[BK 2] Chapter 26
(Ava)
What the hell is wrong with this man?! I mean..I don't get it! I am pulling out all the stops...being super clingy..asking him dozens of questions and even making him share an ice cream cone with me! I thought that one would've gotten him..he seems like the germaphobe type. But when we went to go take a bite at the same time and he ended up licking my tongue..it was too much. I have come to the conclusion that Theo Hart is a freak..and I don't know why it turns me on so much..something must be wrong with my brain. Everything he does ends up being s****l to me. Even how he wiped off his pants after I accidentally spit my water out on him when he looked me dead in the eyes and swirled his tongue around the ice cream. I just kept thinking back to yesterday when that same tongue was flicking across c**t.
No..bad Ava..
Why am I not accepting this contract again? Oh right..something about my dignity and all that stuff..
"Did you hear me, Ava? We're here." Theo suddenly whispered beside my ear, making me jump.
"Oh..already?" I rushed out, not wanting to go to the hotel yet.
"M-maybe we can go to the aquarium instead? I mean..what's the hurry?" I asked, seeing a smirk pull at the corner of Theo's mouth as he slid his hand down, gripping my own lightly.
"Whatever you want to do kitten." He breathed, making goosebumps pebble on my flesh as I swallowed hard in response. "Jeremy, Miss Wilson would like to go to the aquarium instead." Theo said before sitting back in his seat and glancing over at me. "My turn to ask a question." He suddenly added, surprising me.
"Okay, ask me anything." I shrugged, trying not to act nervous..I have been asking all of the questions..mostly lame stuff..like what his favorite color is and if he likes dogs or cats better. I thought it would annoy him.
"How many men have you slept with?" He questioned cooly, making my eyes widen as I glanced towards the front seat where the driver was.Enjoy this chapter for free and stay updated with the latest version on Job_ni-b.c-om. Don't miss out, visit it now. "He's not listening.." Theo reassured me as I felt my palms suddenly turning sweaty. Jeez..of course he has to make it s****l..
“Theo..
"Ava.." He countered while giving me a serious look..he never turned down one of my questions..but still..mine weren't like this.
"Fine..two..I have slept with two guys." I blurted, not trying to make a big deal about it.
"Who?" He quipped, causing a scoff to escape me before laughing dryly.
"I'm not answering that!" I rushed out, feeling flustered now.
If he finds out I slept with Johnnie's husband..will he think I'm a slut? Even though my count was low, I felt like one after everything happened..especially when I crawled back to Brett and thought he really liked me.
"Fine..I didn't realize we could not answer..good to know." He added sharply making me sigh.
"Okay then..how many people have you slept with and who were they?" I'm sure this will kill a good hour or two with the list of people he must have.
"If I answer..will you tell me yours?" Theo asked while looking me square in the eye.
I felt my stomach twist..I guess maybe this will be another thing to turn him off..I mean..I know two people aren't much..but the way it all happened feels gross to me now..especially with how they treated me. Plus Caspian seems like an amazing husband to Johnnie..but with me..it was never sweet really..and most times I felt dirty afterward..considering how I knew deep down he wished I was someone else.
I nodded my head, staring down into my lap as I waited for his answer.
"Ten women..I can name them if you like."
"Have I met any of them before?" I blurted, feeling this weird jealousy rising...I had no reason to be jealous.. Theo was twenty-eight so that actually is a lot tamer than I expected for him truthfully..I was thinking at least triple that..
"No, you have not." He answered truthfully and I felt slightly relieved by his answer at least..but then he looked at me with his brow raised.
"Oh god..you are going to make me say this aren't you?" I grumbled, prompting him to nod yes.
I let out a sigh before staring down at my hands again as I played with my fingers nervously.
"Well..the first guy was named Brett.."
"How did it happen?"
"What? You didn't say I had to give details!" I rushed out, hating this.
Theo just stared at me expectantly and I don't know why I was giving in to him..this was supposed to be my game and my rules..and yet..a part of me wanted to talk about it..to see how he would think of me afterward..would he see me differently?
"I met him at my first college party when I was eighteen..we..well..we hooked up that night..and then he kind of ghosted me afterward." I admitted, unable to look him in the eyes..and when he didn't say anything, I started to talk again.
"Then there was Caspian..Caspian King..we started sleeping together not too long after..I thought we were dating..but it turns out he liked someone else." I whispered..feeling the shame.
"Okay, that was a lie..I knew he did..but I still stayed with him and even treated the girl horribly after he broke up with me..."
I felt the tears rising inside of me..feeling like this game has gone too far..I just wanted to jump out of the car right now with how embarrassed I felt.
"Caspian King..that is Johnnie King's husband, correct?" He asked firmly and I just nodded my head, too ashamed to look him in the eyes as I suddenly felt his hand grip my chin firmly. "Ava..look at me." He whispered..I just shook my head no, mot wanting to see his face as his grip tightened.
"Ava." He said much more firmly this time.
I let out a shuddering breath, bracing myself for the judgment as I slowly tilted my head back, meeting his gaze. "You didn't deserve to be treated that way..and the fact that you have this shameful expression on your face right now... don't think you realize that." He said, emphasizing each word slowly as I felt tears stinging my eyes.
"But.....I do feel ashamed." I confessed, seeing his brown eyes soften as he suddenly scooted closer to me.
"Why? I just told you I slept with ten women..should I feel ashamed for that?" He asked me before wiping my tears as I shook my head no with a sniffle.
"Honestly..yours was a lot tamer than I thought it would be." I confessed making him blink at me slowly as I smiled at him sheepishly.
"I will let that slide for now.." He muttered while smoothing my hair back and studying my face carefully.
"You don't have to be ashamed of your past..two guys or two hundred guys..it doesn't matter..but what does matter, is how you feel about it. Those guys were immature assholes and no woman should be treated like that..especially you." His words surprised me..hearing him speak that way and how he gently wiped my tears away..I had never experienced anything like this before in my life.
"And if you ask me..what you need Ava...is a man. A real man who will take care of you..not just sexually.." He said deeply, causing my eyes to widen as I looked at Theo in shock.
"Let me take care of you Ava... In ways that you never thought possible..in ways that you deserve.." He breathed, causing my heart to skip a beat as I looked at this man sitting before me.
I know this could just be a trick..a lie he is saying just to make me give in and do what he wants..but I never in my life thought someone would say those words to me..especially someone like him..so you can say my judgment was a little clouded..and what I did next..yeah, probably not the best idea.
I flung myself forward, my mouth crashing into Theo's as his words moved me beyond belief.
I wanted to be cared for..to be loved and cherished..I wanted all of it..and I knew right at that moment that Theo had me convinced that just maybe he could do that..I had lost.
I felt his hand reach back, taking out my ponytail as all of my blonde hair came cascading down.
Theo pressed against my lips roughly, kissing me so savagely that I wouldn't be surprised if they were bruised tomorrow. I let out a whimper, feeling his hands slide up my thigh, hiking up my dress before gripping me roughly and placing me in his lap.
I felt Theo pull away from my lips, his mouth latching onto my throat as I threw my head back, becoming a panting mess as I tried to catch my breath.
"You have no idea how badly I have wanted to do this all f*****g day." Theo growled, his words soaking into my flesh as I rolled my hips, feeling my body taking on a mind of its own.
"Theo..please.." I gasped, wanting him more than I have ever wanted anything in my life.
"Just say the word Ava and I am yours..remember, you are in control." He whispered, making me whimper as I felt his hips flex, rubbing his hard c**k against my p***y as it throbbed in response. "Theo........I want you."
That's when Theo suddenly reached over, pushing a button beside us as he hastily spoke into it. Making me realize at some point he had put up the divider on the car. "Jeremy, take us back to the hotel."