Chapter 72: He's my poison
ALPHA TAHIRA
CHAPTER 72 TAHIRA.
I gasped in horror as I stared at the thick fog which circulated everywhere blindly and I wondered how those people would reach their homes.
The Moon goddess mentioned about the fog not long ago but I never thought it would happen so soon.
Shit!! This is not good.
The first fog shouldn't even be like this! It was as if all the clouds were angry with the sky and they came down with force to settle down.
I released a shaky breath and entered inside the fog slowly finding my way around to the royal chambers to take off this heavy dress. At Least it was not that bad to locate where I was going but from the look of things, it's going to get really thick soon.
The Moon was just there to help things clearer. It was a fearful sight to behold.
I walked slowly hoping not to hit or step anything that would cause me pain. I just wanted to reach my room and drown in it with ecstasy.
Boom!!
I had barely taken another step when I bumped into something hard and fell down.
"Shit!! How could I have not noticed the wall!" I whined and tried to stand up on my own when I felt a strong hold on my wrists and lifted me up.
He wrapped his hands on my waist as I staggered but regained balance immediately.
"Seven?"
That scent was stamped on my entire being, I couldn't miss it for anything even though I could not see his face in the dark.
"You should be careful before you break your bones Tahira, don't walk alone under this mist, it's dangerous.".
He said sweetly and led me out from the mist to the entrance of the passageway that leads to my room.
"Thank you!" I whispered and he nodded, turning back to leave but I held his shirt.
"W..where are you going?" I stupidly asked.
"To my pack." He said casually and my heart slammed.
"Oh...right now?"
"I'm to leave immediately after your coronation Tahira, but I'll come back in a month's time if my fellow Lycans aren't released." "Seven..."
"Please stay safe and be a badass Queen." He said sincerely and smiled and he stared at me longingly.
"I need to go." He said and I nodded, letting go of his shirt and I watched him slowly turn his heel in a bid to leave.
He entered the thick fog and slowly disappeared into darkness.
"Calm down Tahira.... breath...it's for the best. He needs to go so everything will be restored to order and everyone can face reality."
I said to assure myself but I failed woefully. My heart was in turmoil, my wolf was restless.
Different myriads of questions flooded through me and I wondered if I was wrong or right?
If I wasn't making a mistake by pushing him away or letting him go
Gosh!!
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I stared at the fog and I couldn't find any trace of Seven's presence. My heart slammed heavily in disbelief.
"What if he gets attached under this mist!" I gasped.
"No!! Seven."
I entered the fog again blindly, walking carelessly to stop Seven at least until the fog disappeared but I hit a heavy stone blocking the way and I gave a sharp cry, biting my lips to keep my voice at bay. I tried standing up but I couldn't, I really hit my leg!
Fuck!!
I tried crawling but there's no way I would meet him faster in that state.
"Damn you Tahira!!" I punched myself and sat there under the thick fog and hated myself terribly.
I know he had to go but not under this dangerous fog,not in the night.
He left immediately I was crowned.
"Argh!! That douchebag, was he so eager to leave too that he couldn't even wait till dawn? Seven...."
I uttered and something bubbled in my throat.
It was so painful that I thought I would break down.
I shoveled it away and stood up with everything on me and limped.
I know I had a cut by my toes but to hell with it right now.
I've never felt so heavy before in my entire life,it was as if the weight of the world was placed on my chest. I didn't enter inside, I sat by the pavement of the royal chambers and bit my lips terribly.
I might do the formidable by shedding tears if I entered inside.
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Why am I even feeling this way?
He left!! And so what?
I asked him to go, I belonged here and nowhere, so why was this feeling so painful now that he's gone?
Why do I yearn for him so terribly now?
Something wet dropped on my cheeks and I cursed so hard.
"Fuck you Seven!!" I yelled, punching the wall over and over again until blood dripped from my fingers.
I can't believe I'm doing this.
I'm fucking going to miss him and my heart is shamelessly rubbing it on my face.
Why did he ever treat me nicely, why did he pamper me so much and spoil me to the brim.
Why was he so good looking that even the sun might get threatened by how bright he was under its rays and the moon might turn dark for glowing so much like a God.
He just stole a spotlight on me despite how hard I tried to ignore it.
I knew I shouldn't be distracted, I shouldn't be swayed by these silly emotions flooding through me. I have a responsibility, the mist is here and those deadly creatures will still be here. I should go in there,get dressed and walk around proudly for a new catch. I'm supposed to be looking out for those people's safety and how they will reach home safely.
But my heart is making me fucking weak!!
Making me fed up with everything and everyone.
No matter how I ignore it, how I deny it or I feel that I'm sitting enough to trample such rubbish down my throat.... Seven has actually taken one third of my heart. He's my poison and I'm his antidote.