Be Eaten Up with Love

He bent down, pressed my face, and said in a low and flirtatious voice, “it was because that I made you moan lewdly last night
when we had sex.”
He pressed himself behind my ear. Feeling his hot breath, my face turned red.
In fact, I was very shy and quite conservative about the sex. When I fell in love with Geoffrey Occam, every time he wanted to
have sex with me, I refused him on the grounds that I could only have sex after marriage.
If it was not for the dying grandmother, as she between life and death, I would never go to seduce Wayne Gilbert.
“Lydia, I suddenly find you are very cute when you are shy!” He was near my ear, and said more and more vaguely. I was so
ashamed.
Pushing him away, I jumped down from the railing and walked on in anger.
He followed me slowly down the riverside path.
After a few years, when I recalled this night, later I found that I was tempted in the moment, and it was destined to be a lifetime!
“It was cold in the evening. Get dressed.”
Wayne Gilbert took off his coat and draped in my shoulders. I wanted to refuse, but I couldn’t say any words to refuse him. I was
infatuated with the feeling of being cared about! It didn’t come easy for me. Smelling the faint tobacco smell on his coat, my heart
rarely calmed down.
Back in the car, he abruptly turned off the lights and flattened the car seat.
I blinked, and a bad feeling emerged in my heart...
Sure enough, my expectations had always worked! He tugged at my hand, and then tore off his tie and unbuckled his belt.
I coughed awkwardly, and then said in a low voice, “well, today you may not be possible to make love with me.”
He froze for a while and looked at me, “what do you mean?”
“Well, it means that I am having my period!”
Wayne Gilbert’s face was darkened. I could find that he was unhappy because he couldn’t have sex with me.

“Yesterday your period didn’t come.” He buckled his belt, lit a cigarette and smoked.
I suppressed a smile, hid my look of schadenfreude, and opened the car window in order to let the cold air in. The cold air could
calm him down passingly.
“It came this afternoon, and you don’t want to have sex with me during menstruation, do you? In my opinion, you are not young
anymore, so you should distract yourself from sexual activities. Making love every day is bad for your health.”
Wayne Gilbert glanced at me, and his unfathomable eyes made my spine feel cold. I sensed that he was thinking something dirty
in his mind!
“If you are not convenient to have sex with me, how about using your mouth?” His eyes moved up, and there was surging sexual
desire in his deep eyes.
I was stunned for a moment, and did not understand his words at the outset, until I noticing that his eyes looked at my mouth, it
was only by then that I realized!
“You are shameless, Wayne Gilbert. Don’t even think about it.” I rolled my eyes and turned away from him as if I was angry.
He didn’t force me to do that when he saw me seem to be really angry.
I didn’t understand how strong the sexual desire that a thirty-one-year-old man had. The only a few times of having sex with him
made me unbearable. I had even pleaded for mercy. Sometimes, I wondered that would he sleep with another woman besides
me? I knew a little bit about the circle of the rich. They liked to sleep with young model and make love with the schoolgirl.
So would Wayne Gilbert be one of them?
Thinking of this, my face looked bad. I had a clean passion for emotion, I could accept the relationship with Wayne Gilbert that
came to nothing, and accept the fact that he didn’t love me. But I couldn’t accept that he slept with me after he just had sex with
other women.
“Wayne Gilbert, would your girlfriend care about that you are with me?”
Although I was sure that he was not married, but I thought that as a thirty-one-year-old man, he could not be without a steady
girlfriend that was regarded as his marriage partner, especially the excellent men like Wayne Gilbert. I believed that he was
surrounded by many women...

“You’re prying into my life, Lydia?”
He half smirking, his eyes seemed to see through everything. I was stared at by his cold and severe eyes, and I shook head
without aspiration, “absolutely not, I was just asking and curious!”
I had a deep relationship with him, we knowing every physical details of each other, but after making love, when he put up the
pants, we became the most familiar strangers again. This kind of dramatic thing was in novel, but it just happened to me...