SWNOVELS Chapter 13
Chapter 13
RAZE
Thoughts of my Amber eyed obsession had kept me awake all through the night. Usually, I didn’t sleep much. I’ve trained myself to be alert at any given time in case of an attack so I barely slept. A part of me knew it was an excuse to keep the nightmares away. You know, the ones where I watched my parents die and I had to take charge of my life at a very tender age. I hated seeing that same thing over and over again and so I’d rather stay awake with the bell of my best whiskey and when I finally find sleep, it is during the wee hours of the morning when I assumed the agents of nightmares don’t work after dark. This time, I didn’t sleep either but I had a different thought to process all through the night. I could only think of Amber and the moments I’d first met her, whimpering helplessly and stuttering when I asked for her name. It had me thinking of what she would sound like whimpering like that under me. Whimpering from noth pain and pleasure that I’d give to her when the time was right. How her eyes would tear up when I sink myself deep into her mouth and force her throat to take all of me. Every single inch of me. I spent the night thinking, could that time come any sooner? I just wanted to bury myself inside of her already and that night, for the first time in a long while, I jerked off to the thought of a woman when I could just get one who would be willing to be in my bed but that night, my thoughts were clouded by Amber so much that my hands had to take care of my painful bulge. In due time, I told myself. I’d have her in due time. I was happy to wake up to the thought of her again the next day. I dressed my best as I have always been in my warrior uniform even as the leader of the pack. I needed her to fear and respect me enough to submit to me but I wanted her to want me too. I wanted her respect to come from a place of want for me. I had my workers cook the best meal again that morning for breakfast. For as long as she was here, she would be treated like the queen she was. One who would bear all of my pups. I also had a lot planned for her as I wanted to get to know her even more. The things she liked, the places she liked to visit and what she liked to do, a hobby maybe. I’d teach her to fight and protect herself. Show her the strengths that even an Omega possessed. Those were my thoughts even now as I sat and waited for her in the dining hall. This time, I would make her sit close to me and not far away from me like she did the last time. I needed her close enough to breathe her air. I was dragged out of my thoughts when I looked up to see Arya, my only female maid coming into the hall. I kept a Straight face but my heart swelled in anticipation as I waited eagerly for Amber to appear behind her. All dolled up for me like my pretty little girl. “Alpha.” Arya greeted, bowing. I nodded to show my approval of her and then she slowly stepped away for me to see who was standing behind her. I hadn’t been smiling but I knew whatever expression I had had never changed as fast as it did when Amber came into my view. I was disappointed. She wasn’t dolled up for me. She was dressed the same way she’d been when I first met her. Dressed in the same cloth I’d asked Arya to throw in the trash because I didn’t want to see the slightest filth on my woman. I scowled. She couldn’t even look at me. With eyes still fixed on ner, I turned to Arya, “What is this Arya? Did the clothes not fit her?” I would rather have the answer be hee and blame myself for getting her size wrong than to hear Arya say otherwise. “I apologize Alpha but she insisted on staying in her former dress.” “Then you should have done a better job! Forced her to put them on if possible!” I barked angrily at Arya. My ego was badly bruised. Did she really reject my gifts? I spent most of the morning sorting them out. Picking
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them out. The ones I wanted to see on her badly and the ones I wanted to tear off her-planned to tear off her but my little Omega refused my gifts. “It’s not Arya’s fault, she did nothing wrong.” Her voice came out quiet. The voice of the girl who kept me up all night and now somehow made me mad by refusing me. She looked at me when she said that and there was still a hint of fear in her eyes. “Arya, leave us.” I said. “Yes, Alpha.” In a matter of seconds, we can’t hear Arya’s footsteps anymore as she leaves the room. I wanted to go close enough to Amber and punish her in a way she’d never forget. My little Omega who is being stubborn and defying me because she didn’t know I hated being defied. “Why didn’t you wear any of the dresses I got for you?” I asked calmly even when I was anything but calm. Amber avoided my eyes. “I cannot accept your gifts, Alpha.” She said. My jaw ticked. “Why?” She was speechless. “Open your mouth and talk to me, Amber or I’ll put that mouth into better use if you don’t talk right now.” She went red like a tomato. I stepped further close to her to crowd her space and fill her head with my thoughts and her nostrils with the same air I breathed. “Do you know how much I hate being defied, Amber?” “I-I don’t…” she stuttered, eyes locked on me. “Once, I plunged out the eyes of a man who didn’t do as I requested. He pleaded for mercy when he could have done as he was told instead.” Fear gripped her. I liked it. The story was true but I’d never hurt Amber and if I did, she would get nothing but pleasure from it. “So tell me, why can’t you accept my gifts.” I asked again. She gulped. “I don’t want to be at the mercy of another man.” She replied strongly even as her fear was still there. Amber could hide it all she wants but she clearly has a feisty side to her which pulled me to her even more. But being called
I “another man” made my brain set off wildy. I brush her hair away from her face so I could bring my hand to the nape of her neck and bring her close to me so that our lips are almost touching. “How many men have you been with?” In my head, I prepared for the deaths of every single one of them. Her eyes fluttered open and closed. She was affected by me just as I was affected by her. “One.” She breathed. Hmmm… “What did he do to you?” I asked. She forced a smile, “He didn’t get me gifts at least.” “He’s stu pid. Doesn’t know what he’s lost.” I said to her, I wanted my lips to touch hers but I wanted to stay in control for that one time at least. “How do you know he lost me?” She asked. Oh…my sweet ignorant Omega. “You wouldn’t be with me like this if he didn’t. Your heart won’t beat so fast if he didn’t. And you wouldn’t drip for me if he didn’t. I can smell your arousal, Amber.” She gasped and tried to pull away from me but I didn’t let her. I chuckled. Her scent of her arousal was still thick in the air and it made me grow even bigger in my pants. “I do not know who that man is but I am not him. I can’t assure you that I won’t make you feel pain, Amber but it’s the kind of one that will have you begging for more. Till then, I want you to be yourself around me. I want you to let me show you how one treats a woman. I want whatever you have gone through to be dead to you. I should be the only thing that feels alive to you. Only
me.
I said to her in all seriousness. We shared such intense gaze and it was hard to keep my hands away from all of the places I wanted to put it on her body. Instead I patted her hair, “Now are you going to go back in there and put on one of those dresses or I follow you in there and do it myself.” She licked along the seams of her lips. F u cking se xy. “I’ll…I’ll wear them.” “Good girl.” And then I let her go but not without whispering into her ears. “The red lady lingerie is my personal favorite.” When she pulled away sharply from me, she was already red
ay out of the hall again and it was fast becoming my favorite color. And then she turned around and scurried away while I watched her leave proud of how I’d broken her resolve and let her know she belonged to me. Whether she liked it or not.
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