SWNOVELS Chapter CHAPTER 4
ANITA'S POV
I had to go back to my room. This was my first night in Evergreen Academy and I didn't want to mess it up.
He was so cold and he literally didn't want to greet me but I chose to overlook that. His voice, damn, I could listen to him talk for hours. His physique, his wolf. If Tracey was in touch with me then she would be fanning over him at this moment. I had never felt so many butterflies and sparks of happiness until I met him. Is this what people interpret as love? It was so strong. I wanted to talk to him even more, I wanted to spend more time with him. At this point in time, I really crossed my fingers that he was not dating someone else, I was not going to be capable of handling it. I wanted to imagine that one day I was going to have him to myself. It was not going to be easy but I was willing to give it a try.
But, I had to respect his authority. I went back to my room, thought about him and how happy the encounter with him made me feel before I finally fell asleep.
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I woke up early the next morning and got ready for the day. I had not been given the school uniform yet so I was wearing a short dress and a pair of tights.
I tied my hair in a bun before I left my room to go and have breakfast.
Ben was waiting for me right outside my door and he walked with me to the dining area.
I was starving, I could barely remember the last time that I actually ate.
"You are so pretty," Ben said while we had our breakfast and this made me smile awkwardly.
"Thank you so much," I replied, forcing a smile.
Two other girls came to say hi to me while we were having breakfast and I said hi to them. Evergreen Academy had so many friendly people, well, except for the Alpha. He is the only one who has been cold towards me. "Tell me about the Alpha," I told Ben and he was confused.
"Why? Did he do anything to hurt you?" He becomes alarmed.
"No, of course not. Why would you say that?" I asked. That was too direct, he needed not to accuse him of wanting to hurt me.
"He is not a good person." He said and I wanted to agree with Jim, however, our encounter with him last night was not enough for me to deduce that he was not a good person.
"Why say that?" I asked.
"He is powerful and arrogant. Just try your best to stay out of his radar. Do you hear me," He advised and I nodded, although I knew that I was lying.
I would do anything to have a second meet up with him just to feel and relive the moments that I felt when I first saw him.
"Besides, he is always busy. You won't meet him anytime soon. So don't worry, plus I will always be with you to protect you. " Ben said and I was low key disappointed.I wanted to see him again, the circumstances didn't matter, I just wanted to see him.
With Ben's attitude towards him, I could not risk telling him that we actually met last night and I hope to see him again since I have a soft spot for him. I had to remain quiet and pretend that we actually didn't run into each other. I couldn't help but wonder how bad his coldness can get to the point that Ben's warns me to stay away from him.
"Let's go and have you registered," Ben said after breakfast and I followed him to the administration block.
I really wished that I could see Alpha Robin again during the day and fall in love with him even more but that did not end up happening. I was actually registered to be part of the school by the Beta who didn't say much to me. "You are so beautiful, I want to spend every day with you," Ben told me when we got to my room. I needed some time alone hence I had asked him for some space.
"Thank you," I said, pretending that I didn't hear the last part of his statement.
"Anita, will you make me yours? I know that I am a mere omega but please let me be your boyfriend. We will take things slow. You might not love me now but I am pretty sure that at the end of all this you will fall in love with me. You are too beautiful and I am asking you now before someone else can notice you and take you away from me," He said, catching me off guard.
I didn't feel the butterflies that I felt when I met the Alpha. To me he was just a good friend and that is what will always be. I was not ready to fall in love again. I come here with a mission, loving him would be a distraction.
"Is it okay if I sit on what you have said and give you an answer tomorrow?" I asked him. I could see how enthusiastic he was when asking and I didn't want to reject him just yet. I would do that later on.
"It's fine. I am putting my hopes up. You will really make me the happiest man in the world if you say yes to me," He said and I nodded before closing the door.
Damn, he was so expressive. It would be hurtful to turn him down but that is the way to go. I am not going to massage his ego. I didn't want love right now, all that I want is revenge. I cannot tell him about this since he is a mere omega. What I want is power, I want to fall in love with a powerful Alpha who would also help me avenge my sister's death.
Alpha Robin was the one. If Tracey could be listening to me right now, she would have told me to go ahead and fall madly in love with him. He is worth it. He is worth the chase
I know that right now I am just the new girl who is slow in her senses but soon, I will ensure that I take the Luna position. From what I overheard earlier on, Alpha Robin was not dating anyone. People were scared of him.
I chose not to be like everyone else. I was going to not be afraid of him. I know that deep down under that power there was a soft boy who begged to be loved and I was ready to give him all the love that he deserves.
I thought that I was not ready for love, until I met him. He awoke that in me and I am not going to stop until he is all mine.
When I was in my room, all alone, away from Ben's compliments and all the noise, I remembered that my sister was out in the cold. This brought me so much pain. We had just gotten started. We were ready to change the world until Alpha Lewis decided to end her life.
I felt so angry at myself, to be here and instead of starting to learn how to fight right away, I was busy thinking about Alpha Robin and how I have fallen heads over heels for him.
What is wrong with me?
I promised myself to live for her but here I am thinking about myself. Maybe it's high time I stop thinking about Alpha Robin.
I needed to go to the field right away and start fighting. I immediately changed to the navy blue track that I had been given and headed out. I raced to the field and I was glad to find other warriors training.
I went to one of them begging them to train me when they pointed at Alpha Robin, there he was, running across the field to improve his speed. I had to go to him, and register with him.
Just when I thought that I was avoiding him, I was going to be with him and I will be with him here everyday, learning from him.
Will I really be able to contain myself because right now I have so much jitters as I am walking towards him. My world literally stops around him. I can't think when I am around him. Is this the so-called love?