Brawlii

Day 43:

What sweet bliss was bestowed upon me today. It was truly amazing. I shall not look to the future to see what shall happen to me, but I shall live in the present completely, dedicating my life to my love for life.

I felt bad, I was no longer keeping an eye on Angile and how she was going to do in her life, but I did have my own life to live. Sometimes, as my ability does apply, I get flashes of the future that I can quickly pull myself out of. I had a flash of Angile riding in an airplane in solemn silence, just her. She then turned to talk to someone, but I pulled myself out of the vision before I saw who.

Ry and I spent the day together, as planned. We didn’t do much except talked. I will let you know more tomorrow, for we are spending tomorrow together too!

Day 45:

I intended to write about yesterday, but I just got so caught up in what was going on and I had no time. I have great news to tell. I will start from yesterday. As intended, Ry came over. He came earlier than planned, and asked to conference with my parents. I left them to their own devices and wandered around for the next three hours alone, wondering what they were speaking of.

In the following hour Ry joined me. He then told me he was coming to live with us for a none set amount of time. I would get to see him all day and night everyday, for at least three days. I didn’t know my good fortune until then. He then said he wanted to speak to me in private. After telling my parents we left off together into a place no one else knew about, and that you could still not ask me to reveal.

We sat in companionable silence for quite a while. Finally, I spoke.

“Ry, I’ve been meaning to ask you,” I started. He nodded, “about what happened not so long ago.”

“I see,” came his reply. “I have much to tell you, and has fate has it, we would both like to speak of the same thing.”

I smiled happily. I was going to get the answers I had been craving! Then I stopped myself from getting too excited. What if I didn’t really want to know these answers.. What if he would say something terrible that would love me speechless? I wouldn’t know how to react.

“Ry, may-” I began, but he cut me off quickly.

“No, dear, just listen.” He called me dear, oh was I listening with my hopes raised high.

“Back at that time, I was going through some changes within myself. I was trying to figure out my complex emotions. I didn’t know how to deal with it, and I often shunned you. My emotions had everything to do with you and how I felt about you. i didn’t understand at first, but now I can see clearly. This is a very hard thing for me to tell you. Are you following me Veqivette?”

“Sort of. What feelings are we speaking of exactly?”

“I love you. I always have. I was never quite sure how to let you know of this. I didn’t think you felt the same way.”

“Oh, but I do! I do! I love you Rytonek, very dearly!”

HIs smile was enormous as he beckoned my into his arms. I went over immediately and folded into his embrace. We would be together now. Together for all of eternity. Then I felt him pull away.

“I must go now,” he said gently.

“But why?” I asked. I didn’t want him to leave, not at all.

“There are things I must take care of,” he replied.

“Please don’t leave just yet. We still have so much to talk about.”

“Like I said my dear, I have things I must do.”

“Can’t you take care of them later?”

He realeased me completely and started walking.

“No,” he told me. I watched him walk away.

Now for today. it wasn’t much, but it was worth writing about. Rytonek has moved in with our family! I know it is a wonderful thing, it truly is. For this means he plans on marrying me! My parents must have agreed. I can’t wait to see what happens next.

Day 46:

Crennik left today. He want to see Angile, I couldn’t believe his insolence, but he did it. I know many details because Ry followed him and reported back to me, and me solely. Ry also took a friend who had the ability to memory share. That was the ability to jump into anyones body and record their memories in their own minds. It left the others with their memories still, thankfully. In this case he had shared with Angile. The ability also included that he could show others the memory.

“Hello beautiful,” the stranger said to me. I blushed, and Ry looked kind of peeved.

“Hello stranger,” I replied.

“Give me your hand?” he asked politely.

“Only to share a memory,” Ry said for me. I blushed once again.

Today was not a good day. Oh, it started out well enough. Then it went bad. I couldn’t believe what happened.

I was sitting in my room, reading a book, when there was a knock at my door.

“I’ll get it!“Hiyyeth yelled from the other room where he was watching tv.

I heard the door opened, then I heard a familiar voice. One that angered me greatly.

“Hello Hiyyeth, may I please see my love?”

“Go away OIvhure, she doesn’t want to see you.”

“She loves me.”

“She loved who she thought you were, but now that she knows you’re not really that person, she doesn’t want you.”

“And I suppose you think she wants you.”

“I never said that.”

“Don’t even think it.”

“I wasn’t.”

“Good. She hates you, you know.”

“That’s why she’s letting me live here and has fun with me everyday,” there was a note of sarcasm in his voice.

“She’s pretending. She just wants you to go away. She told me what she was doing to you. She told me everything she hated about you,” the venom in his voice was definitely audible.

The door slammed on Oivhure’s face. I was glad. Less than a minute later Hiyyeth came into my room.

“I would ask who was at the door, but I already know,” I told him. His smile was bitter.

“I know what he said about you telling him what you hated about me was true.

I nodded. There was really know point in lying. Suddenly, I felt an emotion our kind never feels. Fatigue. I was tired. I closed my eyes, and pretended my body knew how to sleep. Hiyyeth left the room. Twenty minutes later, he left the house.

Oh dear, I had a feeling that something was going to end badly.

Day 48:

Suddenly I was swept up in future and romance. Yesterday, without any further ado, Ry proposed! I didn’t care how it sounded, it was romantic to me. And now tomorrow I am to be married. Oh it is a wondrous affair. Guests have already started arriving and we are slowly making room for the many of them. Of course I can’t see Ry until tomorrow. I’m sure he’ll be the most handsome one there.

Day 49:

It was the most wretched day of my life. I would never love again. I would be like Angile. I can’t believe Ry did this to me.

The wedding was enormous, there were many guests there. I did not have “cold feet” as some brides do. In fact I was more than eager to get out there. My dress was wonderful. Pure white with lace and pearls. It glittered with a vengeance. It was going to be the best day of my life.

Finally it was my turn to walk up the aisle. I watched Ry the whole way up. Soon he was the only thing on my mind. I couldn’t even begin to fathom not spending the rest of my life with him. Then I got a flash of me crying with packed bags, and I quickly pushed that out of my head. I didn’t want to think about any sadness on this glorious day. Ry smiled at me elegently.

I was let go of with a kiss from my father. Ry took my hands in his. The ceremony started to fly by, until it happened. It was dreadful and embarassing. Just as Rytonek was supposed to say that he would take me to be his bride, a heart-breaking bright light shone upon him.

“I can’t marry you, I have to go now,” he said loud enough to make sure the other side of the country heard it. Or so it seemed. I couldn’t utter one sound before he was gone. Just, gone. He didn’t even apologize for leaving me alone like this. Everyone stared in shock at the front.

I ran. I ran as fast as I could, and no one followed. Everywhere I would be known as the poor brawlii bride. I couldn’t take this. I didn’t understand. It was hours before I was found on the ground, my pretty white dress ruined with tears and dirt. My father was the one who found me. Neither of us said anything as he carried me home.