A Girl Nobody Wanted

I woke up early and prepared breakfast, then started to get ready for the lectures. I wanted to wear that pretty floral dres: which he bought me. But if I change my clothing to something that stylish, it will draw unwanted attention. Therefore, I ju wore my regular clothing, a T-shirt, a baggy sweater, and a jean.

However, I tried my best to look beautiful with the limited resources I had. I didn't pay much attention to my looks earlies but now I have to think about how I am looked on his eyes.

Coming to university never felt this exiting. Simple expectation of seeing him around, knowing that he belongs to me is sufficient to keep me happy.

I saw him in the locker area when I was taking some of my books out of the locker. He was discussing with one of our lectures. He was so focused on what he was telling, and he didn’t see me staring at him.

Sarah, you are at the university, there are a lot of people around you. Stop being creepy, you can't stare at him like this.

I quickly took my books out and closed the locker. Then I walked past Jake and the lecturer, without even looking at them In front of the lecture hall, I met Luke.

“Heyl!” I greeted him.

“l am coming to lectures today,” he said with a huge grin.

“Really!!! Great!”

“I don't want to tag with them anymore. I am glad that I could speak to Shane about you. So now I don’t have any reason stay with his filthy gang.” he said chuckling.

Oh! He is obviously so happy. But Shane will miss him a lot... Poor Shane...

We both entered the lecture hall together. Luke sat next to me. After sometime Jake also came, and he took a seat in the front row as usual.

I got a sudden urge to send him a text.

“Hey!” I pressed send.

I saw he took his phone out and look. Then he put it back to his pocket. I was holding the phone in my hands, anxiously waiting for his reply. But it seems he didn't send me a reply before putting his phone back.

You Jerk! You could send me enough texts while at the university when I don't know who you are, but now when I know yc you can’t even send me a single text, huh?

“Why don't you reply. Can't we even text during university hours.” I again sent him a text.

He read the message but didn’t send any reply just like before.

You are an i***til! I hate you, Jake!!!

We had two lectures in a row. Both of them were mathematics-related subjects. I felt like my mind was exhausted. 50 1 ju went to the canteen to grab something hot to ease my mind.

The whole football team was sitting together, and they were discussing something in the middle of the canteen.

The only place, there was a space to have a seat was just behind them. Normally, in this kind of a scenario, I would just walk away taking my drink, because I didn't want to be anywhere close to Shane and his gang. But I didn't want to do tha again. There is nothing I have to get afraid of when both Jake and Luke is there for me...

So I sat behind them, sipping my coffee.

Jake was explaining something seriously to the team. He was sitting turning his back to me, so I couldn't see his face. I wa anyway in angry with him. He still didn't reply to my text. He didn't even look at me for the whole day. i***ti

“I want someone to take responsibility for this task,” Jake said to his team.

“I will do that,” Luke volunteered.

“I can help you!" it was Shane.

“No need!” Luke said instantly.

I could clearly see the disappointment in Shane's face. Everyone was looking at Luke with wide eyes. Luke is being rude, isn't he? That is not his usual nature. He truly disgusts Shane.

“Well, what I meant was, I can handle this alone. There are other tasks we want your support.” Luke said again. I think eve he felt, what he said was not appropriate.

Shane just smiled. But I am pretty sure it is a fake smile. He must be crying from inside.

I went to the computer lab since I have some more time before the next lecture. I wanted to practice the 30 modeling thir we learned last week.

I think I checked my phone for more than 20 times to see if he had replied. But there were no replies from him.

You better have a good explanation for this, Mr. Perfectitt

I couldn't even do my work with full concentration, I wanted to call him and just scold at him for keeping me waiting.

I came out of the lab and started wandering in the corridors, without any specific place to go. I still had some more time before the next lecture. I wanted to meet our Statistic professor before my next lecture. I had to get some information related to one of the assignments. But he was not in his room too.

I considered going to the library.

I was walking towards the library when suddenly someone pulled me to an empty lecture room, closing my mouth, so I couldn't speak.

Jake!!! Is he out of his mind!

He closed the door behind us, and then released his palm on my mouth.

“Are you insane, Jake?” I yelled at him.

He was laughing!

“What is wrong with you?” I was so angry with him.

“Don’t you want to keep this a secret? Do you think we can keep this a secret if you act like this?” I asked again.

“Relax Princess... I just wanted to see you and hold you like this he said, putting his arms around me.

“You didn't even look at me the whole day and didn't even reply to my texts. Now you want to hold me?” I asked angrily. “I want to make you wanted me more... So when you get me, your happiness gets doubled!” he laughed again.

“You are truly insane!” I pouted.

“You look beautiful when you are angry, Princess. Should I make you angry every day?” he asked, playing with my hair. “You are an i***t" I said, punching his chest. I don't think he even felt I am punching his chest, he has a seriously strong chest. I wanted to touch his chest, but not over his T-shirt... God! don't think dirty, Sarah. What is wrong with you?

“What is on your mind, babe? You got blushed” he chuckled while touching my cheeks.

“What? Noll I am not thinking anything” 1 said, looking away.

“Oh, really? If you don’t have anything on your mind. I have something in mind for both of us.” he said, pulling me even closer.

I looked at him curiously. This is not the Jake, I knew right? When did he change this much? He has changed a lot, but it is just for me... For others, he is just the same serious Jake...

“How about you give me a kiss.” he asked.

“I have given you enough kisses..."

“Not those kisses. I mean... a real one...” he said, having a playful smile.

“What?” I said, trying my best to hide my dark red face from him.

“Please, babe..." he said, taking my face from both if his hands.

I know, I had a lot of fantasies of touching those lips with mine, and drown in his warmth, but now when he requests that felt extremely shy and I couldn't even looking into his eyes.

My heart started to thump in my chest.

“I can'ti” I said, trying to escape from him.

“But why? Why can't I kiss these rosy lips..." he ran his finger over my lips. It made me shiver. I got goosebumps all over m body.

I never thought it would be this hard. He has kissed my cheeks, my forehead a hundred times. I cherished every single or of them. So, why can’t I just let him kiss me there... I am just being ridiculous. He is not asking me to have s*x, it is just a kiss...

I don't know, I have never kissed anyone in lips... Well, except for that day when that filthy bastard stole a kiss from me... You may call me naive and stupid... I think 1 am both of them.

I raised on my fingertips and placed my lips gently on him.

I think he got a bit shocked, so his grip on my waist got loose. He parted his lips, trying to capture mine in between his. However, before that, I escaped from him, gigeling. I ran to the door.

“sarahit” he was calling me from behind.

But I was quick. I opened the door and ran out just to bump into Luke, who was there in front of the door.

What the hell is he doing here?

“Sarah!” I heard Luke too yelling at me with shock.

Fortunately, there was no one else in the corridor. I just ran away. I know deep down me, I desired for letting him invade 1 lips as he pleased, but I felt really shy...

I went to my locker and took out some books that are required for the next lecture, while still feeling like sleepwalking. I wanted to go to the lecture room and stay there alone for some time.

Did he get angry with me? I am so stupid...

I heard my phone ring to indicate a new text message.

I quickly took out it and check.

“Even it is for a split second, I love it... I hope the next time it would be much longer...“

He is not angry... My face lit up with a smile. I have to really stop acting like a child

I was walking drowning in my own thoughts when I bumped it to someone.

shitit

I had a few books in my hand, and all of them fall down, just like in those movies.

Without even bothering to see who got bumped into me, I squat down to collect my books. The same time that person al: squat down together with me.

“I am so sorry.”

With that deep voice, I looked at that person.

He was a super handsome guy, dressed in formal attire. He looked too sophisticated to be a student, yet too young to be lecturer. Who this guy is? An old boy?

“It is okay,” I replied with a smile.

He helped to collect my books. His fingers touched mine when we both were going to grab a book.

“Sorry.” we both said simultaneously.

This made both of us smiling. Exactly in the movies.