching it?” One of the guys, named Sven, chuckled while Thomas beside him punched him in the shoulder. “What? Just checking?”

“I would NEVER!” I screamed. “The computer is in the house; someone has the password, the computer belongs to a David Shriver?” I said, shaking from the utter shock. I had never seen a p***s, in ready-to-use form, while in usage before, so I was still trying to compose myself.

“That d**k,” Thomas spoke. “Yeah, he has access to the password; he takes the night shift.”

“Well, we are changing passwords, and he no longer has access,” I said firmly. “My poor eyes, I’ve never seen anything like that before.” I sighed in exhaustion.

“You’ve never watched porn? Or seen a d**k?” Sven chided.

“No, neither?” I said questioningly. Both of them looked at each other and cursed under their breath.

“Well, damn,” Sven said as they both went back to look at the screens. “I’ll call Bruce, and he will handle it, Rosalie, don’t worry.”

I sat back at my desk and realized I needed some coffee. Trudging out of the office and heading to the kitchen, I started the espresso machine to make myself a latte. Putting both hands on the counter and leaning against it, I looked up to see Amanda standing beside me, folding her arms with a smile on her face. “How are you doing, Lee?”

“Fiiiiine,” I said as I picked up my coffee mug. Take a small sip. I sighed and went back to take an even bigger sip.

“Heard you saw your first d**k?” As soon as the words left her mouth, I spit my latte all over the kitchen counter. Her laughter was loud as she screamed and squealed. People walking by started staring and whispering. Grabbing a towel, I wiped up the mess while Amanda finished her fit of laughter.

“It wasn’t trying to go looking for one. It just popped up on my computer because some guy named David used the wrong Internet, and I thought someone hacked it,” I rolled my eyes and gave an exasperated sigh.

“I know, I know, it is fun to tease,” Amanda put her hand on mine. “How’s everything going, by the way, with the cameras and security?”

“Great, everything’s going well. In fact, I’m pretty bored. I’ve got programs running to let me know if anything out of the ordinary comes up, so I don’t have to stay in the office all day if I didn’t want to.”

“Aren’t you a smart cookie?” She laughed. After a few minutes of meaningless talking, I headed back to the security room with my second cup of latte and sat down at the desk. I looked over at the monitors to not see anyone there. Thomas and Sven were gone, and no one was crewing the station. Since I had nothing better to do, I went to the security cameras and sat down in Thomas’s seat.

Clicking the small box at the right-hand corner, I open it up to fill the entire TV. As I’m sipping away, glancing from screen to screen until I see someone moving on the borderlines on one of the cameras. It was Benjamin in just a pair of basketball shorts. He was looking around and talking to someone off-screen and put his hands on his h**s.

Was everyone in this community so buff? And why is he so far out there? He was at least a few miles away with no shoes and shirt. Before I could ask any more questions, with a quick swipe, he dropped his shorts. Benjamin stood there, as naked as the day he was born, walking around. I didn’t have to imagine anything––his manhood was there for all to see. Then Benjamin and another man walked up to him. They were shoving each other and laughing.

I let out a yell, finally coming out of my shocked state. I had seen way too much of the male genitalia today. I went from never seeing one to seeing three, someone, please help me! Amanda starts to walk in and says, “What? Watching some more porn in here?” She started laughing until she stopped.

I was still staring at the screen when Benjamin got on all fours and started to sprout fur; his arms and legs were bent at odd angles, and his face elongated. Even though I couldn’t hear anything, I knew he was making some sort of noise the way his body was bending and contorting into some kind of beast. As quickly as it started, it ended, and I saw a Wolf in his place. He was almost as tall as the man, who was still naked, beside him.

My breath quickened, and the other man started to transform into the same thing Benjamin had turned into. I turned to Amanda, pointing at the screen. “What the hell is that!? What in the hell is going on?” Waving my hands around going to Amanda, waiting for some kind of explanation.

“I, uh, um….” She started to panic; her eyes were dilated and became glossy. It was like she wasn’t even paying attention to me anymore. I turned around, and there were several of them, Wolves. They were all over the screen. My breathing quickened, and I knew I had to slow down or I was going to pass out.

“Amanda, please talk to me! What just happened? They just turned into Wolves! You saw that, right?” Am I going mad? They really did that, didn’t they? Finding a chair, I quickly sat down, my breathing not slowing down and Amanda just staring off into space. This was not happening. What kind of place did I move into?

Before setting my head down on the desk, I felt a warm hand on my back, trying to still myself. Knowing who it was, I looked up at him, Jack. He found me while my tears were glossy from the threat of tears ready to break through the dam. “I-I s-saw…” before I could speak another word, he picked me up, arm behind my knees and the other arm behind my back. He cradled me to his chest; it was so warm.

“Shh, it’s OK,” he petted my hair. “What did you see?” he said with concern laced in his voice.

I paused, not sure where to start. My morning had been interesting enough, and then threw in some more nakedness and Wolves into the mix. “Naked men, I’ve seen too many naked men!” I squealed, covering my face with my hands.

“WHAT?” he growled towards Amanda. He growled; it made sense. He was one of them too; they all were! I jumped from his lap, feeling a bit sad about it, but my fear was catching up with me. Amanda stepped back in fear, and I followed. Was he going to change into them too? Right here?

“Wait, Rosalie,” Jack calmed down almost instantly. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to shout.” He held out his hand for me to take. I looked at his hand and then back at his face. He was sorry, his eyes told me, but I was still conflicted.

“Are you, are you one of them too?” I spoke shakily. “The w-Wolves outside…” I pointed to the screen. “Are you all Wolves?” My breathing picked up again; all chance of calming down was ruined. No matter what he said, I was going to pass out.

“Calm down, Kitten,” he held his hands up while walking towards me.

“You do NOT tell a woman to calm down! That is the dumbest thing a man could say!” I screeched. Jack and Amanda looked at each other. “Answer the question, are you?!”

Jack nodded as well as Amanda. I fell back into the chair behind me and put my hand to my forehead, praying it was a dream. “What are you guys?” I whispered so low, I was surprised they heard it.

“Werewolves,” Jack replied in a hushed tone, and then I fell senseless.