Chapter 35
(Caspian)
I brought Johnnie closer to my chest as my leg swung over her small frame, prompting me to nuzzle into her neck.
"Mm.. good morning baby girl." I whispered roughly before inhaling deeply and that's when I smelled a mixture of f*****g axe body wash, vomit, and alcohol making me jerk back and snap my eyes open. Apparently Milo must've realized what the f**k was happening at the exact same moment as me and we were now face to face staring at one another.
"What the f**k dude!?" I yelled and quickly jumped off the bed, a shiver trembling through me as I felt violated. I freaking wrapped my leg around him!
"I should be the one saying that!! Why the hell are you in my bed?" Milo grumbled and went to hold his head before groaning
"And baby girl? Seriously dude?" He added as I picked up a pillow before chucking it at his head.
"You should be thanking my a*s for taking care of you all night." I stated as I saw him smiling sheepishly.
I went to his nightstand before grabbing the bottle of water I had put there earlier and threw it over to him.
Last night Milo woke up at least a good twenty times just speaking f*****g nonsense.
"Yeah, sorry about that..I didn't do anything stupid did I?" He asked before rubbing the back of his neck nervously. "Just made out with Heaven..which watch the f**k out for that one." I said while trying to find my phone. I swear I left it on the nightstand..
"Wait..that was who I was making out with?! s**t, sorry dude." He added quickly and I just shrugged before picking up a blanket and spotting my phone beneath it.
"Honesty I don't give a fuck..just watch out for her, she is batshit crazy. But it does help my situation with Johnnie." I explained, really feeling grateful if Heaven moved on..seriously..
"So..you finally told her huh?" Milo asked after chugging some water.
"Well..I mean..not everything...but enough." I said quickly as I walked towards the bathroom.
Johnnie didn't need to know that I was madly in love with her..I mean..not this soon. I don't want to freak her out.
"I'm just glad you finally pulled your head out of your ass." He yelled from the other room as I went to take a piss.
I wonder if my girl is awake yet..should I go in there and sneak into the bed with her?
I can't believe Alder pulled the older brother card...but I get it..I don't think I could say no to Johnnie..what we did yesterday..that was the best f*****g day of my life.
I can still taste her sweet p***y on my lips...the way she rode my damn face and came so hard..I always dreamed of that moment and how it would be with her..it was even better than I imagined.
"So you're going to make it official?" Milo yelled, pulling me from my thoughts as I tried to calm my raging boner..
It's been like this since we got to Florida..and I swear it's getting worse every damn day.
"I already did." I explained to Milo while pulling up my shorts and adjusting myself before walking back into the room. "Wait..you already did?" Milo asked as he sat back on the bed.
"Well..I told her she was mine and I wanted her to be my girlfriend..then I f****d it up a little...but I think we're good now." I added nonchalantly as I went towards the door.
"You are totally f*****g screwed." He laughed, making me freeze in my tracks as I turned towards him.
"Why?" I asked, wondering what the hell he meant by that.
"Dude..you are acting all cool and s**t about this..but you've got it bad..and I think Johnnie should make you sweat a little. Especially with all the s**t you put her through. So I hope she doesn't make it easy for you." He smiled widely, making me frown. "Whose side are you on?" I grumbled.
Milo laugh even more before walking to the bathroom.
"I love you dude, but definitely Johnnie's." And with that, he went into the bathroom and shut the door.
I couldn't help but smile, knowing Milo meant every word and I'm glad he did..because yeah, I was a huge d**k to Johnnie..but I am fixing that. But it meant a lot that my best friend was looking out for my girl.
I slipped out into the hall before peeking behind me and making sure Alder wasn't lurking in the f*****g shadows or something as I crept down to my room.
I opened the door, excitement filling me as I closed the door quietly behind me and turned to face the bed.
That's when I froze..it was empty..what the hell!
She didn't go back to her room, did she?
Why did that thought alone upset me?
I stomped my way over to her room, not being as subtle this time before pushing open the door and finding another empty bed..
Seriously?!
That's when I pulled out my phone as I made my way downstairs.
Then I saw the text.
From Johnnie: I didn't want to wake you but my mom and Robin wanted to go to breakfast..also maybe I miss you..just a little bit..text me when you wake up...if you want.
She texted, making my heart race as I was about to text back when I heard my dad's voice booming below me.
"Hey, go get dressed, we're going to get breakfast and then take the boat out." He informed me, making me blink my eyes at him slowly.
Oh, so he was talking to me now? He pretty much ignored me all day yesterday.
"And please...let's just try to have a good time." He added, his blue eyes staring into me as I gritted my teeth and turned on my heel, trying not to snap.
As soon as I went into my room, I pulled out my phone and dialed my mom.
I didn't call her the past two nights to check in..I felt like a f*****g prick..
I pressed the phone to my ear and went to look out the window.
"Hey, sweetie I was just thinking about you." She answered warmly..but I could hear the sadness..I always could.
"Hey mom..how are you holding up?" I asked, the reality of the situation setting in once again.
"Cassy..I'm fine..you don't need to worry about me okay? How's our girl doing? Did you teach her how to surf yet?" She asked, making me sigh as I plopped down on the bed.
"Not yet, but I will soon. I wish you were here..it's not the same without you." I whispered, feeling that crushing guilt.
"I know..maybe next year. How's your dad, you two aren't fighting, are you? Alder told me about lunch.." She said softly..of course he did..
My mom didn't know the full extent of my dad's affair with Heather..I just don't think I can tell her..maybe Alder will be brave enough. I just can't see her hurt again, it will f*****g kill me.
"It was no big deal. But mom..if you need me to come home.."
"Caspian Michael King, don't even..you all need to be there for each other." She said firmly, causing me to shut my eyes as I didn't know what the f**k to do..she can't really mean that right? She has to feel some type of way about all of this.. "It's just a couple more weeks..don't focus on the wedding part..just make good memories sweetheart..like we used to." She whispered as I felt my chest ache for a moment.
"Okay mom..I will..but please, just go out with Rohnna or something..have fun too." I stated, making my mom laugh before we sat on the line for a few moments in silence.
"Since when did you grow up so fast?" She breathed, and I heard that sadness once more.
"Mom..are you crying?" I asked in shock, hearing her sniffle as I sat up.
"No..no..okay, you better go..send me pictures okay!! I want some of you and Johnnie together." She insisted and I debated for a moment telling her about me liking Johnnie, but I didn't want to make it about me.
I didn't want my mom to think she was missing out on more.. what if that made her feel even lonlier? If she knew everyone around her was happy..that just didn't feel right to me.
"I love you, bye mom."
I just can't sit back and let Dad do this to her..I can't let him humiliate her like this by marrying the woman he cheated on her with..
I can't let this wedding happen..no way in hell.