SWNOVELS Chapter 49
Chapter 49
– Lucias –
I hugged Emilina tightly. I missed her… I missed her so f u c k i n g much. Burying my face against her n*eck, I just closed my eyes inhaling her scent.
This is her.. this is Emilina. I felt as if 1 found my whole world again. She’s been away from me for days. I didn’t even have many words to say and I don’t know how to explain what I’m feeling right now. I found her… I finally found her and I just have no f u c k i n g idea what was going through our lives. I could’ve guessed that the woman who came to me as her was not her because Emilina is a woman who saves and protects her children even if it costs her life. I hugged her even tighter and sighed not knowing what to say. I missed her so f u c k i n g much and I tried to find her crazily….
“Lucias…” I heard her mumbling.
my
Probably my ug must be suffocating her. I sighed and released her from embrace as I looked into her eyes. The tears were controlling her beautiful eyes. and she was biting her l*ps. I wiped her tears away and forced a smile at her. Then my eyes fell on my baby girl who’s on the ground near her. She’s alive… She’s so alive. Only the moon goddess knows how much I suffered thinking that I lost her forever. But look at her, she’s so fine with her mommy. I moved my hand and touched her adorable face. How many times did I dream of this face thinking that she was no longer alive? I’m glad… I’m just so f u c k i n g glad! My baby girl is alive.
“How did you find me here? Do you know this forest?” I put my thoughts aside and looked at Emilina, hearing her question. Of course, I know this forest. How can I not know?
course,
“This is a part of the forest where you got lost while escaping from me, you remember?” her eyes widened and she nodded at me with a horrified look. Of she should be horrified because she had a terrifying experience in that forest. I stared at her face while my heart was slowly healed with the fact that she was safe and my daughter was safe. I was living in hellfire after realizing what had happened but now I’m relieved because she’s here with me.
“Did you see the wendigos?” she asked me again. I saw… I saw bodies of wendigos but I didn’t spot any alive ones.
“I saw dead bodies” I muttered looking into her eyes. Emilina’s face turned pale and she watched me for a moment before lowering her head. What’s wrong? Shouldn’t she be happy that she didn’t get in any danger? She should be happy
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that she’s fine and didn’t have to face anything terrible. She’s not even hurt. I found her at the right time, I don’t know what would happen if she had to get alone in this forest for one more night.
“Isabella… Isabella helped me… she asked me to run and she faced those wendigos…”
Emilina’s words made my heart shudder. Isabella did what? I felt an unknown shiver running down through my spine hearing it. Isabella is the person who kidnapped Emilina and gave her all these sufferings but did she really do something like that? Isabella hates Emilina and she would do anything to break Emilina but she protected Emilina and my daughter? This is what I’ve never expected to hear, not from my wife’s mouth. I just couldn’t believe my ears. My mind was utterly confused as I still stared at Emilina thinking whether she joked. with me about what Isabella did or it was real.
“Why are you looking at me like this? She really did…. didn’t you see that Derek was taking her wolf away? She was badly injured. I hope she will be fine since this thing happened to her because of me and Elena.” Emilina sighed as she rested her forehead against my chest with a deep and complicated sigh. So… Isabella really did something like that? But didn’t she hate Emilina? She obviously hated Emilina and I know it very well.
“So, was she the one to kill those two wendigos?” I asked Emilina. She nodded at me making my heart tightened. I have no
that the wendigos are hard to defeat idea what has happened but I can s
but Isabella did? I never believed it when Kaleb said that Isabella is a warrior and she can fight well but now I can’t help but
believe it.
“I… I want to say that… don’t kill her Lucias… I mean, when she wakes
up don’t punish her for anything she did. She just literally saved my life and Elena’s. I swear that if she wasn’t there, both me and Elena would be caught by those creatures since I can’t even run that fast or fight with my weakness” Emilina mumbled, making my heart covered with something strange. Did she already forgive Isabella? I was thinking about giving Isabella such a painful death because of everything she had done but Emilina is asking me not to do anything to her. After all those things Isabella did to Emilina, how can she even think about forgiving her? Everything that Isabella had done became painful to Emilina as a result but still.. I don’t understand.
“How can I ignore her? She had done too much to hurt you, me and our children… she should suffer for what she did” I tucked a piece of hair behind her ear looking into her eyes. Emilina shook her head and parted her l*ps to speak again.
“I know… she did so many bad things but still… but still she saved me, Lucias. She could’ve left me in that house when wendigos attacked but she came and took me with her and then she would have escaped alone leaving me alone there to become a victim to those creatures. If she went alone, she had the ability to protect herself but still she took me with her. Either she hates me or not, she helped me when I needed help ignoring the fact that we are enemies! What more do you need to forgive her? Me and our daughter are safe, isn’t that the only thing you want?”
I sighed. I know that I can’t argue with her because what she’s saying isn’t wrong. All I ever wanted was to see her and my daughter same and sound. What else do I need? I’m so f u c k i n g glad to see my baby alive and I’m so badly glad to see my wife. without any injuries or hurt.
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“But still, she was the one who pulled you into this mess. If she didn’t kidnap you from the beginning you wouldn’t have to go through something like this. Don’t you think so? When I think about all those things, I can’t bring myself to forgive her, Emilina. She was a rude heartless woman. She kidnapped you knowing that
have a small baby. If she wanted to take revenge on she could’ve aimed at me but she did everything to you. First she kidnapped Luan and now you and Elena. I f u c k i n g can’t forget it!” Emilina sighed, staring at me. She didn’t say anything but. to watch my face. Slowly her eyes were covered with tears. Why were we arguing about this as soon as we met? I could’ve just waited until we got home and I don’t want to hurt Emilina either… I don’t want to hurt her feelings.
“Why did you never like her, Lucias?” Emilina’s question was a hard punch to my chest. Why is she asking me something ridiculous like that? Why would I like Isabella when I already have a woman to love? I only loved her and she knows it right?
“I don’t f u c k i n g like her! I only like you and only love you. Aren’t you the woman I fell in love with?” I asked.
Emilina nodded at me with a serious expression. She knows… but why does she ask crazy questions from me? “Both you and Isabella are the same. She was blinded by the hatred so do you! Stop this! Getting revenge on each other won’t do anything! I don’t want to face another situation like this so stop! Please stop Lucias….. Just forgive her and let go” Both me and Isabella are the same? We are not the same! But I didn’t say anything to Emilina other than just lowering my head. This is my real Emilina, who has such a kind heart but always gets hurt at the end of everything. Why so innocent? First she got hurt by me and then got hurt by Isabella. But still have the heart to forgive everyone.
“Would you listen to me and not do anything to her?” She asked me again.
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“But what if she does something to you again? Even after I forgave her? She cannot be trusted! We can’t trust a woman like her. She can change from time to time.” I said but Emilina shook her head.
“It’s okay, if she does something to me again. It’s on her… for the help she did to me, I also helped her and we will be even so if she does something to make you angry, you can do anything you want to her but not this time okay?” I gave up. Fine… I would listen to my wife who’s so charming, innocent and kind. What can I do other than listening to her?