Deceiving My Bully Stepbrother

(Caspian)

Well f**k..this isn't good..not one damn bit.

I was sitting on a chair, my elbows digging into my thighs as I leaned forward, glaring at a tipsy Johnnie as she danced her a*s off with Robin.

All night I had been stalking her, my eyes snapping to every guy who tried to approach my girl and letting them know she was mine. All f*****g mine.. Something happened between getting the ice cream and going down to the beach..it took me hours to get it and then it hit me..I was a complete d**k. The moment played through my mind over and over.. the way I dropped her hand and the look on her face..how Heaven kept throwing herself at me.

I tried to turn her down nicely but apparently the girl can't take a f*****g hint..now I'm done being nice.

The moment we got on this yacht, I reminded her exactly what I told her over the phone this morning.

"Heaven, I'm not interested in you that way. I know we slept together before, but Johnnie is the only one I want and it's always been that way. I think you knew this too, that's why you were always such a b***h to her." I said firmly, watching as her eyes filled with

tears.

"Cas..just..just give me a chance..I can transfer schools and we can start fresh." Heaven sputtered out, making my head spin..was she f*****g serious?

"I don't know how much blunter I can be about this..I don't like you, Heaven..I am in love with Johnnie. She is the only girl I want to be with and if I ever find out you or your brother are threatening her again..you are going to f*****g regret it..got it?" I snapped, making her head nod up and down as those tears fell.

She stayed away from me the rest of the night..thank God..and Freddy didn't look too happy, but fuck..I tried to be nice. Then we have Ben over here acting like a prick.

He has been staring between Robin and Farah all night. I can't believe he is even showing that b***h any attention at all.. Robin is freaking wasted and about to go off the rails and Alder is enjoying every bit of this. If you are not reading this novel on Jo b nib.com, some paragraphs are incomplete. He is now on the makeshift dance floor shaking his ass between Johnnie and Robin as Ben glares from the other side of the yacht.

That's when I noticed Farah walk up to him, her hand slid across his chest before whispering something into his ear. "Keep an eye on Johnnie and make sure no one f*****g touches her." I snapped to Milo who was talking to some random chick that Freddy invited. He actually invited a lot of people..luckily we never even left the damn dock.

"Got it!" He shouted before giving me a thumbs up. At least he was in a good mood now...

Glancing up to the sun deck, I watched Ben swaying slightly before turning to Farah..and then s**t hit the fan.

She reached up, wrapping her arms around his neck and began dancing with him as I raced up there. What the hell was he doing?!!

Alder must've seen it too because I noticed he turned Robin away from it and gave me a panicked look.

I bounded up the steps, seeing Ben grinding on Farah as I gripped his arm before yanking him away from her. "Dude what the f**k are you doing?!" I shouted, watching him blink his eyes rapidly before stumbling back.

"What the hell man!" He yelled at me, obviously not even aware of his surroundings.

"You have a f*****g fiancee.. Do you not realize you are f*****g that up right now?" I said before dragging him across the deck and towards a small enclosed sitting area.

"Well..it was going to get f****d up anyways!!" He shouted as I pushed him back, making him fall onto the sofa.

"What the hell are you talking about? Robin is crazy about you..she agreed to f*****g marry you for Christ's sake." I yelled at him, making his head roll back as he closed his eyes.

"Well, I'm sure she will realize how big of a mistake that was soon enough..maybe she will even meet a guy tonight and screw him instead." His words shocked me as I couldn't believe this was really Ben.

"Dude, what is this about?" I asked, the loud music pulsing around us as I stared down at Ben in confusion.

"I don't know..I just..fuck." He slapped his hands over his face before letting out a shuddering breath.

"What if she realizes how f****d up I am? How f****d up my family is?" He choked out, making me freeze as I felt my heart stop.

"What do you mean Ben?" I asked more gently this time, hearing the hurt in his voice.

“I f*****g know Cas.. last night I came to check on Johnnie and I heard you in her room..I had my f*****g suspicions..but how could she? What if..what if I end up just like my mom? What if I'm f****d up too?" He shouted, making me freeze as I couldn't believe he knew..he f*****g heard us?

"So you were going to just get it over with? You were going to push her away and f**k another girl?" I asked bluntly, making Ben blink up at me in shock as he thought about what I said.

"N..No..even doing just that..it made me feel gross." He confessed, making me sigh as I went and sat next to him.

"Listen..I know how you feel..I thought the same thing too..that I might end up like my dad and screw over any girl I felt serious about..but I learned along the way that I'm nothing like him..because it f*****g killed me to hurt her..and even touching another woman made my skin crawl. I felt like a monster every damn day of my life...and I think you would feel the same." I explained to him as Ben closed his eyes once more, letting his head fall back before sighing.

"It's my sister you're talking about right?" He grumbled as I froze in place..

"I'm not mad." He added before opening one eye.

"But you better be serious about this Caspian. Johnnie has been through so f*****g much..she deserves the world." "I know that.." I whispered. I knew that more than anyone..

"Good..I guess we really f****d things up today then huh?" He grumbled making me let out a laugh as I nodded my "Yeah..but we are paying for it now."

head.

"Cas..what are we going to do about our parents? I'm afraid for Alder to find out." He stated, making me feel like I was the older one all of a sudden...and he was right...I was afraid to tell Alder too.

If he finds out that my dad made me keep it a secret..he is going to lose his s**t. My brother has always been protective over all of us.

"We will just have to get through it together..he deserves to know." I sighed, leaning my head back now as I looked up at the ceiling.

"By the way..your brother was the one who told me about you and Johnnie, he told me a few years back. But I was in denial.." He smirked, making me scoff.

"Of course he did." I muttered, and that's when I suddenly heard shouting.

"Dude, she said no!" My brother yelled making Ben and I hop up to our feet and run down the stairs.