Endless abyss of unspoken words (Poetry)

I hate you, and I hope you pay,

It would never work out anyway,

I hate what you made me do,

I hope you drown in misery very soon.

I need justice; it's like fire and ice,

I want to win this war,

how could I let it go this far?

I need you to pay,

I want to tear you apart, make you fear me,

Make you go through what you made me.

But you have to fade away,

Fadeaway from my mind,

because I'll never look back,

Back at what you made me lack.

I hope you break soon,

The thought of you disgusts me.

You pushed me away, and I still begged you to stay.

You made me go through pain,

I want to break you again and again.

I must forget, but I hate you so bad,

You always made me so sad,

After everything, I did for you,

Why did you push me away?

You treat me like a stranger,

I don't realize the danger,

I tried to save us for a month,

and you didn't even care.

You're not worth my hate,

you're not worth my love,

All I need is to move on.