SWNOVELS Faking Ms. Right: Chapter 29
Everly coughed all through the night. When I got up to shower and get ready for work, she mumbled something about not being late. But when I came out of the bathroom, she was still in bed.
I sat on the edge of the bed and caressed her back. “How are you feeling?”
“I’m fine,” she croaked.
“You’re not fine. You’re sick.”
As if her body wanted to prove me right, she curled up with a coughing fit. “It’s just allergies.”
“Do you have allergies?”
“No, but I never get sick.”
I kept rubbing her back. It seemed to help relax her. “You’re still staying home today.”
She groaned and turned to face me. “I can’t stay home. I’ve never taken a sick day.”
“Yes, you can. There’s nothing at work that’s more important than you getting better.”
Tucking her hands beneath her cheek, she gave me a weak smile. Even with red-rimmed eyes and no color in her cheeks, she was adorable.
“Fine, I’ll stay for now. But if I feel better this afternoon, I’ll just—”
I touched my finger to her lips. “No. You’re not allowed to get out of bed today, except for physical necessities or food. Otherwise, I want you here.”
“I like it when you’re bossy. You should keep me in bed all day more often.”
A day in bed with Everly sounded like heaven. “We’ll do that when you aren’t coughing up a lung.”
“Fair enough. But call me if you need anything.”
No, Everly. I will not be calling you about work today. “Don’t worry. Don’t think about work. Just rest.”
She nodded and I kissed her forehead.
Before I went in to the office, I brought her breakfast, a big glass of water, and a box of tissues. I found her Kindle, and a few magazines she’d left in the other room, and made sure she had the remote to the TV. I wished I could stay here with her, but I had meetings I couldn’t miss.
I caught my dad in the kitchen on my way out.
“Morning. Listen, Everly’s sick. Keep your distance, you can’t afford to get sick right now. Your immune system is already stressed.”
“Is she okay?”
“I think so. It’s just a cough. She felt warm last night, but I don’t think she has a fever. I’ll check on her later and try to get home early.”
“All right. Thanks, son.”
“And Dad, I haven’t had a chance to talk to her about Svetlana.”
“I’ll leave that to you,” he said. “Is there anything I can do to help her? Get her some soup or something?”
“Maybe bring her some lunch later, but don’t get too close and don’t let her cough on you. And don’t touch anything.”
“I’ve got it. I’ll be careful.”
“Thanks.”
I still didn’t like leaving her, and I was worried about my dad getting sick. His radiation treatments were over, and he was doing well. But a simple virus could be serious for him right now. I’d have to call the housecleaners and have them make a special trip out today to disinfect everything.
Work was busy enough to keep my mind off Everly for most of the day. I texted her a few times in between meetings and conference calls. She assured me she was fine and didn’t need anything, but I was still anxious to get home to her.
I walked by her empty desk, feeling the tug of missing her. Which was so odd. I’d seen her this morning. She’d be there when I went home tonight.
But it wasn’t the fact that she was home sick today that was bothering me. We were at a crossroads. Our reason for living together was gone. Svetlana was out of the picture. And chances were, Everly wasn’t going to work for me much longer. I wasn’t the least bit surprised that someone else was recruiting her. She was amazing. Cameron Whitbury would be crazy not to hire her. And if it wasn’t Cameron, it would be someone else.
I went into my office and shut the door. Sat down and rubbed my chin. My dad’s words kept echoing in my head. You’re in love with that girl.
Was I? Had I fallen in love with Everly?
The problem was, I’d never been in love before. How were you supposed to know?
I picked up my phone and called Ethan.
“Hey, Shep. Everything all right?”
“Yeah, fine. Do you have a minute?”
“Sure.”
I took a deep breath. “How do you know when you’re in love with someone?”
“Oh. That’s… okay, that’s unexpected.”
“This is fucking with my head, Ethan. I’m basically dead inside. I don’t know how any of this works.”
He laughed. “You’re not dead inside, Shep.”
“Don’t be so sure. I’m too much like Mom.”
“Are you, though?” he asked. “You’re not bitter. I know you’re not exactly effusive with your emotions. You’re not a hugger like dad.”
“Or you.”
“Yeah, or me. You keep things to yourself, but I’ve never thought you don’t feel things. Keeping it on the inside isn’t the same as not having feelings. Can I ask what brought this on?”
“Dad broke up with Svetlana last night after he caught her trying to paste herself to me in the kitchen.”
“Oh god. How is he?”
“Surprisingly, he’s okay. He didn’t realize she was using him to get to me, but he knew she wasn’t right for him. He just hadn’t admitted it out loud yet.”
“Thank god that’s over. I was starting to worry we’d made a mistake by not telling him immediately.”
I rubbed my chin again. “Me too.”
“So now you’re wondering what to do about Everly.”
“Yes.”
“It doesn’t have to be complicated, Shep. Does being with her make you happy?”
“Yes, it does, but of course it’s complicated. I convinced my assistant to move in with me and pretend to be my girlfriend. And then…”
“And then pretending wasn’t so hard because it started to feel real.”
“Exactly.”
“What are you really worried about? That her feelings aren’t real? That she’s faking it so well she has you convinced too?”
Letting out a long breath, I stared down at my desk. This was so hard to admit, I wasn’t sure if I could say it out loud. “I’m afraid once our reason for being together is gone, none if it will have been real. And I’ll…”
“You’ll get hurt.”
I cleared my throat. “Yeah.”
“That’s the thing about love, though. If you never open yourself up to the risk of being hurt, you’ll never give someone the chance to get close enough to love you back. And honestly, I don’t think you need to worry about this. Anyone who’s seen you two together can tell you’re crazy about each other.”
“Yeah. Okay, thanks Ethan.”
“Anytime. Let me know if you need anything. And I’ll call Dad and invite him to dinner tonight. See if he needs to talk.”
“Sounds good. He’ll appreciate that.”
I said goodbye and put my phone down. This was such unfamiliar territory. I’d faced financial risks, made huge business deals, and dealt with millions—even billions—of dollars. None of that had ever fazed me. I was used to being all cool confidence. Untouchable.
Everly had broken me wide open and I felt the raw edges of my exposed nerves. I’d already trusted her with so much. Why was I worried now?
Maybe Ethan was right. It didn’t have to be complicated. Being with her made me happy—happier than I’d ever been. I loved spending time with her, and I missed her when we were apart. She made me laugh—which I didn’t do all that often. She saw through right to the heart of who I was, as if she had the power to reach inside past all my barriers.
I did love her. I’d fallen a little bit in love with her every day, since that night at the gala. Since I’d opened my eyes and finally seen the incredible woman I’d been working with for the last few years.
And just like that, I knew what I was going to do. Ask her to stay.
With that settled, I felt immensely better. As much as I wanted to rush home to talk to her, I had more work to do. It could wait. I knew she’d be there waiting for me. And not just because she was sick. Because despite the fact that neither of us had acknowledged it out loud, we both knew. She was mine. I just needed to make it official.
I clicked my laptop to bring the screen back up. Once I reviewed the sales reports, I could get out of here.
Everly hadn’t sent them to me yet, but she probably had hard copies at her desk. I didn’t want to bother her, so I decided to check myself. If I didn’t find them, I could give her a call. But I didn’t want to make her think about work if I didn’t have to.
Her desk was neat and tidy, as usual. There wasn’t anything sitting out, so I checked in the drawers. I didn’t see anything in the first two, but when I opened the third, a folder caught my eye. The label said Shepherd Calloway Donor Contract.
Donor contract? That was odd. Was it a charitable thing? I donated money to a number of organizations, but those didn’t require contracts.
I flipped open the folder. It was indeed a legal document, and I was named multiple times just on the first page. And so were Everly’s sister and sister-in-law.
Picking it up, I read it more carefully. A sick feeling grew in the pit of my stomach as I realized what this was. It was a sperm donor agreement—a contract for me to become the biological father of Everly’s sister’s potential child.
There were provisions for giving me photos and updates on the child, as well as the option for me to opt out of any and all contact. I could have the records sealed for complete anonymity if I chose. It spelled out my responsibilities, which amounted to nothing more than providing up to five ejaculatory samples for the purposes of fertilizing Annie’s eggs in a lab. No financial support or parental duties were expected.
I took the contract into my office and tossed it onto my desk. This must have been why Everly had agreed to my proposal. She wanted leverage so she could ask me to be her sister’s sperm donor.
Why hadn’t she told me? Was she waiting to spring it on me after her end of the bargain was fulfilled?
I’d dated a lot of women who’d only been with me for my money—because they wanted something from me. But I’d thought Everly was different. She didn’t want my money.
But she did want something a lot more personal.
As I stared at the folder lying on my desk, I wished it had been money. Because this hurt a hell of a lot more.