CAN I??

AARDHAYA POV:

Ouch! My back is aching so much, I tried to turn to get a comfortable position but something is stopping me more like holding me.

Adjusting my eyes to day light, I realised that it's nikhil hand holding me to prevent from falling.

He is sleeping next to me on bed with sleeping ansh on his shoulder. I dreamt of it many times (he is taking care of ansh to give me some rest) while I'm exhausted with baby ansh. But it happened now. "What's happening here?!" It's Advith voice.

Shit...I mumbled, turning to him I signalled him to lower his voice.

Nodding his head, he walked out by stomping his feet like a child.

I followed him by closing door, he sat there on sofa looking at me angrily, without even blinking his eyelids.

"Do you even realise what are you doing!?"

"What if ved came insted of me" he shouted at me

He is continuously shouting at me without even giving me a chance.

"What can I do Advith" I shouted making him stop his talk.

"I'm helpless...I'm scared to stay alone yesterday." With that I told him what happened.

"I'm sorry aaru" he said and hugged me

"Enough is enough, now you're coming and staying with us." I'm about to protest but he gave me "no more arguments" look which made me shut up

"One more thing, I came here to remind you about Tara engagement is in 2 days." He said

Once again reality hit me hard, how can I let him see my feelings and fears.

After this he will definitely go to Yuktha and again I have to face war between my feelings for him and ved.

No this can't be happening....ved and me that's it

I chanted the same again and again before entering room.

There they are playing with eachother, how I wish time to stop and let them enjoy blissful moments.

You crazy girl, he has Yuktha again my inner self scolded me.

"Nikhil" I called him and he turned to me

"Aar....I mean Aardhaya. Good morning ?" he said smilingly

I just nodded and extended my arms indicating him to give ansh.

He hesitated for a moment but gave me.

"Thanks for yesterday. You should go, they all will be waiting for you"

I saw pain and guilty in his eyes, I thought he will say something but he didn't just gone like that.

I immediately started packing but there is only one thing in mind.

Nikhil's realisation and VED sudden

"Aaru, I called packers and movers" and he is saying something but my nind wandered somewhere (you know where)

"Aaru" he called me again

"I'm going to see arrangements regarding of engagement" he said while looking at mobile

"You take rest, I will do rest of things" he said while saying a bunch of safety measures.

I smiled at his protectivness " I will carry a pepper spray and emergency number for an immediate cal to you, ok" he smiled and side hugged me Within hour, I'm in Advith house and ansh is busy playing with harsh, manvi.

While I'm busy messaging to ved.

Come and meet me at ***** Advith house.

Have to tell you something important, pick up call or atleast message me when free.

Not just two loads of messages...all are seen but not replied.

May be he is busy says my feelings for him

May be he isn't so bored for a day now it's my insecurities.

My situation is so bad right now with unnecessary thoughts.....

I don't know what's happening to me but something inside me is telling me that nothing is right!??

I have to divert my mind immediately or else these thoughts will kill me.

When I'm about to go out of room, rang. My heart beat

it's Advith.

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"Hello"

"Aaru..." His voice is so dull

"What happened!!"

"Our clients withdrew their projects from AA ORGANISERS" he said which made me numb.

"What!! How !!" I asked him unable to understand anything

"I don't know but when I came here, there are already mails and messages to our office number"

I can imagine his situation is worst that mine, may be he is sweating also..

"Advith listen, we have a marriage to do now... we can always find the reason behind it" I'm trying best to control my fear.

"No...aaru we don't have any project right now including tara marrige. They also" that's it

This time I felt betrayed...how can they do this... Kalyan uncle and Lokesh..

Immediately I called Kalyan uncle

"Hello.." it's Kalyan uncle

"Why uncle"

"Sorry ma but I don't have a choice"

"Choice..." I mumbled myself

"Uncle do you remember who convinced me to accept this marriage event" I mocked him

"Aaru.." I given him no choice to talk

"Yea...the same aaru who believed you and made all payments for your son's engagement & marriage"

With that I cut the call....

I made advance payments for their engagement, even if I cancel I have to pay for them.

Without my knowledge, tears started

pooling in my eyes.. without second

thought I made payment through mobile with a message that

onvent

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My mobile rang again...this time there is no excitement.

"Hello"

"Aardhaya" it's Nikhil

"Hmmm"

"Are you okay" this is unexpected from him

"Yeah..what will happen to me" I said trying hard to gulp down my miseries.

"Don't act, I know you're not doing tara wedding"

"Well...I do have many projects to do than marriage"

"Ofcourse..you will have" I don't know why but those words calmed me down.

"Hmm" I replied

"I will call you later, have a urgent work to do" lied to him.

I just want to be alone for sometime...

Can't able to think properly I just hung up on him and laid down on bed facing ceiling.

Nikhil, marrige, hate, Love, divorce,

ansh birth, Advith support, come

back, accident, ved, his love,

acceptance, rape attempt, nikhil realisation, ved unanswered@alls, projects cancelled...

Everything came to my mind before I slept............