Backup Girl No More: Adios To My V-Card and My First Love

Chapter 2 .

Chapter 2 Tears of heartbreak and humiliation streamed down my face .

Aidens words echoed in my head , each syllable destroying what was left of my self worth .

If I hadnt heard it myself , I wouldnt have believed the guy whod passionately made love to me last night could be the same person .

I guess you dont need love to be intimate .

Even in those moments of intense passion , lies can still fall from your lips .

What I foolishly thought was the start of something real was just a joke to them .

The more I cried , the worse I felt , trying to muffle my sobs as my body shook .

After what felt like forever , my phone buzzed .

Aiden : [ Take an Uber home .

Got plans with the guys tonight , cant drive you .

] I didnt respond .

Aiden : [ Dont forget to get Plan B yourself , Im busy today .

Make sure you take it , k ? ] I stared at the messages , speechless .

Last night , from dusk till dawn , Aiden had been insatiable .

Before we fell asleep exhausted in each others arms , hed drowsily whispered twice : Sorry I wasnt more prepared .

Ill get you Plan B first thing tomorrow .

Hed even lectured me about taking care of myself , insisting I needed to take the pill to protect my health .

Back then , I thought he was being responsible .

I thought Id finally found my happiness .

And now … Reality hit me like a bucket of cold water .

I dug my nails into my palms , forcing myself to stop crying .

After cleaning myself up , I left the bathroom .

Too embarrassed to go to the pharmacy , I ordered Plan B online .

Even then , I waited forever after the delivery driver left it at my door before sneaking out to get it .

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After swallowing the pill through tears , I collapsed onto my carpet, completely drained .

Ever since Aidéns family moved next door , Id followed him around like a lost puppy for ten whole years .

Id never imagined a world without him in it .

Never wanted to .

But now I had no choice .

Outside my window , city lights flickered on and off as evening settled in .

Time blurred until my best friend Mayas FaceTime lit up my screen .

Brooklyn , why arent you at the party with Aiden tonight ? That girl Sarah from AP Lit showed up and shes all over him .

Theyre making everyone uncomfortable .

Maya flipped her camera around .

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