SWNOVELS Chapter 65 –
Alexei's
POV
I could not believe my luck at Cara being ready to accept me. I never thought I would find my mate, let alone her being as gorgeous as Cara. The fact that she is willing to accept me means the world to me. As I carried her upstairs, I could not believe that the day I had dreamed of was finally here. My mate was in my arms, and she wanted me to mark her and make her mine.
Cara was more beautiful than I thought she would be. Once I had her undressed and on the bed, she was like a work of art. She had gained a little weight once she arrived here, which was good, as she was too thin when she arrived. I remember that day and wished for the hundredth time that I had just gone ahead and killed Paxton and Clay."Attention! This chapter belongs to obb.. If you're seeing this elsewhere, you've found a copycat. For fresh, authentic content, come to Jobb. directly. We appreciate your support and know our true fans will enjoy the original content with us." They deserved it for what they had put her through. Paxton had tried to sexually assault her, as had Clay, but Clay's attack had almost killed her. I plan on dealing with both of them if I ever see them again.
Her curves begged to be touched. I never realized how much her clothes had hidden her figure. I wanted to be the only man who ever saw her like this. I was thankful that I had been blessed with receiving her as my mate. I couldn't wait to taste her and dove right in. She was intoxicating to me, and I hated that she received her orgasm so quickly. Initially, she had been a little nervous, but she got into it quickly. I couldn't wait to taste her again, but I wanted to move on to the next step before she recovered from her orgasm. I didn't want her to see me; she had just calmed down. She would have known if she had been more experienced when I placed her hand on me earlier.
If she were scared before, she would be again once she saw me. I licked my lips, taking her sweet juices in again as I lined up to her. I coated her juices on my dick to make it easier on her when I took her. I knew it was her first time and tried to make it as pleasant for her as possible. I never wanted to cause her any pain, but this would be over quickly as I pushed through her hymen. It was all I could do to give her a moment to let her collect herself before I started again. She was tight, and I didn't want to hurt her.
I started at a slow pace as she got back into enjoying it. I felt terrible when I realized that she was upset. Was she doubting her choice for us to do this now? I wanted to go faster. I also wanted to cum now, but I wanted this to be good for her. I wanted her to come again before I did. It broke my heart that she was so upset right now. I didn't want to continue if she had changed her mind. I braced myself on one arm to tip her chin up and make her look at me. The tears shining in her eyes broke me, "Why are you upset, love?"
I would do anything to make her happy again. Has she changed her mind about me? I didn't know what was going on, but I knew that the pain she was feeling was real. I could feel just how upset she was. "Cara, please, tell me what is wrong, baby. Did you change your mind?" "I didn't change my mind, but I feel like I am disappointing you. I want more, but I don't know what more is or how to explain it to you. I want this to be good for us both, but I feel like I am not doing anything for you," Cara finally said.
You want more?" Alexei asked with a smile.
I nodded and said, "Yes, but I don't know what that is. I just want to feel the same as you did to me earlier. I hate to say I don't know what I want."
"I know what you want, love. Don't worry," I replied and kissed her before starting again. She was still wet for me, and I did a few slow strokes before I sped up on her. I then thrust into her hard and watched her face as her mouth fell open and her head fell back onto the bed. I knew she wanted me to go faster. I was about to speed up for her when I felt her get upset. I needed to check on her, as this was a big deal for both of us. She didn't know what she wanted yet, but she would know now. We will learn together what works best for us.
Her moans and gasps were music to my ears. Making me become almost uncontrolled as I thrust into her over and over again. I had never felt like this before, not with anyone. Being with Cara was a completely different level; no one else had ever come close to what I was feeling tonight. I wanted her to enjoy this as much as I did. I was praying that soon I would see Cara pregnant with my baby. She will be gorgeous, and I couldn't wait to make that a reality.
I was in agony trying not to cum before Cara, my balls felt like they would burst if they didn't release soon. I braced on my arm again and reached between us to press down on her clit to send her over. It worked a little too well, as she screamed out my name and clenched down on me as she came hard. I managed to get one more stroke in before I couldn't hold out any longer. I cried out as well as my seed shot out over and over again. I have never cum this hard before. I hope my sweet Cara will be carrying our first child soon.
I rolled to the side, spent. I pulled her into me to hold her. I kissed her shoulder blade and whispered, "Cara, you are my forever love. No one can ever replace you in my heart."
She turned her head to look back at me and asked, 'I didn't disappoint you?" I could hear the wavering in her voice. She was still worried about me not wanting her. I needed to set her mind at ease.
"My love, you could never disappoint me. You are the kindest, most loving person that I have ever met. I think that you care about others, especially your sisters, more than yourself. I won the jackpot being given such a wonderful mate. Don't ever doubt my love for you. If you don't believe anything else, believe that. You hold my heart in the palm of your hand; it belongs only to you. I plan on making sure you understand the depth of love that I have for you over the next few centuries," I replied as I slid my hand up her arm. I brought her hand back to my lips to kiss her wrist. I hope she never feels unworthy. If anything, I feel unworthy of her love.
"I love you too, Alexei. I don't ever want to know how it feels to live without you," Cara told me. She was finally content, and her breathing evened out. I loved having her body lying next to mine. I just hated that I couldn't watch her sleeping as I was behind her. I will make sure to sleep facing her next time. We have our whole lives to be together like this. I knew that I would never tire of looking at the love of my life. I pulled her tighter to me as if she would disappear if I let her go.
I managed to drift off for an hour's nap after watching over her for a while. I was woken up by feeling Cara's body trembling. She was having a nightmare, and it was a bad one, "Don't hurt me, Lisa. I didn't do anything wrong. No! No, please, don't hurt me," Cara cried out before she suddenly screamed and jolted awake. Her breathing was erratic, and she looked around the room in fear before she laid back down. I had had time trying to comfort her as the nightmare had progressed quickly.
"Are you OK, Cara?" I asked with concern. I guess these rooms are soundproof, as I had never heard of her having one of these nightmares before. I had felt her getting upset during the night on two of the last three nights, but she always calmed back down pretty quickly. It was just like what was happening now. When I spoke to her, she seemed a little startled by my presence in her bed. She turned towards me shyly as she held the covers over her chest. Little does she know, I have already committed her to memory. "I am sorry I woke you. Sometimes that happens. I actually slept better with you here with me, than I normally do. You make me feel safe," Cara told me.
I felt proud of how much she trusted me. I wanted her to feel safe around me because she was. I would die protecting Cara. I have never had someone tell me that before. Most species are scared of me; honestly, they should be. I am a killing machine. I am including humans, werewolves, and other species in that list. I am the deadliest person in our coven, but I can tell that my love trusts me completely. She does not fear me at all. I hope I never let her down. My determination to deal with Jana kicks up again. I will only allow her to stay alive until we find out what she and Lena are doing. Then Jana will die, as painful death as I can give her. The last thing that she is going to see is me.
"I will always be here for you, Cara. I swear that I will protect and love you for the rest of our lives. You can always count on me," I told her as I stroked a stray hair out of her face. Her look at that simple act made me lean forward to kiss her. "Could you mark me now, Alexei?" Cara asked.
"Of course, Cara. Anything for you," I replied. I sat up and got closer to her. She tilted her head, giving me full access to her neck. Her absolute trust in me was evident as she held her hair back for me to mark her. I let my fangs drop right before I bit into her. She gave a small gasp at receiving the bite but didn't cry out. She was happy that I was claiming her as mine. I have heard that witches can also claim their mates. I fully intend on having Cara mark me in return tomorrow. I want everyone to know that she is mine, and I am hers.I adore this woman. There is no more perfect woman in the entire world in my eyes. She managed to fill my heart when there was nothing but coldness in there. I now live for her, my family, and my coven. I hope Jana realizes what she has done by threatening Cara because I will never let her live a happy life. I will hunt her or anyone else that wants to hurt Cara down. I will happily do that until there is no longer a threat against my Cara.