A Girl Nobody Wanted

So... I kissed him. God! For the first time, I kissed a guy. I know, it is just a kiss on his cheeks, not a big deal, yet... God! I kissed him. I just don't know what he thinks about that. Maybe he got a hint, that I know, he is the one who texts with me. Or, he took as just a friendly movement. Anyway, I know, I shouldn't have done that, but I don't really regret it as well. However, I just sent him a text. “Luke invited me to his birthday party.” the only objective of that text was to see his reaction. “Are you coming?” he replied shortly. So, what does it imply? I think he believed my little kiss, just as a friendly kiss. Thank God. That's a relief. “Yes, I think so,” I replied. “Great! Princess, looking forward to seeing you there... I had my viva with Dr. Fedric, which went pretty well. I didn't have any lectures after that so, I directly went home. I had so much to do. 1 was so desperate that he invited everyone but me for his birthday party. I craved so badly to go the and celebrate this wonderful day with the person I love. So, when he invited me, it made me forget about everything else Without even thinking twice, I accepted it. But now, I have to figure out what the hell am I going to wear? Luke has already sent me the details of the venue via facebook. It was a great hotel in the town. I don't have any beautifu dresses to wear for such a grand occasion. To be honest, I don't really own any good dresses for any party, in any scale. Holding the only reasonable dress that I own, I was thinking what should 1 do? I can't really wear this to the party. Everyo will just laugh at me. The last thing I want today is to get embarrassed in front of everyone and make him sorry. Today is birthday, and he deserves to have all the happiness. Maybe, I should just message him saying, 1 get to attend some urgent work, so I won't be able to make it. But I really want to go there... I never wanted to go for a party this badly, in my entire life. What should I do? This is such a dilemma I felt absolutely helpless. What is the meaning of my pathetic life? I can't even afford to buy a nice dress to wear to the birthday party of the person I love. Without even knowing, my eyes filled with tears. Holding my aching head from both of my hands, I started to cry my eyes out. Why do I live to be this weak? Why don't I ju die? I don't know how long I was crying, hating my very own existence. I paused my crying for a second to check my phone, as received a new message. “Princess... sent you something. The delivery man is right in front of your door. Can you please go and get itz” What? What has he sent me? “What have you sent?” “Jesus! wait for a minute, then you can find out. Now be a good girl, and get it. Don't let that poor man waste his time” I ran down and opened the door. A man was standing outside and he handed me a considerably big box. I signed his carc and climbed the stairs to my room. I was so eager to open the box, which was neatly wrapped in an expensive wrapping paper. It also had a nice bow in the middle. No matter how anxious I was to open it, I carefully unwrapped the box, because that wrapping paper was too goo to ruin. Finally, I opened the box. Inside the box, there was the prettiest dress, I have ever touched in my whole life. It was sky bl and knee-length. God, it is 50 eleganttl The box contained not just the dress, but it also had a matching pair of shoes anc another small box. I carefully opened it to find a pretty pearl necklace and a matching earring. My phone blinked again. I totally forgot to tell him that I received this. I was so excited. Don't blame me, this is like the fir time, I received something like this from anyone. “Please, don't tell anything other than you like it. I don’t want to hear any bullshit about spending money on you. Let's make today an exception. In my eyes, you are the most beautiful girl in the world. I want everyone to see that beauty tod I want my princess to look exactly like a princess” My eyes again filled with familiar, stupid tears. What's wrong with my eyes, they get wet for sadness as well as for happiness. He invited me to his birthday party. Not just that, he even figured out, I won't have any decent dress to wear tonight. So h even took care of that. How much does he concern about me? “I don't like it. I just love it. @" “Thank God! This is the first time I went shopping for a girl It was hard than I imagined. :(* “For the first time, you have done an incredible job@" “One more thing princess. I really wanted to buy you some cosmetics too, but it was even hard. So, I thought it is better t get some support from a professional. You may get ready by 6. I will send Cleark to get you. He will take you to the salon, arranged. “What? No! That is not really necessary. You have done enough. * “Didn't I say, today is an exception? I don't want to hear any bullshit about spending money. Furthermore, remember I am not making you go to the salon because I think you need their help to be beautiful. 1 always value the natural beauty of a girl. You are so beautiful without any of that stupid makeup. But today I want you to do everything, every other girl woul do. Wear a nice dress, nice shoes, nice jewelry and have some makeup. Come to the party and enjoy to your fullest. I am sorry, you couldn't get this experience earlier. But from today onwards, I am going to make you experience everything yot want QP PP” I read every single word of his long message over and over again... How lucky am I to have him in my life? Can someone make a girl feel loved and special more than this? I love You...From all my heart and soul, I love you..To my death and even beyond that, I love you... Yoo I got ready by 5.30 and waited for Clark's arrival. I don't know how he managed to buy a dress that fitted to my body perfectly and how he managed to buy shoes in my exact size. Exactly at 6pm, I got a message from him saying Cleark is waiting for me. Since it was a weekday, mom and dad were not there, but I had to avoid Shane. Therefore, I have asked him to inform Cleark to wait for just a litle distant from my house. I didn’t want to get into trouble because of Shane, at the last minute However, I managed to escape from home, without Shane getting notice me. I think he was also busy with getting ready t 0. Cleark welcomed me with his usual friendly smile and took me to a salon. It was a high-end, sophisticated one. They will surely get a fortune for simple makeup. Why the hell he has to choose this salon? We could go for some normal one. I went inside and introduced my self. A girl called Leena came and welcomed me. She put a simple yet, elegant looking makeup on me. God! now I can understand why people spend a lot of money on the high-end salons. They certainly can do wonders. “What's with the hair?” Lena's assistant asked. “I will just add some argon oil. I was specifically adviced not to do anything with the hair. ” Leena replied giggling. “What?"l asked in shock. “Oh! yes, Ma'am. You are indeed a lucky girl to have someone like him. He loves you so much.” I got blushed. I know 1 am so lucky to have him, but hearing it from someone else, felt strange. “What he said about hair?" I asked. “He loves your hair as it is. So, he specifically told me not to do anything with the hair. ” she laughed. Really! Who loves messy hair on a girl. Even I don't like it. I really hope I could do something with my hair too, but what c: I do? It is his wish. He is the birthday boy after all “Everything is done. ” Leena said applying some oil on my hair and make my hair with her fingers. I took a look at myself from the mirror. God! this girl in the mirror is so beautiful “You look gorgeous! He will go crazy, after seeing you” Lena's assistant said smiling at me. “He is also handsome, isn't he? I can tell it by his voice” Leena said. “Haven't you met him? I thought you know him." 1 said. “What? No! Ma'am. He talked with me over the phone and informed what needed to be done. But I can tell, he must be handsome, his voice can't just belong to a normal guy." I smiled. What can I say? He is devilishly handsome. Girls are dying for him. Even I am not sure why he loves me this muct Cleark drove me to the hotel. I walked towards the garden where the party was held. It was the first time, I visited a grand hotel like that. I was totally stunned by its glory. On the other hand, 1 was so nervous. Everything was so strange to me. Wearing all these beautiful and expensive dresses, shoes, jewelry and everything... I don't even know how to behave in this kind of social gathering! 1 wish I could just run to him and hold his hand... So he would just protect me, without letting me acting stupid. The entire garden looked amazing. Decorations were simple but sophisticated. The garden was filled with laughter and great music. Everyone assembled in the center while chatting with each other. I walked near to the center. God these shoes are killing me... I was not used to wearing high heels. So, I felt really uneasy. I didn't know walking with these shoes is this hard. Suddenly, I was going to fall and I hold someone's hand, who was just beside me at that momen “Clink” Then everything seemed suspended with a huge smashing sound