Bond

Jamie or Adam

It’s been a week since the incident and that ignorant prick of an Alpha stole a kiss from me, and that kiss took everything; any senses that I possessed from me that day and to my dismay I still think about that every night before I go to sleep, it’s like a tattoo that I see every time I close my eyes and feel all those sparks that ignited with that simple but, that erotic kiss. I sigh of longing and I’m thinking what just going to happen if I refuse to accept him as my mate, will he turn into a caveman or something, I don’t know I really don’t know.

For the long time I’m this frustrated with what to do and what not to do and cherry on top is that Logan’s little brother, yeah that’s right that Ryan turned into spy, he follows me like I’m the biggest mystery to solve and like now also he’s outside my door ready to burst into the room asking me the same question he is asking me every day. So like a nice person I’m, I decided to call him into the room and to put him out of his misery.

“Ryan you can come in” I called him in with a sigh.

“Well so are you ready to give me the answers I wanted or do I have to spy some more for it and make you say it against your will” that little shit Ryan said while coming into my room.

“Well why don’t you have a seat, while we discuss it” I said, gesturing to him to take a seat first. “So what do you really want me to say?” I continued our so-called interrogation.

“well I think you already know Jamie, what I want” Ryan said

“well why can’t you ask your brother about it” I said “he can give you the damn answers you want so, why bother me” and heaved a frustrated sigh.

“Have you really known my brother, he is a pain in the ass, and doesn’t tell me anything, so my best bet is you. So tell me what I want to know. I promise I will leave you alone” Ryan said with eagerness in his voice like he’s about to solve a mysterious riddle and he might be right about his brother being a pain in the ass.

“Ok so shoot” I said leaning on my chair.

“Seriously, you are willing to tell me” Ryan asked with astonishment in his voice.

“yup, and hurry up before I change my mind” I said and gestured him with my hand to start speaking’

“Are you guys mate” Ryan’s question stunned me nonetheless but I saw it coming anyway.

“What gives you the idea that me and your brother are mates?” I asked him.

“Well for one he’s awfully hurt when he learns you have a baby, second, he spends lots of his time spacing out, third; the other day you both look awfully cozy, fourth; he looks like he wants to devour you whole, do you want me to continue or…” Ryan stated so bizarre points , was I oblivious to all these things, or he’s just crazy.

“I really don’t know what you are talking about but, let me ask you a question, what if we are” I asked him and want to know myself , what is his idea about, his brother being mated to another male.

“Well I don’t mind as long as he is happy, who cares” Ryan said with so much ease like it was nothing, but it’s not like that.

“So if I say yes to your question what will you do” I asked him again because his earlier question has just spiked my interest more.

“Are you” he said back and added “answer me with a proper question Jamie I’m not in mood for chase” he said with a serious voice and the stiffness I never heard before.

“well in that case maybe we are” I said and got up to leave “go home Ryan you got what you wanted I suppose and I might warn you not a word of his to anyone, and now leave school is already over”

“Well that’s not what I was expecting, I wanted a direct simple answer from you and which is hard to get but, if that’s the case then I would say welcome into the family brother” Ryan said and patted my back and left the class to god knows where.

Why do I feel it’s going to crazy as it get further, but I’m not backing without a fight, I know what will happen when I’ll come clean to them about me being mates with their brother, their Alpha, it can be bittersweet and trust me it’s not that easy to accept something that you don’t wanted your whole life, and how will you make them understand that how their supposed straight Alpha has turned gay, just because the moon goddess has paired them together. It’s some crazy shit which I don’t want to solve.

I just want to live a normal peaceful life with no people chasing you, figuring you all the time and the burden to protect someone or whole pack in this case or maybe, I don’t know and I really don’t want to know. It’s too much stress. I just want to let it all go.

What I need is a run, yes it’s been too long for me to let my beast roam in its territory, it’s time to let it be free.