Feelings through poetry

I feel sad and lonely, stupid and annoying,

Nothing I do seems to be working,

I’m forming words of despair.

Feeling as if a fat man sat on my chest,

Cheating doesn’t work; I’m creating my world,

A world, where I’m someone else.

Words filled the paper, wishing somebody cared.

I shout inside, no one can hear me,

Paper drenched in my tears, venting my fears,

putting effort into something nobody cares about.

I put my effort into something, nobody cares,

I feel lonely; nobody cares.

I feel depressed; nobody cares.

I don’t know what is wrong,

feeling depressed, no emotions outside expressed.

Feeling sad and scared,

knowing no one cared.

Sometimes I doubt myself,

Sometimes it’s not that bad.

And sometimes I get mad,

because it’s so bad, the feeling I lately had.

I’m very sad.