Alpha Xander

Lena's

POV.

I head out of the class with a heavy heart, sadness was all I feel, the pain of Xander's hatred towards me was nothing to compare to all the t*****e I had ever passed through,

I stole a glance back as I stepped out of the class and fear gripped me to see Xander leaving his desk, he was really coming out to fight with me and his face was far from smiles, he was looking as deadly as a monster, Everyone had heard me dare him, I'm sure he wasn't going to stay back like a weakling,

I sighed deeply, swallowing the lump in my throat which had formed out of anxiety.

I got outside the building and took a deep breath with my hands clutched around my chest as I wait for him to get out of the building too, I could feel the dagger in my pocket and really wonder if I was going to use it on him.

My eyes roamed around, and I could see the eyes of almost all the students, everyone in the class was stunned at my dare at the ruthless Alpha Prince and must be curious to see how I was going to fight him, Less do they know, I only wanted to die off?

Just then, he walked out with a slow pace full of authority, making the whole place tense, even the students had to back away, his huge body was visible, every single part of his muscles sprout out and made his school uniform tighten around his body, Each step he took close to where I stood made me feel great fear take over me, there was a great urge to run away, the giant walking towards me is someone I stand no chance to touch in a fight.

"You want to fight with me?" He sneered, standing a few meters away from me with his hands fixed into his pocket, I stared into his eyes and felt pain sear through my heart, there was no bit of passion in his eyes, it was distant and full of hate towards me, it made me wonder if truly I was his mate or there was a mistake somewhere.

"You dared me to a fight in the class, so here I am... I can't wait to see what you got this time" He snorted, his eyes glistening with fury.

"And you think I'm afraid of you?...you aren't a god, and I'm showing everyone that you can be beaten like a pup!..." I scoffed, shivering inside but sounding brave outside,

My words angered him as I saw his eyes widen a bit in surprise mixed with fury, the students all gasped.

I said those words to start the fight, I was tired of life and can't wait to send it all, my eyes caught a glimpse of Hutton and for the first time ever, he smiled at me and gave me a thumb, it broke my heart at how he wants me dead so badly.

"Then let's end it all and stop bluffing, just craving to drink your blood!" He howled, and before I could see it coming, he punched me hard to my belly, the force from his blow pushed me a distance away, I held my stomach tight and let out a loud cry as an intense pain took over me,

If I hadn't seen his fist sent to my belly, I'll never believe it was a punch, it felt more like I was hit by a heavy rod.

"What were you thinking?..." He huffed and menaced closer to where I lay, wincing and groaning in pain,

He yanked me up with my hair while I whimper and peered into my eyes like he was searching for something,

"I hate you more than anything in this world!...do you get it?" He growled.

"But I don't hate you, I love you more than anything in this world!" I mumbled, and his eyes dilated a bit, I noticed a strange emotion spark In those dark green eyes as he arched his brow.

"You said what?" He asked like a whisper, releasing his grip on my hair.

"You heard me right, and I mean those words, just kill me if you won't accept me!" I shrilled and shut my eyes, allowing the tears to flow like a stream,

"It isn't hard to kill you, killing had been my hobby from the onset, you are nothing to compare to everyone I had killed!" He huffed with a heavy breath that made me open my eyes, Those words sounded more like he was forcing it,

"Are you sure I'm nothing to compare to others?" I asked slowly with my heartbeat accelerating.

"What are you thinking?...just stop having those thoughts of being any special or difference!...everyone is watching, start up the fight you asked for!" He scoffed with a sneer.

"I and going into your secret garden while everyone watches, you won't want them to find out you couldn't kill me after I stepped in their right?... them stop me with a single strike that would kill me instantly!" I shrugged and headed straight to the garden while everyone stared in surprise.

"Lena, don't you dare me!!!!" I heard him yell angrily at me, but I wasn't going to stop.

I heard his footsteps from behind and tears rolled down my eyes, this wasn't the type of mate I dreamt of, he isn't concerned about my sadness even when he feels it too, my tears doesn't touch his heart a bit, we are mates, yet I feel like a mateless wolf, "He is coming to hit you" Elena my wolf sulked with a sniffed while I yelped in tears too,

"The moon goddess must hate me too!" I sighed and increased my pace.

"Lena, I'm surely going to kill you if you keep daring me!" He thundered, this time his voice was very close to me.

I chuckled and shrugged, death is a good wish than going back to the Blue moon pack.

Just as I made to cross the boundary which led to the garden, he gripped my hand and I felt cold shrills run up and down my spine.

His touch was soothing and made me feel so good, I felt the mate bond stronger than our flesh met.

"Why are you doing this?!" He growled and I turned my gaze to him,

"I can feel the sweetness of your touch, I can feel the effect of your eyes on me, this must have been the reason I made that sacrifice without minding what would be my fate, you were in pain, you were hopeless and death was knocking on your door, I saved you!!!... Xander, I was there for you, yet at the end, it turned to this... hatred!" I sniffed, and my tears trickled down to the ground.

"I am Xander, I'm not like every other Werewolf who gets caught in the web of passion, romance or love, I could have escaped myself even if you didn't come, don't create a big fuss with that petty sacrifice you made!" He scoffed with his hand still grasping mine. "Then kill me!!!...you can't keep breaking my heart, breaking my wolf with all this, my belly hurts from your punch!... it hurts the more because it is from you!" I cried and made to wriggle out my hand, but he tightened his grip.

"I'm not letting you get into my secret garden!" He huffed with a heavy breath.

"But I've been there twice!!!!" I screamed to the hearing of the students who were peeping from a distance,

My words made Xander growl as he looked around to check if they heard me.

"They all heard my voice, now you see why you must kill me?...everyone who steps in there was killed by you, not a single one of them is spared!.why are you still keeping me alive?" I bawled.

"You are pushing me to the wall!...why do you crave death this much?" He huffed, his voice was strangely sounding like he cared for my life, he was having a stern look, but his tone sounded quite different.

"I want death from your claws because you don't care if I'm dead or alive, I'm a rejected and hated soul in the Blue Moon Pack, everyone detests me so much, if I go back to the Blue Moon Pack, you will never see me again as I'll be made a slave, my entire life!" I shrilled with an outburst of cry that made his brow arch,

"You know why I want you to kill me?.. I'm useless, my life is nothing but a curse, kill me and do me the favor of not becoming a slave since you hate me and will never accept me as your...." I paused in fear of calling the word mate,

"Just dig out my heart with your claws, tear out my gullet with your fangs, burn my body to ashes with your Dragon Ball, just kill me." I shrieked and his grasp on my palm loosen.

There was a minute of silence between us as we stared into each other's eyes, my vision was blurred with tears, but I could still see his eyes which was cold and void of emotions, he looked untouched by my words as he still has that hatred in his eyes. "You deserve death...you deserve to be a slave, you deserve whatever the Blue Moon Pack does to you, I don't care because I hate you for coming into my life!" He growled and made a scoff.

"What about the promise you made to repay me?" I asked and he arched his brow.

"Promise?.did I make a promise to you?" He asked with a gawking look.

"You promised to repay me for saving you from that deadly trap which almost took your life, Xander I heard your voice even when I was unconscious, you made the promise to me...." I muttered, fluttering my teary eyes.

"Lena, you just said what now?" I heard the voice of Hutton from behind, sending a cold shrill of fear all through my body.

My eyes widened as I flashed back at him, I could see the great fury in his eyes, it was glittering like fire, I gulped and blinked continuously, my secret has just been blown off.

"Lena, you......" Hutton growled with the scariest voice I had ever heard as he breathed heavily, it was clear he was holding himself from hitting me all because Xander was there.

"Xander, please stop treating me this way!!!...." I shrilled, drawing close to him in fear, I knew I'm doomed if I ever step into the Blue Moon pack ever again, there was no way they will spare me after finding out I released Xander who had been a terror to them. "We are here to fight, we are here because you dared me to a fight, since you crave death so much, I'm going to give it to you in the most painful way!" He seethed, and more tears blinded my eyes.

My eyes flashed at Hutton and fear took over me, there was no doubt he was waiting for Xander to leave before he pounced on me.

"Xander, you really don't care if I die?" I muttered under my breath, looking into his eyes, he scoffed and shrugged.

"I can't waste my energy in killing you, go back to the Blue Moon pack and receive your death!" he smirked, and I felt my heart stop beating at his words.

"I risked my life to save you, and you don't care if I die?" I gulped in intense sadness that shook my body.

"I don't give a damn!..." he breathed and turned to leave,

Hutton charged at me with his body shifting gradually out of the great anger boiling in him,

I hurried to Xander and held his hand tight.

"Please, I...don't want to die in the hand of the Blue moon Pack, I don't want to go back there...." I cried with my tears trickling down to his hands.

He stared at me for some seconds without moving, I was feeling a strong mating sensation as our skin touched, it made me crave for his hug, I crave for his kiss and Mark, but none of that was coming, he was only sending those distant gazes at me. "You want me to kill you myself?" he asked with a lopsided smile.

"No, take me to your pack, save me from the cruel hand of the Blue moon pack. Let this be your repayment for my sacrifice to save you from that trap..." I pleaded, and he let out a deep sigh, his eyes seemed to be a bit warm and calm but turned back to his hatred look in a second.

"I don't care about you!" he huffed at last and pushed me away from his body, walking away immediately.