SWNOVELS Chapter CHAPTER 35
ANITA'S POV.
I was taken aback by his comment. He was sweet towards me until he said that to me. I couldn't believe it. He was back to being the cold Alpha that he was when we first met.
I had initially thought that him falling in love with me and him wanting to be with me will make him change his attitude towards me but I guess I was wrong.
"Do you mean what you have just said?" I asked, giving him a chance to redeem himself.
"Can we please go home, I don't want to argue with you," He said, and I could feel a surge of anger in my system.
“I am not arguing, I am just trying..." I wanted to explain myself but he did not give me a chance to.
"Let's go!" He said firmly and I didn't have a choice.
I watched him get into his wolf before climbing on his back. I held him tightly as he started racing across the woodland.
I loved him so much, I wished that I had the power to take the coldness away from him. I did not like that he was cold towards me. He could be cold to everyone else but not me.
I could feel tears welling up in my eyes and I bit my lips hard not to allow them to fall down.
I felt him howling as he continued running and not so long later, we arrived at the pack. He transformed back to being his human form before he walked me to the dorm.
I found this surprising. Initially, I thought that he was still cold and he wouldn't take me to my room but there he was, giving me mixed signals all over again.
"I know you are tired," He said as I sat on my bed.
"I am," I said.
"Sleep well, I will see you tomorrow," He said.
"Okay, bye," I murmured as he walked to the door. My heart was racing in my chest. I wanted to tell him what I felt but I was so scared to do so.
"Do you really love me or is this just a game to you?" I asked just before he walked out and that question caught him by surprise.
"What did you just say?" He asked, coming closer to see what I had to say.
"Do you love me or is this just a game for you?" I asked once again. I couldn't fight the tears that had formed on my eyes. I allowed them to fall from my eyes, looking away. I didn't want to look weak and vulnerable in front of him but I couldn't help it.
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"Where is this coming from, huh?" He asked, coming to be next to me.
"Back there, you were cold towards me. It made me feel like you regretted making love to me," I was honest with him and he was taken aback.
"No, that's not the case. I was just putting my foot down. We had to come back yet you were insisting that we should stay," He explained but he wasn't telling me what I needed to hear.
"You don't have to keep lying to me, just tell me the truth, I can handle it. Do you really love me?" I had to ask so as to get the answer that I wanted.
"I love you Anita. Trust me, if I didn't I wouldn't be here. You don't have to doubt me," He said this and finally I was able to wipe my tears away and smile again. For a moment there, I thought that he was going to break my heart but that is not what ended up happening.
"I love you too," I said.
"I know," He said before kissing me on the forehead. I was vindicated to know that he knows how deep my love for him is because I deeply love him. I would do anything just for us to have a happily ever after.
"I know you have to go. Feel free to go, I am okay now," I released him.
" Okay, just promise me that you will not cry again. I don't like seeing you cry," He said.
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"See you at the field tomorrow," He said before walking away and I was left smiling. Finally, I was going back to learn how to fight. This time, I am not just Anita, I am the girl he loves. I am sure that he will train me well and we will be a powerful couple.
I got out of bed, changed into my pyjamas and went to bed. I tried to sleep but I was not able to. My mind was back to my first time having sex and most importantly, my first time with him.
I recalled how weak yet strong he looked as he pounded inside me and this made me feel a hot flush. I missed him already, I cannot wait for the day that I would be sleeping next to him.
We had not talked about that and maybe I should bring it up. It would really bring me so much joy to be sleeping next to him every night. Of course we were going to make love each and every night when that happens. We are drawn to each other like a moth to a flame and I am very sure that we cannot resist each other.
His past did not bother me at all, now that I know my position in his life. I was not going to allow myself to get jealous of Lola. Her era is long gone, this is my era to be with him.
I had also learnt a cardinal rule about him that I was going to stick to and that is never to question his instructions.
I was always going to listen to him and believe everything that he tells me. I was going to submit to him, fully.
Why should I worry about Lola yet she is currently dating the Beta? I needed to focus on fostering our relationship, I needed not to focus on his past just because I don't have a past when it comes to being in a relationship.