Chapter 33 The Blue Moon Bond
OLIVER
“In here.”
With Ian resting, I didn’t want him alone down here so I searched for a place to get some sleep.
I pull Ezra into a room and shut the door. I shut the lights out and guide her to the bed in the middle of it.
“I’m sorry.” She sits on the bed and hangs her head.
I tuck her hair behind her ear. “Ez…Ian’s OK. It’s fine. There’s no reason to be…”
“No.” She places her fingers on my lips. “I’m sorry for this.” Her hand falls to the bond snapping between us.
“Why?” I look at her with curiosity. I thought she wanted it.
“I know I won’t be better. Ever. I’m always be like this. It’s not fair.” She lowers her head.
I lift her chin with my knuckle. “Ez…Do you think that because you have brain damage, I don’t love you?”
“You shouldn’t.” Tears well in her eyes.
I bite my top lip. “You really think that?”
She nods as a tears falls.
“You think I should just reject you because you’re not 100 percent?” My brows stitch together.
Her lip trembles and I can feel that she’s scared that I would that big of an asshole to her. “Ezra…I understand that you’re different. I get you’re a lot of work and need to be held differently, but you know what?”
“What?” She chokes.
I place my hand gently on her chest and rest my forehead on hers. “This says that the only one, man enough to care for you, is me. The only person who can hold your heart and make the world make sense to you is me. This bond snapping away in your chest says you’re safe and I will protect you with my life. Baby bird. I don’t care if you’re not perfect. I’m not perfect either, but I understand you. I’m connected to you. Don’t ever think that I will love you any less because of how you think or speak because I don’t. I won’t ever lose my love for you. In fact, I love you even more. No matter how mad or frustrated I get and no matter how much you yell at me, I will always honor this.” I push my hand into her chest a little. “Always. My love for you will never change. You’re mine, Lady bird. And I’m yours. Together forever.”
She swallows as more tears fall and I wipe them away for her. “I love you, Ollie.” She hitches.
“I love you too, Baby bird. So fucking much.”
I lean in and gently kiss her lips. I ask for entrance and her lips part. As my tongue dances hers, the bond pounding on my heart feels different now. More full. Deeper and real. The fates came through for me. I see this now. Even if Ezra’s damage never gets fixed, I can and will love the hell out of her and no one will ever change that.
I pull her into my lap and thread my fingers into her hair. I don’t feel my feelings anymore, I feel all of hers. They’re so intense. Her love is almost suffocating and I feel the air become electric around us.
I kiss her so deep and passionately. My heart slams against my rib cage as I hold her head and wrap my arm around her.
I slowly break this kiss and lock her eyes. I raise her arms up then run my hands down her sides. Grabbing the hem of her shirt, I pull it up over her head.
I pull her into me and kiss her skin. She hugs my head and I undo her bra. I gently pull it off and drop it on the floor. My fingertips float around her breasts and I cup them. My thumbs softly rub her nipples as I kiss and lick her skin.
She pulls at my shirt and I sit up. She smiles as she pulls it off me and throws it to the floor. Her delicate hands run slowly around my chest and she kisses my chest up to my neck. Her lips feel so fucking good.
I hold onto the back of her head and guide her up to my lips.
My lips consume hers and the love surrounding us in this room is incredible. We’re in the worst possible place, but it somehow feels perfect.
Staring into her gorgeous eyes, I lay her onto her back and feel her skin, running my hands over her soft stomach to her jeans.
I pull them off and she smiles at me with her nail in her teeth. She looks so damn beautiful right now. My angelic lady bird.
I glide my hands down her thighs and across her pelvis and to her core. My thumb slowly enters her slit. She raises her hips and lets out a little moan when I massage her wetness around her pussy.
I run my hand up her stomach, in between her breasts and to her neck. I’m completely lost in her. “All mine.” I purr as I feel every inch of her. She slightly arches and melts at my touch.
My thumb works her clit and her arousal is intoxicating.
Is this how I envisioned my mating would go, not at all, but seeing her spread before me, I wouldn’t change this moment for anything.
I pull my jeans off and my dick is so hard for her right now. I want to be inside her. Claim her. Make her mine right now.
She waves her body in the dimmed light of the lab and I imagine we’re under the moon like we should have been. Her body glows and I’m falling in love with her even more.
I rub her clit and slowly insert a finger into her entrance. This moment feels so mystical and exotic. The energy I get from her is powerful , yet eloquent and irresistible.
“Ollie! Yesss…” She breathes as I pump my finger inside her.
“So wet, Ez…I love making you drip.” I smirk.
She moans louder and hangs onto the edges of the bed by her hips.
I move my thumb faster and her pussy starts to tighten.
“God, yess! Ollie!” She screams.
I take my finger out and grab her arms. She’s not coming without me.
I pull her into my lap and my dick already knows where to go.
I slowly push my entire length into her.
She hangs onto my shoulders and buries her head in my shoulder. Her nails dig into my skin as she whimpers and lets out a shaky breath.
I hold her hair and feel her walls around me. “God, you feel so good.” My hand glides down her back to her ass and I slowly start thrusting into her.
“So good…Yes, Ollie…” She lifts her head and kisses me.
She lifts her hips and matches my speed. The two of us in perfect sync. We fit together so well. I didn’t think it was even possible to be this in tune with someone, but my God…Every move, every response is so right.
I help her ride my dick and my body fills with the bond even more.
I pull her hair back and bite her neck.
“Yesss! God!”
My dick gets harder with every slow, passionate stroke. I pump a little harder as I soak in the beauty in my arms.
I move her hair and find her eyes. “Mine in every way.” I kiss and bite her chin and jawline as I speed up.
“Oh God! Yesss!” She moans louder. Her pussy pulses on my dick and I feel her orgasm start to build.
“Come for me, my beautiful baby.” I hold her nape as she leans back. Her black hair hanging, tickles my hand that’s sitting on the middle of her ass.
I help her hips rock harder and faster, up and down on my shaft.
‘YES! OLIVER!!”
I kiss her all over as my mind fills with all the sensations of her. Her scent covers me. Her heart heats my skin. I bask in the love that pours off her. She feels so innocent and pure. I can barely take it.
I run my tongue up to her lips and devour her taste as I thrust deeper and harder. I grip her soft, silky hair in my fists. She bounces with me and her pussy is so fucking tight.
“YES, BABY! SO DAMN GOOD!” I growl on her lips.
“Yeah! Ollie, like that!!” She moans.
“Come, baby! Give it to me!” I shove my tongue past her lips and pump my dick into her even harder.
“YESSSSS!’
I feel her pussy tighten and I feel the changes. I pull her back and my canines descend. “Ezra, let me make you mine.”
Her dreamy eyes find mine as she pants. She nods.
I reach behind her and sweep her hair over her other shoulder. I pull her head to the side and gently kiss the spot that will make her mine.
I pound fast, hard thrusts to push her over the edge. Her pussy grabs my dick and I sink my canines into her delicate skin.
“YESSSS!! OLLIE!!!”
My eyes glow and my teeth sink deeper. I thrust harder into her pussy as I huff breathes and growls. My venom releases and my mark embeds into her skin. My venom floods her system, making her mine forever. My fingers indent her skin as I hold onto her back and neck.
Her head falls back. “FUCK YESSSS!!” Her juices flow out and her pussy threatens to make me come before it’s time.
I hang on a little more and then pull out my teeth. I lap up her blood and kiss my mark like it’s her crown to be worshipped.
I keep stroking her pussy and she screams out the rest of her orgasm. I feel my balls twitch and my climax building. “Make me yours, baby bird.”
“Can I?” She pants.
I never thought of that. Can she mark me? Will she kill me? Will I kill her? Will it even work?
I smirk as I push her ass on my cock. “Let’s find out. Don’t go too deep.” Her eyes glow and her canines descend. They’re so long, it almost made me nervous, but if I’m to look death in the face, I’m going to be happy about it.
I push my climax over the edge and tilt my head. “Baby bird!”
She grabs my shoulder and with a growl that sounded like a mix between a dog and cat, her teeth sank into my skin.
“FUCKKKK!!!” My balls slam up and my eyes slam shut. My release fires out into her sweet pussy. “Goddamn! Ezra!” I hold her head as her venom enters my body. I feel like I’m on fire. My dick swells and I pound her pussy hard.
“OH…SHIT!’ My eyes shoot open, but I don’t see the room.
I see Ezra as a young girl walking home. I see a white van pull up beside her. Someone talks to her through an open passenger side window. She backs up and I see her walk away, but the side door opens and three men get out. I see her run and they chase her. I see and hear her scream, kick and fight as they pull her into the van. I see the terror in her eyes. I feel every ounce of her fear. I hear her cry for her brother. I see them subdue her. I feel the pain in her body. I watch her lose her voice from crying so hard.
My eyes well as I see the torture, the Croak, the beatings, the attacks. Her entire destruction played out moment by moment right before my eyes like I was there with her, but frozen.
I see the confusion in her mind. The pain caused by the disease. I feel the virus release into her system. I hear her wish for death. I see the internal war with her wolf. The blood she spilled.
I feel her heartbreak as others scream when she takes them. I feel the uselessness watching them be broken like her. I’m flooded with the guilt of watching Frankie be stripped and fed to other rogues. The surrender to the addiction. The hate. The evil.
I see Cornell, Michael and Lefu.
I feel the anger. My anger. It boils and turns red hot. My fists ball, my heart thumps in my chest. I see fucking blood.
My body shakes with rage as she runs, her shoulder bleeding by Cass and she stops. I hear the decision to run. She whips her head to look behind her and our eyes connect. Fear and panic sits in her eyes.
I yell for her to stop, but she turns back around.
“EZZZRRRAAA!”
She disappears into the dark and I’m shot back into reality.
My eyes are filled with shock as I try to catch my breath. I’m shaking, not only from the experience, but from the anger that I brought back with me.
She slowly takes her teeth out and pulls back. Her cheeks are soaked and her chin quivers.
My own eyes sting as I look into hers. I raise my hand and wipe her tears with my thumb. “The white cage.” I whisper.
She nods and starts to cry.
I couldn’t say anything. I grab her and pull her into me as she sobbed into my chest.
She couldn’t find the words to tell me so she showed me. She showed me why I’m hers. I’m hers because I’m making sure all these assholes pay for what they did to her.
My lip curls as I hold her head. A small tear falls from my eye as I feel her pain. My Luna will be avenged if it’s the last goddamn thing I do.