SWNOVELS Chapter 10
Days meld into one another, each passing in a blur of activity related to the vast network of Bratva operations under my control. I oversee the expansion of our territories, negotiating with precision and authority to secure new alliances while reinforcing old ones. I’m regarded in the city’s underbelly with a mixture of fear and respect, a testament to the Ivanovs’ reach and influence. Shipments come and go under the cover of night, their contents known only to a select few, each one adding to the Bratva’s coffers and power.
But amidst the relentless pace of Bratva life, there’s a parallel narrative unfolding—one that’s quieter but no less significant. Maura is gradually finding her footing in the tumultuous world she’s married into. I watch, often from a distance, as she navigates the complexities of our lives with a grace that never ceases to surprise me.
I know that she grew up in the business, but through observation and conversation, I am also aware that her father shielded her from the worst of it. While she came to me with a base understanding of the mob, the intricacies eluded her.
I see her in the garden, lost in thought among the blooms she’s grown so fond of, or sharing a laugh with Lily, whose friendship has become a steady anchor in her new reality. There’s a glint in her eyes, a sense of belonging that grows with each passing day.
Sitting across from Grigori in a nondescript coffee shop in downtown Chicago, the hum of the city a muted backdrop to our conversation, I find myself appreciating the normalcy of the moment. We’re discussing the operational aspects of our business, the flow of arms, and the negotiations with suppliers—all the usual topics for us but the lifeblood of the Bratva.
Grigori, as always, is on top of everything. His attention to detail and knack for seeing the big picture ensures our operations run smoothly. “Everything’s lined up for the next shipment. And the new routes are secure,” he reports, his tone matter-of-fact.
I nod, taking a sip of my coffee. “Good work, Grigori. I always know I can count on you,” I say, feeling a sense of pride in his unwavering competence.
There’s a brief pause as he sets his coffee down, his gaze meeting mine with a level of understanding that comes from years of friendship. “I don’t mean to pry, Luk,” he begins, his voice taking on a more personal note, “but you know I can tell when something’s on your mind. Spill it.”
His directness doesn’t surprise me. Grigori has always been able to read me like an open book, a skill that’s both a blessing and a curse. I hesitate for a moment, contemplating how much I want to share.
Finally, I let out a slow breath. “It’s nothing specific, just the usual challenges. Plus, there’s Maura. She’s adjusting, but I worry about the dangers. And then there’s her stepmother, Sharon, lurking around with her own agenda.”
“Yeah, that one’s a real pain. Do you want me to get rid of her for you?”
I chuckle, a deep, rumbling sound that fills the small space between us. “Grigori, as much as I appreciate your direct approach to problem-solving, let’s hold off on any drastic measures against her for now.”
Grigori’s smile doesn’t waver; if anything, it grows wider. “Fair enough,” he concedes with a light shrug. His gaze sharpens as he leans back in his chair, observing me with an intensity that feels almost too insightful. “You seem pretty smitten with your new bride.”
I stiffen slightly at his observation, not out of displeasure but because it’s a rare thing for me to discuss my feelings, even with someone as close to me as Grigori. I try to deflect, to keep the conversation from veering too far into personal territory. “Smitten? I’m not a lovestruck teenager.”
But he isn’t so easily deterred. With a playful, prodding tone, he pushes a bit more. “Come on. It’s me you’re talking to. You can admit it.”
Caught in the gentle trap of his persistence, I relent, a small sigh escaping me. “All right, yes. I’m surprised myself, but I do like her, more than I thought possible,” I admit, the words feeling strange yet true as they leave my mouth.
Grigori nods, a look of satisfaction settling on his features. “Good to hear. Arranged marriages can be hell on earth. But from what I’ve seen, yours is shaping up nicely. It’s not often something genuine comes out of these deals.”
My demeanor shifts, a shadow passing over my features as I contemplate his words. “There’s something else,” I confess. “Maura’s guarded, especially when it comes to more intimate matters. I can’t shake the feeling that she sees me as some sort of monster.”
The admission feels like a weight has lifted, yet it lays bare my deepest fears. “I worry that she might run the first chance she gets if I’m not careful.”
Grigori leans forward, his expression turning serious yet supportive. “You’re being paranoid,” he counters, a note of certainty in his voice. “From what I’ve seen, Maura’s adjusting and perhaps even starting to like her new life. Give it time.”
But my concerns run deeper, rooted in the darker aspects of my life and the person I’ve become. “That’s just it, Grigori,” I say, my expression turning grim. “All of that is contingent on her not knowing too much, of her not finding out about the real me, the things I’ve done, the blood on my hands.”
The silence that follows is filled with the unspoken realities of our world, a world of violence and hard choices, a world that Maura—despite her strength and resilience—might never fully accept or understand.
Grigori studies me for a moment, his gaze thoughtful. “Don’t underestimate her. You might be surprised,” he finally says. “Maura’s not like the others. She saw a glimpse of who you can become at the wedding when that asshole pointed a gun at her, yet she stuck around. Don’t misjudge her—this could end up being everything you’ve ever wanted.”
I know that his words are meant to reassure me, to offer a glimmer of hope in the face of my doubts. Yet the fear remains, a constant companion reminding me that the divide between Lukyan Ivanov, the Bratva commander, and Luk, the man who wants nothing more than to protect and cherish his wife, might be too vast for her ever to truly cross.