Chapter 35
Ares POV
For some reason, I know I should have been afraid, nervous, or at least felt some sort of panic, and yet I felt nothing.
It was like my body was completely numb to everything around me. Even as he touched his lips to my body, did I feel absolutely nothing at all.
I stood in the middle of the room that would later called as 'ours', watching as Aven stripped away every inch of his clothing until he stood in front of me, naked as the day he was born.
Even as he walked towards me and stood in front of me, placing his hands on my hips as he drew close, removing my clothing and dropping it to the floor, did I feel nothing.
He looked at me, at my naked body, his eyes traveling to every inch my body had to offer him, until his eyes found mine. Pure raw lust and desire stared back at me and even then, all I could do was stare back at him.
He touched my hip bone and brought me close to his body. His warm skin pressed against mine as his mouth found mine. I remained absolutely still as he moved against me, not finding it in me to actually engage in what he wanted even when I knew it had to be done.
Royals were not like any other that had wed before. We had to consummate our union the eve of our wedding in order to endure the birth of an heir as soon as fate would deem possible, and I was no different.
I felt him run his hands down my chest before his hand found my length. He wrapped his hand around it as his mouth moved against mine. Slowly dragging his hand up it. I felt my body react to his touch earning a moan from him, when deep inside..
My fire had extinguished.
I stood there, letting him touch me and explore my body because frankly, my mind was blank. I had no idea what to do nor did any thoughts cross my mind.
I felt him bend down slightly and lift me up, his hands placed gently beneath my bare backside as he walked towards the bed where he gently laid me down, hovering on top of me. His silver eyes staring down into mine.
He leaned down and pressed his lips gently against mine, pressing his hardening length against me as his fingers roamed my body finding that intimate place of mine where he rested his index finger.
"Breathe Ares. Relax. It'll hurt if you tense your body up." He whispered against my ear as placed a kiss against the side of my neck, slowly pushing his finger inside.
I gritted my teeth as the feeling of his digit pushing itself all the way inside me till I felt his knuckles against my skin. I let out a shaky breath as he pushed in another, twisting his fingers around in effort to prepare me when in reality, I didn't really need it. Fortis hadn't done that before and it hadn't hurt either.
Thinking about him at a time like this caused my entire body to tense up as I felt Aven move his fingers around inside me. I tried to breathe like he had told me but it all felt like something was suffocating me. Him looking at me with those silver eyes of his, while he touched me . Myself, thinking of someone who didn't care about me to begin with, all felt like too much.
"I want to try something. Maybe it'll be better?" He asked as he pulled his fingers out of me and got off the bed.
I turned my head and watched as he walked towards what looked like a chest placed on a table near the mirror. He opened it, pulling out a velvet piece of material in a shade of deep red. He looked at it for a second longer before he walked towards me and climbed back onto the bed. I looked up him wondering what he was about to do when he lowered the material in line with my eyes.
"Perhaps it'll be better if you didn't see me?" He asked as he covered my eyes and tied the material behind my head in a lose knot.
Immediately, at the loss of my eyesight, every other sense seemed as though it had heightened. I could hear everything he was doing. Hear the erratic beat of his heart in his chest. Smell the arousal emanating off him in strong waves. I could feel every touch he made on my skin.
I gasped and arched my back off the bed as I felt him enter me, gripping my hips to hold me in place. He gently pushed himself inside me all the way, leaning down and pressing his lips against mine and although I could not see a single thing, somehow I saw one thing in that darkness.
Bright glowing green eyes.
I felt my breath quickening as he slowly began to rock his hips against me, pushing himself deeper and deeper into me. His tongue exploring every inch of my mouth, the taste of wine and something sweet rubbing against my tongue as his hand found my hardened length. He wrapped his hand around it and squeezed it, earning a jerk and cry from me as I arched my back once more and wrapped my legs around him.
"I've waited so long for this. Each day that I was away, thoughts of you were the only things that kept me sane" he whispered as he planted a kiss against my throat, making his way down my chest.
I bit my lip, in effort to hold back the screams that threatened to spill past my lips when he slammed right into that spot. Tears began to well up in my eyes, thankful that Aevn could not see them through the blind fold. Tears not due to the pain or anything other than the fact that..
Fortis was no longer the only person who had touched that spot.
I allowed the tears to roll down my cheeks, turning my head when I felt him leaned down again, only to have him firmly latch onto my throat. I let out a scream as he rammed into me at a rapid pace, continuously hitting that spot to the point where I felt like I could not even feel my legs anymore as they dropped nimbly only to have him hold them up.
I felt myself arch my back at an awkward angle as I shuddered and released with a shaky breath, feeling myself jerk as he continued to thrust into me until he exploded inside me, filling me with his essence that seemed to seep out of me and down my legs.
I felt him begin to thrust slowly, milking out his every last drop before he pulled out of me gently and removed the blind fold from my eyes. He bent down and pressed a kiss beneath my eyes, running his thumbs across my eyes in effort to remove my tears.
"You'll be okay. I promise. I'll take care of you from now on. Ares, you'll never be alone again." He whispered as he bent down and pressed a kiss against my lips once more before rolled off me and pulled me against his chest.
He ran his fingers down my back as he hummed to me just like he did when I was boy. He turned and pressed a kiss against my forehead, whispering for me to go to sleep. I nodded and closed my eyes, willing myself to sleep as I sniffed, one thought playing on my mind...
I'll never be alone again?