SWNOVELS Chapter 12
Chapter 12 Do I like her?
Tears rolled down on her cheeks, but she nodded, saying no more words. I turned my back to her, then I left her room. As soon as I closed her door, I leaned against the wall. It was so damn hard. But why? Why was it so hard to treat her like this? I needed a few minutes to pull myself together. I walked back into my room to have a shower.
I stayed home today. I knew Gemma would feel disappointed, but she had to understand what this was all about, and she had to learn to be obedient.
So I just went to my cinema room, and I watched movies. When I was hungry, I ordered food from a restaurant. I was eating, and when I was full, I just continued to watch movies.
I wanted to drink from my beer, but the bottle was empty. After looking around, I noticed I ran out. I sighed. I stood up, then I walked down into the kitchen.
It surprised me to see my wife there. She didn't notice me. She wore some sports clothes. Her long brown hair was down. She had earphones in her ears and she cut some vegetables while she was cooking some kind of ment
That was the first time my kitchen was in use. I just watched her for a few seconds, just to feel that unfamiliar feeling again. My gaze stuck to her. She was perfect from head to toe. Her clothes gently followed her lines. It showed me clearly her nice round butt, but what really surprised me, my stuck on her normal sized, but nice round breasts.
She didn't wear a bra, so I could see their lines clearly. As I watched her, I could feel my boxer becoming uncomfortable. Doesn't matter how much I tried to avoid that, but even if every inch of her was natural, and she didn't wear makeup, she was the most beautiful girl who I ever saw
Probably she felt I was watching her as she suddenly looked at me. I made her jump. She dropped the knife clumsily, and she cut her finger. She pulled the earphone out and locked at me with fear.
"I'm sorry... I just... You said I can... and I was hungry..."
I walked past her to the fridge, and I took a beer from there without saying a word. I opened it and I drank a sip.
First, I just simply wanted to leave, but that damn feeling was stronger. I put my beer down, and I went to a shelf where I kept my first aider kit to get some sanitizer and a plaster. I walked close to her. Her sweet scent was intoxicating. It took all my strength to keep my breathing steady.
First she looked at me terrified, but then she realised what I was about to do. I lifted her head up, and I cleaned her wound, then I put the plaster on
"Be careful next time. I don't want to see your blood everywhere in my kitchen."
She nodded. I took my beer and went to my room. I sat on my bed and 1 held my head, For the first time, I really questioned my decision. I thought about Seth. He wanted me to cancel this wedding. Maybe I should have listened to him.
My phone pulled me out of my thoughts. It was ringing. And I knew instantly who it was.
"Gemma."
"Gideon, where are you?"
"I'm sorry, but I'm still ti
She was quiet
tired. I'll stay home tonight."
for a moment.
"But you said you'd come."
maybe, I'm about to have some sleep.
"I will go to see you then."
"Gemma, I am tired. I need some sleep."
"Come on Gideon, I can help you relax, I can give you a massi
a massage, I can make you feel better."
Actually, I still felt the last, from the earlier happenings, so I thought about that for a moment.
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"Okay, come ov
She kissed me straight after I opened the door for her. I pushed her away. That annoyed me. She knew I hate kissing
"Gemma, how long have you known me?"
"It's just..........I missed you."
"You saw me a few hours ago."
"I know, but you know I would like to spend every minute with you."
I looked at her in disbelief. Long, long time ago I made that clear for her. I said she could be with me, but I didn't want to act like we were in a romantic relationship. I asked her not to think of me as her boyfriend. "Gemma, what the hell are you talking about?"
I think she realised I didn't like her behaviour at all, so she changed. She smiled at me and ran her hand through my chest, ending up caressing my precious part with her palm.
"Do you wanna go up?"
Honestly, I've got mixed feelings, but I was in need. So I nodded.
"But this time, use your mouth for something else."
Gemma smiled at me and pulled me up into my room. She was more devoted than usual, She only did things I like, like she didn't care about herself There was only one thing that disturbed me. She was loud. She has never been that loud. When she reached her climax, she nearly screamed
I knew what she wanted. She wanted my wife to hear she was having sex with me. And she ruined everything with that.
After we were done, she fell asleep. I tried to wake her up, but I couldn't. I closed my eyes in disbelief. Probably she planned that. I really didn't want her to sleep here.
I got up, and I went down for another beer. As I entered the kitchen, I noticed my wife sitting at the desk. She held her head.
ly she was exhausted. That unfamiliar feeling
I coughed twice. She raised her head suddenly to look at me, and she looked terrified again, but visibly appeared inside me again, but now it mixed with the feeling of guilt Her room was next to mine. Probably she heard everything. She was eighteen, and she was a virgin, probably a shy one if she avoided sex that long with her appearance.
I took a deep breath. Did I actually care? No. I took my beer, and I left her. I went back to my cinema room and continued watching movies.
About two o'clock in the morning, Gemma appeared in the room. She dropped the sheet covering her, kneeled down, and pulled down my shorts while caressing my thighs.
She made it hard in a second, and she made it disappear in her mouth, deeper than ever. I held her hair and made her move as I wanted. She made me come really quick. She stayed there after and kept kissing my softened part. I didn't mind, I liked the way she wanted to apologise to me. It took a while when she finally climbed next to me.
I could see she wanted me to return the favour, but I wasn't in that mood. So in a few minutes, she leaned her head on my shoulder, disappointed. That was about four am, when I decided I'll have my last beer, and I'm going to go to bed. I moved Gemma off of me, and I walked down again.
This time, my wife wasn't in the kitchen. I sat down in the living room. I could see the sunrise was beautiful, so I walked out. As I sat down on an outside sofa, my gaze landed on something. I couldn't believe my eyes.
That was her. She was near the pool. She wore a short which showed her nice round butt, and a top which let her womanly muscular abdomen free, but also showed me the shape of her perfect, natural breasts
She was stretching. And while she did that, I could also see how flexible she was. Lif her, and I ako wondered how she had that balance. She didn't fall.
Lifting her leg up next to her head didn't seem to be a problem for
Chapter 12 Do I like her?
Honestly, I could watch her for hours. I watched her in a daze until she took her water bottle and left. She probably left for a run.
I just remembered, they said she does some kind of sport. I just thought about what it could be when I told myself to stop. Even if she was a beautiful young woman, I couldn't get close to her.
I drank my beer, and I went upstairs to my bed. I was happy to be alone, and I only hoped that Gemma wouldn't wake up soon, and wouldn't climb on me again. Her clinginess annoyed me even more. It was nice to be with her in bed, but other than that, I had enough of her. I laid down, and soon I fell asleep.