SWNOVELS Chapter 9
I couldn’t understand.
I didn’t get it.
Was I not as beautiful as her? What did she have that I lacked? What noises did she make that I was incapable of? Was it the length of her hair that made her better or the shape of her eyes!
Was it the size of her a** or the perkiness of her breasts? Did it have anything to do with fate or was it purely his decision?
Why was it that I disgusted him? Why did looking at my face make his turn sour? Where did I even go wrong?
Aston’s words hit all the wrong spots, making me think about things that I didn’t want to think about. Things that I’d tried so hard to forget about. Thoughts that I would rather not cloud my mind with. I choked on a sob and watch him glare at me even as he continued to pound into her.
The sounds of her moans were unapologetic, she screamed without consequences. Aston arched his back and pushed into her from what I could tell was another entirely pleasurable angle that made her scream so loud I had to cover my ears.
The smile of Aston’s face made me know that he was proud of what he’d just done. The sound of her moans were feeding his ego and an image of Dax and that witch flashed across my head. There was no doubts that he was already ***g her. I knew too well that the b***d already had his d***k in and out of her, he never could control his desires any
My heart ached at the thought that I could be the reason why he was sleeping with another woman. It could be my fault that he chose someone else over me.
Was I really not enough for him? You’d think he’d have told me after all the years we spent together that I wasn’t enough for him but it took another woman for him to finally open up about his true colours.
All it took was a woman to come between us, after all the promises that he made to me. He told me that he would never leave and that I meant the world to him, I guess she meant much more than the world.
“What is wrong with me? What is so bad at me that he didn’t see himself having sex with?” I asked myself over and over and over again but just the thought of it was making me even hungrier than I felt
The sound of her moans snapped me out of my thoughts again and I looked up to see her legs up in the air and vibrating so hard that I could feel it from where I stood. She was shaking real good as the sticky white liquid spilled out of her and unto him. She was breathing so fast and so heavily that I could barely hear a thing over the sound of her pants except for the pants of the devil that was on top of her.
His pants were more of loud and aggressive grunts, he took out his d***k and spilled his juice all over her breasts. She gave him a wide smile as he got up from between her legs
“I almost lost my b***er because of your disgusting a**” he growled at me and I could barely stop myself from rolling my eyes. He literally just spilled a shit load of come that even spilled itself unto the floor and he almost lost his *b**r because of
“Tell another f***g lie, a believable one this time.” I responded in my head and just continued to stare at him as he cleaned himself up with the girls mouth and pushed her head of of his d***k roughly when she was done.
She didn’t waste any time throwing on the flimsy dress that she wore into his room and she was gone before I knew it. Aston wrapped himself with a small cloth before grabbing his shirt and throwing it on while simultaneously flexing his back muscles for me to see. They were much wider than that of Dax but neither of them deserved anything good in life
“I thought about making you lick my come off the floor but your slimy *** is not worthy of anything that comes out of my body. You don’t deserve to luck the dust off any feet not to talk of the come to that spilled out of my d*i**k.” He said as he buttoned up his shirt and I stared at him with rage burning in my eyes.
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Chapter 9
I want to drive a f***g stake throu*
He flashed a wicked grin in my face and I felt like throwing up. The rumours that I heard about him did him no justice whatsoever. The devil was wicked for sure but he was not as twisted as Aston was.
Aston gave a sick grin as he stared at me then the look morphed into disgust like I was some sort of piece of s**t.
“Since you’re not worthy of all the things that I just mentioned, you’re going to be lucky enough to clean this entire room until it’s sparkling clean and before I get back too. You don’t want to find out what happend by the time I get back and you’re not done.” He said and I wanted to proceed but he’d just had a gratifying o***m and he was the f***g devil so he was high on strength and I was barely even hanging on.
I felt like I would fall and die any minute. Like if he ran past me too fast, would fall from the wind.
“I’ve not had anything to eat in days.” I started but I trailed off as soon as he slammed the door on his way out.
I didn’t know where to begin, apart from the fact that his room was sp***us and luxurious, he was a f***g pig. I felt bad for whoever always had to clean up after Dax and 1.
I wonder if the way I felt now was the way they felt too. No they probably felt differently because they weren’t starved and they were at least paid to do it.
I crumbled. I couldn’t stand any more minute. My legs gave me away and I hit the ground harder than I did when the guards first landed me in the cell. I put my hand on my stomach and tears trailed down my checks. I thought about how excited I was when I first learned of the pregnancy. If I had known that I was going to put it through so much or that Dax was going to be so much of a colossal d***k, I would have looked at other options.
Just the thought of harming my own baby made me cry even more. What the hell was I thinking? I wanted a pup and I got one, I didn’t have any right to try to blame this one on the goddess when all she did was give me what I want.
She could have given me a bit earlier though, maybe if she had and I’d had a heir to the throne before the f****g b**h came then maybe I wouldn’t be going through all the things that was going through in the hands of Aston.
I wouldn’t have been so easily dethroned and I would have probably gathered enough allies to fight by my side. I was taken down so easily because I had no one and nothing to my name.
I was so f****g pathetic that even an Alpha from another pack siw me as toy to mess with. An animal to cage and to starve and to have nothing to do with.
The tears rolled down from my eyes freely but I didn’t have time to feel sorry for myself. I didn’t have it at all. If Aston got back into the room, I knew too well that I was in so much trouble that I wouldn’t even be able to fathom.
I looked around the room for a broom or mop, something, anything to begin with but I found none. I knew I was going to have to ask the maids for that. I decided to start by sorting the pile of clothes that he put on the bed all in the name of finding an ugly shirt on the bed first. He seemed to have a system of sorting coloured from white and black but I couldn’t tell them apart.
My eyes were playing tricks on me. I felt dizzy and my head hurt, then it felt light and lighter. And then I was on the floor. And then I couldn’t hear anything but a loud buzzing sound. And then pitch black was all I could see.