Chapter |9|
"He's gone," Kayla announces walking into my room. I knew Kai would eventually come looking for me but I didn't want to see him. That's why I told Kayla to handle it. She's way tougher than me.
"What did he say?" I ask rubbing the few stray tears from my face. My head is on Bea's lap as she comforts me.
Kayla groans looking down at the ground and then back up at me. "He said he kissed you because he thinks your mates. He doesn't regret it at all."
"Of course, he doesn't," Bea adds.
"I think he really cares about you, Avery. I'm pretty sure he's in love with you. You're a lucky wolf if he's your mate." She smiles and sits down beside me. Her attitude towards Kai is completely opposite to earlier confusing me. The whole time we've been here she's warned me against getting close to Kai again.
I sit up bending my knees to my chest and curling myself up in a ball. "I know he cares that's the problem! what if we're not mates and I'm setting myself up for heartbreak? now that Kai is back in my life I don't want to let him go."
"Well, you said you feel a pull towards him do you still feel it?" Bea asks and I sigh.
"Yes. It's so much stronger now. It's difficult since I can't communicate with Raven unless in my wolf form but I can still feel her emotions, my emotions. I'm so drawn to him it hurts." I say starting to cry.
Kayla hugs me from the side laying her head on my shoulder. "Then stop fighting your feelings and embrace them. Go to him at midnight and if you're not mates then at least you will know. I have a feeling Kai won't let you go easily though."
"Fine, I'll go see him. I need a shower and nap first." my stomach growls and I chuckle. "Maybe some food too."
When I wake up a few hours later I'm surprised by how long I slept. I missed dinner and now it's almost midnight. I'll be turning eighteen in a few moments and I'll be able to sense my mate.
I'm still in comfortable clothes a shirt and sweatpants but I don't have time to change if I want to see Kai right at midnight. I slip on my shoes and leave my room. The cabin is dark as I make my way through and I see Kayla passed out on the living room couch before I leave.
The fresh air is crisp and I can smell the bonfire still going from down at the beach. Apparently, Bea was right about there being a party every night. I hope Kai isn't there and is waiting for me in his room. He gave Kayla a message for me to meet him so I am.
The walk up to his room goes quickly and I find myself standing outside his door. In thirty seconds it will be midnight and I'll be able to tell if he's my mate. I'm nervous and can't stop fidgeting. I really want Kai to be my mate and I'm going to be super disappointed if he's not.
As the clock strikes midnight my whole body feels electrified. As if I gained an enormous amount of energy in a short time. I almost want to shift and run it off when Kai's door opens.
His alluring scent of caramel and cinnamon is even stronger. We make eye contact and Kai's eyes flash gold and I can feel my wolf Raven begging to be let out. She's practically screaming at me to let her take over.
"Thank the moon goddess," Kai says before he grabs me by the neck and his lips crash onto mine. Little electric sparks shoot down my body and straight to my core.
He pulls me inside kicking the door closed. Our hands are roaming all over each other. It's like we can't get undressed fast enough but we don't want to tear away from each other to do it.
I manage to break away from the kiss just for Kai to start trailing kisses along my neck. "Kai please," I beg not sure what I'm even begging for.
"Don't worry my little mate I'm going to take care of you." he stops kissing me and throws his shirt off then starts unbuckling his jeans.
I quickly start undressing. When we're both naked the same hunger is back from before. Kai growls before his lips crash onto mine again. The kiss is desperate and sloppy but we both keep kissing the other like we'll die if we don't.
My back hits the bed and it still smells like the both of us. The thought that he's mine forever and our scents will always be mixed together turns me on more. Kai's hard member rubs against my wet folds and I can't help but moan.
"Fuck I wanted to take this slow but you're so fucking wet Avery, I can't wait." he groans against my ear.
"Just take me Kai please."
He looks into my eyes and caresses my face. "I love you so much Avery," he confesses and I can feel through the bond it's true.
I nod. "I never doubted that. I love you, Kai."
Our lips connect in a deep sensual kiss. His tongue dances with mine and I moan into his mouth. He smiles against my lips when I feel his large member sliding into me. He tenses and I whimper trying to get used to the pain.
"It's okay baby I'll go slow," he assures me as he slowly pulls out and enters me again. His thrusts are slow and steady and the pain starts to subside so now I'm a moaning screaming mess underneath him.
Suddenly he growls and picks up speed. My nails dig into his shoulders as he pumps in and out of me. Kai starts kissing along my neck while one of his hands plays with my hardened nipple.
"Ahh Kai!' I scream feeling an intense pressure building.
His movements become frantic and he groans. "Fuck Avery you feel so good. I'm not going to last much longer."
Kai leans forward kissing me soft and gentle. I bite his lip and deepen the kiss. I don't want gentle right now. Luckily he gets the hint. He pulls out and slams back into me. I'm definitely seeing stars now.
His hard member seems to hit that perfect spot and I feel myself clench around him. We're both a panting moaning mess when he jerks inside me. "Avery," he grunts leaning over me.
I kiss along his shoulder. His face is in the crook of my neck as he lays on top of me catching his breath. Sighing he rolls over. He rubs his hands along his face and looks at me. "Fuck darling that was amazing, you're amazing." he smiles making me blush.
"Please that was all you, you're amazing. Are you sure you were a virgin?"
He scoffs. "Trust me I had no idea what I was doing. Being with you just comes naturally. I told you we're mates."
"Fine, maybe you were right this one time." I roll my eyes at him.
"I'm always right, now let's go shower mate then I'm going to give you the best orgasm you've ever had." he stands up and grabs my hand pulling me up also. He starts to drag me to his bathroom.
"Promise?"
He winks at me. "Always Avery."