Chapter Poem 15 - Not enough
I feel bad; I feel sad as if everything was never enough.
No matter how hard I try, it’s not enough.
I feel bad; I feel guilty and sad.
I feel so empty and lonely,
I’m hungry for the company.
Not so commonly, I feel wasted.
This isn’t the only feeling I have tasted.
My moods are coming to me faster,
I’m drowning in loneliness,
I’m craving for the company.
Comparing myself to others, I can’t stop.
I think this was the last drop.
Tears drop my face; I usually don’t let them.
My fears are coming to life,
Those wasted years of procrastination,
No one cares. No one cared.
I’m suffering; I don’t know what’s wrong.
Nothing seems wrong; still, I feel wrong.
I feel lonely; I feel sad; why do these feelings keep coming back?
Can’t get rid of things, I can’t fix added into my feelings mix.
I write and write, feeling worse about myself every day.