SWNOVELS Alpha’s Obsession: Chapter 14
Layne
Lights flash in my face as I come too. My head throbs and my chest feels achy, tight, but I’m not dead. So they didn’t hit me with a real bullet. A tranq gun. Maybe they were expecting Sam.
“Ahh, you’re awake.” A familiar voice, blurry face. Smyth.
Revulsion hits me as it always did. Even when I didn’t know about the atrocities he was committing, I hated his leering mug. Guess my instincts were right about him all along.
I take no satisfaction in this.
“Where am I?” I groan, working my jaw. My mouth feels cottony.
“You don’t recognize it?” He peers around the room. “Of course you wouldn’t. You’ve never been to the base of the Alpha Project.”
The white walls, silver equipment, beeping computers—I’m in a lab. I come awake fast.
“One of the bases,” Smyth corrects himself. “The last one was destroyed by fire some months ago. Your compatriot made sure of it.”
Oh right. They think Sam and I are working together. All the fights and tracking—this was the lab Sam wanted to find. At least he wasn’t with me when the thugs grabbed me.
Not that I’ve forgiven him for leaving.
I lick my lips, trying to work saliva into my mouth. I’m strapped to a gurney of some sort, raised up like a hospital bed.
“I had nothing to do with that,” I say. “But it doesn’t matter. What you’re doing to these shifters, these people. It’s wrong.”
“Oh Layne.” He laughs. “You always wore your heart on your sleeve. Compassion gets in the way of real scientific breakthroughs, you know.” He shakes his head. “No matter. We will rise from the ashes. Ironically enough, you will be the one to lead the way.”
He points, and I crane my neck to see the large pouch of fluid on a stand beside me, green liquid running down the tubes to the needle in my arm.
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Sam
“Alpha, you there? Come in, Alpha.” I crouch in a stairwell after infiltrating Smyth’s lab. “Nash? You there?” Dammit. Nash has gone offline.
“Trouble in paradise?” A familiar voice crackles in my ear.
“Kylie?” I press my finger to the earpiece to confirm.
“Who else knows how to crack this comm?”
“How—” I can’t even believe this.
“Oh Sam, when will you stop underestimating me?”
I just shake my head.
“I see you’re at Smyth’s lab.”
I don’t ask her how she knows that. “Yeah. Gonna take him down. You wanna help?”
“I’m with you, Sam. Every step of the way.”
“All right. See if you can locate Nash. I don’t want him going rogue.”
“On it.” The rush of Kylie’s typing sounds like a waterfall.
I check my weapons and wait. Nash could be hiding from the enemy in a bad signal area.
Of course, it’s totally possible he also saw the enemy and lost control of his lion. In which case, I just hope I wouldn’t end up another dead body.
“No signal on Nash,” Kylie reports.
“Damn it.”
“I have more bad news.” The sharpness in her voice makes me tense. “I just hacked the security cameras at Data-X.”
“Do you see Nash?”
“No,” Kylie’s voice sounds weird. I touch the earpiece, but it’s not the device. It’s her voice, filled with horror. “It’s Layne. Smyth’s got her. Sam, she’s in the lab with you.”
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Layne
“What are you doing?” I twist in my bonds, but they hold fast. Smyth walks around the gurney, smirking.
“What’s the matter, Layne? Scared of becoming part of a research project? I thought the plan was to find a cure for your disease all along.” He gives the IV a playful flick. “This should cure whatever ails you.”
“What is it? What are you giving me?”
“Don’t worry, Layne.” His eyes suddenly shine otherworldly bright. “I’m going to make you better. I’m going to make you more.”
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Sam
Kylie’s words reverberate through me.
“Where?”
“She’s strapped to a bed of some sort. She’s alive.”
Fuck. Forget all my plans. I have to get Layne.
“Did you find a blueprint of this place?”
“No, but I can piece together a route from the security cams. I also have depth readings from a satellite.”
I don’t question further. Jackson and Kylie love buying each other crazy gadgets as gifts. I wouldn’t put it past them to own some sort of black ops satellite.
“I need you to guide me. Tell me how to get to Layne.”
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Layne
“Damn it, Smyth,” I struggle like mad until I’m out of breath. My chest feels bruised.
“Calm down,” Smyth says. “This is happening, whether you like it or not. One day you will thank me.”
His eyes glitter yellow. Just like Sam’s. But the only reason they’d shine like that is…
“You’re a shifter,” I gasp.
“Such a bright girl. Shame to waste such potential. Another reason to hope my little experiment goes well.”
“But…” my mind races. “Why? Why would you do this to your own kind?”
“They are not my kind,” Smyth snaps, leaning over me. “Weak degenerates.” Spittle flies from his mouth.
“That’s not true.” I tug at my hand, wondering if I can pop it through the cuff. Gotta keep the madman talking. “They aren’t weak.”
“Not all of them, Layne. Some of them are worthy. Nash Armstrong, the lion.”
I try to blank my expression but Smyth nods. “I see you’ve heard of Nash. Fine specimen, isn’t he?”
Until you tortured him, I almost mutter, but my former boss is still raving to himself.
“Out of his line, a Master race will be born.”
Why the fuck did I ever go to work for this guy? I always thought he was creepy. I guess I put my research above all. But no longer. Sam was right, and in the few days I knew him, he gave me the strength to stand up for myself. The new Layne would punch Smyth’s lights out for leering at her.
Smyth is still talking about his “Master race.” Meanwhile, the weird green liquid is running into my veins. I jerk on the cuff until my eyes water with pain. Nothing. Whatever’s in the IV is going in my arm, like it or not. “You’re insane.”
“I’m a genius. A visionary. Like you, Layne. Do you know the whole race of shifters is in danger of dying out? More and more children are born defective. Unable to shift. I’m going to fix all that.”
I shake my head. Someone’s been eating Delusion muffins for breakfast.
“It’s possible, you’ll see. You can help me.”
“Never.”
Smyth smiles. “You already have. Your decoding the DNA was exactly the help I needed. And now you’ll help me with the next phase of the project.”
“No—”
“When the serum takes effect, you won’t have a choice.”
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Sam
“Turn left here. Then right,” Kylie’s instructions keep me moving. Originally, I planned to have more time to explore, hack their data. Find Smyth. Now none of that matters. I have to find Layne.
The power goes out. That was part of the plan. I can only hope Nash is all right.
I turn on my comms unit. “Nash, whatever you’re doing, stand down. They have Layne. I repeat, they have my mate. I have to get her out.”
Generators kick on almost immediately. The hall stays dark, but ahead, light streams out from under a door. The lab.
I hurry as alarms blare. After what happened at the other lab, they probably upgraded the emergency systems to put this place on lock down in the event of a black out. They’re not messing around.
The lab has a window for me to peer in. Layne’s there, strapped to a seat, an IV flowing into her arm.
“I found her,” I tell Kylie.
“Roger that. Mapping escape routes.”
The lab door is locked. Reinforced steel—to keep shifters out. Or in.
Fortunately, I have just what I need to blow the door.
In the smoky aftermath, I storm inside.
“Sam?” Layne’s eyes go wide.
“It’s okay, I’m here,” I rush to her as she cries “No! It’s a trap—”
“Well, well, well, look who it is.” A man steps out from behind the operating room curtain, holding a gun to Layne’s head.
Smyth.
“Stay where you are,” he says, and I stop short as Layne’s face twists in pain. “What the fuck are you doing to her?”
“It’s just a little insurance. A culmination of my life’s work. I knew someone was trying to stop me, Sam. I never thought it would be you.” His gaze flicks over me. “I didn’t think you were strong enough.”
“Let her go.” I snarl. My wolf doesn’t know why I’m not across the room, tearing Smyth’s throat out. The one thing I’ve dreamed of for the past eight years. But I can’t. I can’t harm Layne.
“I’m almost done. If you move, I’ll blow her brains out. These are silver bullets designed to kill a shifter instantly. Imagine what they’ll do to her.”
“Shoot her and you’re dead.”
Layne shakes her head. “Sam, leave me. I’m dying anyway. Go and live.”
“I’m not leaving without you.”
“Isn’t this cute?” Smyth mocks “Sam has a girlfriend. That explains the bite on her shoulder. You marked her. How quaint. It’s such a male thing, isn’t it? We like to mark our territory.”
I tune Smyth out. He likes to talk, I remember that. Beads of sweat stand out on Layne’s forehead. Whatever Smyth is pumping her with is killing her.
“Why did you do this?” I blurt, without taking my eyes off Layne.
“She’s dying anyway. You know about her little disease? Hereditary. Like the shifter gene. That’s what drew me to hire her. I’d never seen someone so dedicated to research.”
“No, I mean why did you do all this?” I jerk my head to take in the whole lab. “Capture shifters, torture them. Breed them.”
“I needed to solve the problem of the defectives. Shifter numbers have dwindled to near extinction, all because of interbreeding with humans. To solve that problem, and create the master race, I needed to decode the DNA of a shifter. That takes a lot of samples. Data. Analysis. Fortunately, I had Layne to do the analysis piece for us.
“Us? Who’s us?”
His lips curl maliciously, but he shakes his head. He’s not naming his conspirators the way criminals so neatly reveal everything at the climax of a TV special.
“As for Layne, I figured we had to kill her anyway. But I do so hate to see a good mind go to waste. As for you, Sam, do you remember this place? You were born here. Must feel like home.”
“This isn’t home.”
“No? You spent more time here than any foster home.”
“You would know. You kept me prisoner.” I stare at Layne, trying to think of a way out. She bites her lip, meeting my gaze. How could she ask me to leave her? Does she know how much I love her?
“I just realized,” Smyth starts up again. I wish I could rip out his throat, just to shut him up. “this place is also your birthright.”
“What the fuck are you talking about?”
“Oh. You don’t know. Did you ever wonder who your parents were? I selected the finest DNA to create you. You were to be the first of a master race. A bit of a disappointment in the end. But surely you want to know who sired you?”
I suck in a breath.
“You might have guessed.” Smyth cocks his head to the side. “I think on some level, your wolf knew. That’s why it tried as hard as it did in the experiments. That amount of torture, you should’ve died. But you didn’t, you had such a strong will. A shame about your weak body. You’ll never be an alpha or even a beta. The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.”
“No,” I breathe. No. “It can’t be.”
Smyth’s eyes flare wolf yellow. “It’s true. I wiped the records, but I can’t deny it, disappointed as I was in you.”
I swallow against the pain in my chest. Smyth’s right. On some level I always knew. That’s why he was the singular focus of my revenge.
“You?” Layne cries. “You sired Sam? And then you tortured him? Your own son?”
“I made him strong. He survived the tests, as you see. Turned into a wolf and ran. And now we’re all here. A nice little reunion. My legacy and his mate.”
I feel sick. My blood is dirty. I’ll never be clean.
“Join me, Sam. Together we can remake our species into what we were meant to be.”
I can’t speak.
“A master race,” Smyth crows. “Soon I’ll have the serum. We can be Alphas, Sam. The world will fall at our feet.”
“That’s it,” Layne says. “That’s why you did this. You’re a shifter who can’t shift.”
Smyth’s face reddens.
“Careful, Layne,” I say. “He holds all the power here.”
She turns her head.
“I love you,” I say. “No matter what happens, remember that.”
“Sam, no,” she jerks her head, and her body follows, spasming.
“Stay where you are,” Smyth waves the gun. I stay frozen, as much as it kills me.
“What’s happening to her?”
Layne convulses on the table. Saliva foams in the corners of her mouth.
“It’s all right. A natural side effect. Her body is undergoing the change.”
Her body arcs as far as it can against the straps holding her in as she gasps for breath.
“What the fuck did you give her?”
The building shakes.
A bomb. Fuck. Nash is still doing his part to bring the place down.
I didn’t give Nash an explosive device. I’m not that much of an idiot. He must have improvised. Crazy lion. I know—pot, kettle.
“Stay where you are,” Smyth snarls, backing up.
I have to do something. I put on a blur of speed almost reach her side when a blast of pain explodes in my chest.
Smyth shoots me.
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Layne
I watch Sam fall. My vision blackens around the edges, I claw my way back to consciousness. Someone is screaming. Me. I snap my mouth closed.
The building shakes again and vials of glass fall.
Smyth grunts next to me, rising from the floor.
“Let her go.” Sam. He’s down, leaning against the fallen desk, face pale. Black blood pours from a wound in his chest, but he’s not dead yet.
Smyth fumbles to reload his gun, heading toward Sam.
Heat blasts through me. My head snaps back, slamming into the gurney so hard I almost black out. My spine arches, body contorting with agony as my ears fill with Sam’s worried shout.
“Layne? Layne!”
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Sam
Something’s wrong. Not with me—bleeding out on the floor is perfectly normal response to getting shot by a silver bullet.
Fuck, my gut hurts. Thank God, Smyth can’t shoot worth a damn. Otherwise I’d already be dead from a bullet in my heart.
Layne’s body goes still. I call her name and her eyes snap open with a bright green light.
“It’s working,” Smyth breathes. He turns, the gun loose in his grip. If I reach for it, I might be able to grab it.
A horrible noise breaks from Layne’s mouth. Wild, inhuman. Her body trembles. The straps holding her tear clean through as an animal rips out of her.
A giant Bengal tiger rears up off the table, and slams into Smyth.
Guess the serum worked.
The tiger roars, drowning out Smyth’s scream. The great cat has her claws deep in Smyth’s chest. I’d wince, if I wasn’t already bleeding out. I know what cat claws feel like.
When she’s done roaring, the only sound in the lab is a gurgle from Smyth’s compressed chest and the drip, drip, drip of blood.
“Layne?”
The tiger turns bright eyes to me. Shit. I hope she’s not too mad at me.
“Here kitty, kitty,” I murmur. She bares her fangs.
“Is he dead?” I nod to Smyth. The edges of my vision are going grey.
The tiger yanks her claws out of Smyth with a sickening sound. His body is limp, his face blank with unconsciousness.
“You did good,” I tell her quietly. “But we should make sure.”
Layne growls assent. She swipes a paw and slides Smyth’s gun to me.
Fuck. I love this woman.
“I need your help.”
The tiger slinks towards me with all the beauty and grace of a predator. She could kill me with a swipe of her paw before I blinked.
My wolf is in awe. Idiot.
She sniffs me before crouching low enough for me to get my arm around her. I grasp the gun and together we make our way to Smyth. Propping myself on her shoulder, I take aim.
He’s my father. I should feel more than this burning hate. But I don’t.
A bullet to the heart takes care of justice. I collapse against Layne when it’s done.
The building shakes again. Another bomb. Nash brought more firepower than I thought.
“We need to get out of here.”
The tiger brushes her face against mine, then nuzzles my chest.
“Bandage—” I tug at my shirt and she gets it. One razor sharp claw slits my shirt open. I start to wrap it around me to put pressure on the wound. Not much, but it’s all I can do until I can get the silver out.
I wrap my arms around her body, and let her drag me out of the lab.
The closer we get to the exit, the louder the gunfire blasts. Every so often there’s a large rumble that shakes the building.
“Sam? You there?” Kylie sounds frantic.
“I’m here.”
“Thank God.”
“I’ve got Layne.” Or rather, she’s got me. “We’re all good.” My arms feel weak, but I dig my hands further into her fur, now slick with my blood. “We’re leaving. Nash is setting off bombs.”
“Grenades, actually. I have a visual of the outside. I sent a drone. Jackson is headed your way with an extraction team.”
“No, don’t let him—”
“Don’t worry, you’ll be long gone. If anything, they’ll be doing clean up and media suppression. We’re going to wipe the Earth of any of these shifter mercenaries.” The bloodthirsty note in her voice reminds me why I never want to get on Kylie’s bad side. Of course, now my girlfriend—if she’s still my girlfriend—is a tiger shifter. Several hundred pounds of lethal muscle, tipped with fang and claw.
It might take a lot of hot air balloon rides to get her to forgive me.
“First we get you and Layne out of there.” Kylie issues a stream of instructions that I relay to Layne. We turn down a hall, only to watch the ceiling cave in, wires crackling.
“Can’t go that way,” I shout to Kylie as Layne backtracks, dragging me. We pass a dead guard and I grab up his handgun, tossing Smyth’s shifter stopper away. “The building’s unstable.”
“All right. Nash is raining fire power down from the roof. If you can get a hold of him, he can provide cover.”
“The roof?” That is so far from Nash’s and my plan that it’s in outer space.
“Yeah,” Kylie sounds like she’s grinning. “They sent in a helicopter to shoot him down, and he leaped from the building long enough to hijack it and send it crashing down.
“Fuck.”
“It was so badass!” Kylie gushes. “Okay, let’s focus. I see there’s a stairwell coming up on your left. Head down, if you can. It should be structurally stable. Shifter enforced concrete and all that.”
“I might lose you,” I tell her.
“That’s okay, all you’re going to do is go down and out the exit. If you can—I mean, if there aren’t too many guards pinning you down. If there are, see if you can get through to Nash for cover.”
“I also have a weapon.”
“Great. That should tide you over. The building might be close to collapsing. I wish Jackson had bought me that missile for my birthday. I’d totally blow the place and you could run under the cover of the explosion.”
“You mean our flaming bodies could get flung out by the blast,” I say dryly.
“To-may-to, to-mah-to. Jackson didn’t buy me the missile. He took me to Hawaii and got me a diamond bracelet instead.”
“Stairwell to the exit,” I tell Layne. “Kylie, we’re in.”
“Try Nash,” she orders. “I reached out but he doesn’t know me.”
“Roger.”
“See you on the other side.”
The channel switches to Nash. “Alpha, you there? Layne and I are headed out. We need firepower to cover us on the western side. Then we’ll get you out.”
I wait, but get no reply. Fuck.
“We’re on our own.” I tell tiger Layne. She’s absolutely beautiful, and calm, her striped face regal. “If I don’t make it out alive, I want to tell you thank you for saving my life. I love you.” Fuck, my vision really is going grey.
She pushes her big head against me, and I hug her. The silver is sucking my strength but I manage to hang on long enough to get down the stairs to the exit. I nudge open the door and look out long enough for a blast of bullets to send me back into the darkness.
“We’re pinned down.” I try Nash again, with no response.
My earpiece crackles.
“Sam, can you hear me?”
“Yeah.”
“Hacked your—” static takes over her voice. “They’re on their way.”
“What?”
“Hang tight, Sam. You’re getting backup.”
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Layne
Sam goes limp and I snarl, pushing against him. The world is narrower and wider at the same time, full of scents and unfamiliar instincts. My claws flex against the concrete. I want to destroy the world.
The building rocks. Fuck. I need to get us clear. We can survive bullets but not a building collapsing on us.
I think.
Catching Sam’s belt in my teeth, I drag his unconscious body to the door.
“Layne?” he mumbles just as the building shudders again. He seems to come awake, hoisting the gun. “All right. Let’s get out of here. Kylie, tell me when.” He wraps his belt around my neck, hooking his arm into it. “Ready?”
I nod. “Three—two—one.”
I slam into the door and race into the sunlight.
Rubble rains down on us, along with gunfire. Sam returns some fire as I drag him along, fighting to reach the woods. Bullets spatter the dirt in front of us and I stop short.
“Layne, go,” Sam urges. “Nash is covering us.”
We’re a few hundred feet out from the woods when an engine revs. Sam’s van darts between us and the trees.
The side door slides open and Declan sticks his head out.
“Come on, wolfie! Quit necking with Tony the Tiger and get on with ya!”
“It’s Layne,” Sam shouts.
“Is it? Jay-sus.” The Irishman hoists a machine gun on his shoulder and hops out of the van. He sends off a burst of bullets in the direction of enemy gunfire as he walks towards us. “That’s one fecking big kitty.”
When he reaches us, he grabs Sam’s other arm, supporting him the rest of the way.
We’re almost to the van, when something white swoops overhead. I turn, snarling, and swipe blindly at snowy wings.
“Layne, stop,” Sam rasps. “It’s Laurie. He’s an owl.”
An owl. Of course. I wonder why I never asked what kind of shifter he was. I guess I assumed he and Declan were wolves, like Sam.
I leave the owl to flap away, and leap into the van, covering Sam’s body with my own.
“All in?” Parker asks from the driver seat.
Declan slides the door shut and hops into the passenger seat, settling his gun out the window. “Go.”
Parker hits the gas and the van hauls back in reverse. As we back up, the building crumbles. A body in black fatigues leaps from the roof just in time for the giant owl to grab his arms and soar with him to the safety of the trees.
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Sam
My body throbs with dull pain and an out-of-reach itchy feeling that tells me my shifter healing is working. Someone moves the pillow I’m lying on, and I can’t stop my groan.
“Sam? Sam? You awake?”
“Try this.” A smooth glass touches my lips just before liquid sloshes into my mouth and burns down my throat. I come awake, sputtering.
“What the fuck?” someone shouts. Layne. “You can’t give him whiskey!”
“He’s a wolf!”
“He’s recovering. That’s it—everyone out.”
“Kitty’s angry—”
“Now.” Layne’s voice is tinged with a snarl. My nose twitches with the thick smell of fur.
“Layne?” I open my eyes. She slams the door and whirls, dark hair flying around her pale cheeks.
“Sam? Are you all right?” She hurries back to my side and puts a water bottle to my lips. “Drink this. Should wash away anything that Irish idiot gave you.”
I sip slowly, holding her eyes. Her brow is creased, cheeks flushed, but she’s unmarked. Of course, she won’t scar now. She’s a shifter.
“Just try to relax.” She gives me a rueful smile. “You’ve been out since our escape. It’s after dusk. Parker says you might’ve gotten silver poisoning because the bullet was in so long. My fault. It took the guys a while to convince my tiger to let me shift back.”
“Where are we?”
“Nash’s place. He’s back too, although he took off for a long walk. I may have yelled at him for going rogue and leaving you.”
“Cats are territorial.” I smile weakly.
“Yeah, well,” Layne makes a show of fussing with my blankets, “He better watch it. I’m just as big and bad as him.”
I catch her hand. “You’re magnificent.”
She blushes. “You should sleep.”
“Is that an order?”
“Yes.” she starts to head away.
“Layne.”
She turns, catching the serious note in my voice. Wariness flickers over her expression.
“I’m so fucking sorry. I really am. I was a goddamn idiot. You were right—I chose darkness over you. Hate over love. And I know Smyth is already dead, but I need you to know—I have my head out of my ass now.
“You’re the only thing that matters to me. You make me feel sane. Worthy. And I’ll do anything in the world to prove that to you.”
She returns to my side, perching her curvy ass beside me on the bed. “You did choose me. I saw you at that lab. You only cared about rescuing me. Getting rid of Smyth was an afterthought.”
I wrap an arm around her waist, pull her closer. I don’t ever want to let her go again.
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Layne
I wake nestled into Sam’s hard body. He kept me tucked against his side all night, one arm looped around me even as he slept.
The changes in my body since Smyth turned me have me up early. I’m full of energy and heat. I haven’t taken my medicine in twenty-four hours, but I feel no need for it. The tremors are gone.
They’re gone, but there’s a new need thrumming through my body. And it has everything to do with the male beside me. His scent fills my nostrils like an elixir, velvety and masculine. Although his breath is slow and deep with slumber, his cock juts up against his boxer briefs, like a beacon drawing me in.
I wonder how he’d feel about being woken by a tiger—tigress—whatever I am now?
I sit up and straddle him, surprised at how limber and agile my body is.
He’s awake in about three-quarters of a second, his hands snapping to my hips, cock thrusting up, right where I want him.
“Good morning,” I purr, rolling my hips down to take the edge off the ache of need between my legs.
Sam apparently doesn’t need any time to adjust to my plan, the dirty talk flies right off his tongue. “That’s it, sweetheart. Grind that pussy over my cock. Get them acquainted before I flip you on your back and pound into you until tomorrow.”
I suck in my breath, rubbing harder. My hands come up to cup my breasts.
“Take your shirt off,” Sam rasps. “Get it off, now.” The yellow glint in his eyes excites my tiger. I whip my shirt off and throw it on the floor. I’m wearing nothing but one of the pairs of simple cotton panties he bought me at the discount store, but he stares at them as if they are the sexiest piece of lingerie ever made.
I adore the bald hunger playing on his face. Because it’s not just my tiger making me feel powerful. It’s Sam. Sam’s need for me. The way he loses control when he touches me.
His thumb comes up to lightly brush the fabric over my clit and a shiver runs through me. “Ten seconds.” He lifts his gaze from my panties to my face. There’s a challenge there, but I don’t understand it. “Ten… nine…”
I grasp his meaning and fall forward, catching my hands on his iron biceps and snapping my hips to create friction between our bodies.
Sam’s eyes roll back and he groans. “…seven… six… five…”
My breath becomes labored. I seriously could go off like this—without anything more than a little rubbing.
Sam yanks my hips forward and back, holding me down, helping me. “Four… three… two…”
He flips our bodies over and pins my wrists above my head. His eyes glow fully amber. I wonder what color mine are—my vision definitely seems different.
“One.” With his free hand, he tears the fabric of my panties.
I release his cock from his boxer briefs.
A snarl comes from his lips, but he shakes his head, as if gathering himself. “Condom,” he croaks. “Don’t move.”
He scrambles to get it at the same time he kicks off his boxers. His shaft stands erect and long, waving at me. No, for me.
I bring my fingers between my legs as I watch him roll the condom on.
He growls a low, disapproving sound and picks up my hand, bringing my fingers to his lips. “Mine.” He licks my essence off, then sucks my digits into his mouth. “This pussy is mine to pleasure, sweetheart. You take my job away from me, there will be consequences.”
A wide smile stretches my mouth. “Oh yeah?”
He brings the head of his cock to my wetness and rubs. “Yeah.”
“Wh-what kind of consequences.” I’m losing my breath.
He spears me. Shoves deep then eases back. Shoves deep again.
“You know.” He raises his eyebrows, affecting a mock stern look that curls my toes. “Punishment.”
My core tightens around him and I arch up, head falling back.
A rumbling sound comes from his chest. “You love your punishments, don’t you, sweetheart?”
“Yes.” Suddenly I want it so much harder. Rougher. “Harder, Sam.”
Sam pulls out and flips me over, yanking my hips up so I stand on my knees. “You need me to fuck you hard, sweet tiger?” He grabs a fistful of my hair and pulls my head back at the same time he enters me.
I hear a roar, and I’m stunned to realize it came from my mouth. My fingernails lengthen to claws and I tear into the mattress, arching my ass back to meet his thrusts.
He holds me captive by my hair as he pummels my ass with his loins, giving me every incredible inch of him. His cock hits my inner wall and the spasms start—a spiraling of quakes and tremors that shake my thighs and belly.
“Sam,” I cry, almost alarmed at the intensity building.
“Take it,” he growls.
“Yes. Please.”
“You’re begging me? We’re both on our knees, baby. Praying for salvation that’s going to come… right… now.” His last words are almost unintelligible, they’re so entwined with growls.
He shoves so hard, he flattens me to my belly, buries so deep I think I’ll split. His roar fills the room, mixing with my keening cries.
My inner walls seize up and release, pulsing, squeezing as the orgasm ripples out of me in wave after wave of ecstasy.
“Sweet tiger.”
I don’t know how much time passes—I’m floating somewhere between ecstasy and angels.
Sam is easing out of me, crooning softly in my ear, stroking my hair back from my face. He starts to pull me gently into his arms when I pounce, tackling him back to the bed.
I strike before I even know what I’m doing, my teeth sinking into the flesh of his shoulder.
Sam draws in a sharp breath and then he laughs.
I taste his blood and disengage, horrified. “Oh my God. What did I just do?” I cover my mouth with my hand.
He pulls it away, wipes the blood from the corner of my mouth. “I think you just marked me.” He chuckles again. “I’ll bet you’re an alpha tiger.” Pride shines from his eyes. “Marking your male to keep the other females off.”
A hysterical giggle releases from my lips. “Really?” Now that he says it, I recognize the proprietary sense I have about him. The Layne who would stand down and take anyone’s shit is gone. I’d fight off any threat to Sam—male or female.
I lean forward and lick the wound, the way Sam had cleaned mine.
“Now I’m yours. Same as you are mine.” His eyes are back to blue. The blue of the sea. Of the sky on our balloon ride.
“What now?” I ask, slightly breathless with the possibility. For the first time in my life, I don’t have the constant simmering need to go and do more. Apply myself harder. Achieve.
I’m okay to just be.
Just be with Sam.
With myself.