SWNOVELS Chapter Chapter No 47 Begin a new Beginning
She wanted to cry so badly her father wanted to kill her. Without thinking anything more she hugged Althea and cried. Althea was slightly mollifying her. Justin ran towards them and greet Althea bowing in front of her.
“Good job my warriors, if you have not tell me, they would have execute her” she said while looking at hazel.
“Let’s bring her home, she is not feeling well” said Zoe. Althea walked slowly with Hazel towards the exit. Justin went after them. Aria remained there as if she is waiting for someone. The office’s door opened and Caleb came out. He was frowned and looked exhausted. She felt her heard anxious. She walked towards him and asked.
“What is it?” he looked at her and smiled.
“He disowned me” he said sadly.
“Now where you will go?” she asked.
“Now technically I am the rogue” he said smiling.
“No you are not” she said unconditionally. He looked at her in rush.
“As long as I am here you never will be the rogue” she said in a whisper without recognizing her feelings for him. She grabbed his and hand took him with her.
“Alpha, Alpha?” she called out Althea.
Althea, who was about to sit inside the car turned towards her.
“Alpha, I wanted to make a request” she said while breathing heavily.
“Yeah what is it. What’s my favorite girl wants” she asked smiling.
“This is Caleb” she said points at Caleb. Althea looked at him deeply and raised her hand making Aria stop speaking further.
“You are Ellis’ son, are not you?” she asked. He nods.
“You are a lot like him” she said.
“Well, quiet not like him, because I got disowned for the girl he wanted to kill,” he said strongly. Althea gives him a sigh.
“Let’s go in, I have to talk with you” she said while spreading her arm around his shoulder though he was taller than her.
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Life is a tough journey, we all go through a lot, sometimes minor things hurt us, crash us. We found ourselves buried six feet under. The burden over our shoulder makes us feel like we are holding pain as heavy as skies, especially when we are about to lose someone. Someone we love, someone we care about more than anything else in the world, someone who gave you enough comfort that you feel alive, safe, happy and then time come when they have to leave you all alone own your own. The place where you live together starts haunting you down, killing you inch by inch day by day. At that time you want to be numb, you want to ran away from their shadows. All you hear is his words, his voice and the sentence to say “Long way to go”.
People says depression has its roots, it’s in the deep inside you covering you in the shadows killing you slowly and when little soul left in you, it chase you to death.
Love is strange it happens in different faces, relationships and more precisely it is unseen. Love is shapeless, fearless and invisible but painful at the same time. Being in love we find it crazy showing no sense, like a madness like a monstrous virus. Same happens with soul mates, losing your soul mate is worse than death, a painful experience like your soul is tearing from your body. The one you love lives inside your heart.
There is mirror in your heart that made you venerable if it catches someone’s reflection. This mirror is sort of magical, once it catches someone’s image nothing can replace that image its like camera’s photo where we see a still reflections of memories. That magical mirror makes your time stop, you are frozen and only way to escape is “Break that mirror” and without that mirror you are like a living dead. The shattered pieces of mirror will always make your heart bleed.
Hazel was sleeping for hours; she did not left her room since week. She did not go to school. Althea was worried about her.
“Did she talk to you?” asked Zoe.
“No I have been trying since week, it’s like she shutting us out” said Aria.
“She has lost her mate, she will feel like this” said Althea while looking at wall aimlessly. They all turned towards her. She has also lost her mate long time ago, not only lost him but also got humiliated by him. She had stone expressions.
“Alpha, you and my father were friends, he was always like this?” asked Caleb. Althea looked at him.
“Ellis, no he was not like this, he used to be soft and kind hearted man,” she said while lost in thoughts.
“I have seen him cold as much as I remember him” he said.
Althea took a deep breath.
“A lot things change with time after time” she said, “Anyhow I am leaving for the pack today, you guys have to be careful and take good care of Hazel, I wanted to take her with me but she has school here” she said.
“But Alpha, we still don’t know how she is Canis Lupus?” asked Kyden.
“I don’t know either, I will ask Uncle Connor about it” she said.
“I will inform you everything if I find” said Caleb. He looks at him, he has Ellis features.
“You have his face” she said.
“Tell me more things about River-stone” she asked.
“Like what?” he asked.
“Do you know Collin?” she asked.
“Yeah I know him, he is current beta of River-stone” he said, she smiles.
“My little muffin must be big enough,” she whispers.
“And who is his mate?” she asked. He remained quiet.
“What is it?” she asked puzzled.
“River-stone has long stop finding mates,” he said in a whisper like voice.
“What? but why?” she asked astonished.
“I am afraid I don’t know Alpha,” he said.
“Oh my poor Collin, We thought Viviana is his mate” she said,
“Aunt Viviana? She is teacher at school” he said, “She has not found her mate as well” he said.
“And…my par….I mean ex Beta and his mate?” she stopped herself saying parents. He looked at her puzzled this time.
“They went on retirement,” he said.
“How you know them?” he asked.
“Just a casual meeting,” she said while looking away, but her pack member knows, she knows them better than she knows anyone else.
“Okay I am leaving, will see you all again, I have to attend a meeting at pack house” she said and got up.
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She was sitting on the bed while his ghostly like appearance was sitting with her over the bed. She looked at him.
“Eden?” she called his name in whisper. She touched his blowing hair but her hand passed through his head. She did this again but the result was same.
“I will never leave by your side” he whispers and their memories together started playing like a movie.
“You are my big bad wolf are not?” she heard her voice.
“I am” he said in a whisper.
“Edennnnn” she screamed his name a loud and started crying. Justin who was passing by her door stopped and knocked her door but she did not response, so instead he came inside.
She was holding her pillow and was crying. He shakes his head and walked towards her.
“You are crying over that jerk” he said in a soft voice. She looked up, he was staring at her.
“I can’t get him out of my mind,” she said while crying.
“You have to, you have to be strong,” he said while holding her hand.
“I can’t why he broke his promise why he does that me why?” she said while crying harder. He moves closer to her and hugged her softly.
“It’s okay, you need to be strong, you need to show them what you are” he said softly. She hugs me slightly. “You know I was kid when I lost my parents, I was raised by Alpha herself, she took good care of me and she always tells me that no matter what condition I am in, I am strong, she is the best Alpha Riverstone could every have” he said while patting her slowly.
“You are lucky that you could open up in front of her look at me I can’t tell her that she is my mother I don’t want to believe anyone now” she thought.
After a while she felt good so she got separate from him. “Thanks Justin” she said smiling.
“No way I am accepting that” he said while crossing his arms around his chest.
“Why?” she asked astonished.
“For thanking me you have to do something” he said.
“What?” she asked.
“You have to come out with me” he said smiling.
“No I am not feeling right” she said.
“I am not listening” he said while putting his finger in his ear. She smiled.
“Fine” she said.
“That’s like a good girl” he said while patting her head.
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She came school after one week, she was feeling awkward as if everyone was staring at her. Justin walked ahead and walks besides her.
“You better” he asked.
“Yeah much better just nervous” she said.
“Come on be confident, it’s not your first day I mean you are here before me” he said.
“Let’s go to the class” she said smile. “Hey where is Aria and Zoe?” she asked.
“They had training class” he said. “You know Zoe is so complaining about trainings” he adds.
She laughs in return.
She was walking beside him when she saw Eden with Patricia. She was holding his hand while he was holding her waist. She felt her heart race fast. Eden was not looking at her. She held Justin’s arm in rush. He looked at her suddenly and then to her gaze, his expressions changed. He held her softly while passing by him and this time he looked at Hazel. Their eyes locked while they passing by.
“It’s okay,” Justin said to Hazel through mind link.
They were in front of class, he walked ahead towards the middle bench. She followed him and sat beside him. She was feeling like her heart was aching.
“Did Caleb came?” she asked Justin.
“Yeah he did, Alpha has arranged everything for him too, he is only white wolf in the pack now” he said smiling.
“Yeah and our goodie, goodie, stony Aria is getting red over him” said Charlie who sat next to their desk.
Hazel looked at him with puzzled expressions. “You did not meet him Hazel, this is Charlie our pack member and finally he is in class” said Justin giving him disappointing looks.
“You got to be kidding me” Charlie said while looking at his clock.
“What is it?” she asked.
“I broke my record” she said while showing her his teeth. Justin rolled his eyes while Hazel chuckled.
She was feeling a bit relieve now.
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She was going towards her locker when Patricia has blocked her.
“Get out of my way Patricia” she said angrily.
“No bitch you are in my way, that day you were saved because of the other bitch but this time I will kill you” she said and was about to slap Hazel when someone has stop her.
It was Harper. “Don’t you dare” she said.
“Wait Harper, let me tell this bitch who I am,” she said and her eyes turned bright purple.
“You nasty little whore, we know you stole my mate, now get out of my way and never dare to face me I going to fix your ass over you face,” she said while looking inside her eyes.
Patricia was terrified and shaking. She ran as fast as she could. Hazel’s eyes turned back to blue.
“Hazel that was rock” said Harper.
“Thanks Harper” she said softly.
“You know me?” she asked.
“Yeah I do” she said.
“But how?” Harper was shocked.
“Aria has told me about you, the same fashion sense, fan of pink, you are Harper” she said while pointing at Harper’s fondness of pink. She wears almost everything pink.
Harper laughs.
“I saw you the day when Alpha has brought you home and Aria has told me about you” she said smiling. Her phone rang.
“It’s Aria she is calling me to come at training class, you coming? Everyone is being called” she said while looking at her phone.
“Yeah I am coming, I have to put these in my locker” she said while pointing at books.
“Okay see you in the field” she said and left. Hazel walked towards her locker.
She opens her locker when something shinning fell, she bends down and picked it up. It was her locket. Eden was wearing the locket when he was with her that night. She looked at the locket and tears came inside her eyes.
“I miss you” she said in a whisper. She wears that locket around her neck and touched the wolf engraved over the locket. She was in thoughts when he came inside the locker room in rush. He looked very angrily as if he will eat her. She was facing the locker when he came closer and grabbed her arm. He was grabbing her too much tightly that she felt pain.
“Eden? Eden let of me,” she said struggling.
“Stay away from my mate,” he said while clenching his teeth.
Her eyes were filed with tears.
“Eden leave me,” she said in a whisper. He was aggressive. He was not her big bad wolf. She struggles to set her arm free and then he let her go. He raised his finger in front of her nose.
“Stay away from her,” he said, but she was not listening. She felt her stomach will throw up. She was feeling very sick. She pushed him aside and went out of the room. He was staring at the empty door way.
She was running towards the bathroom, when she had gone collide with Justin who was looking for her. She ran towards the bathroom.
“Hazel” he called out her name. He ran after her.
She throws up what she ate at the morning.
“What is happening? Why I am feeling sick?” she thought while throwing.
Justin has mind-link the girls who rush towards the girl’s bathroom.
“Hazel? Are you okay?” asked Aria. Hazel was continuously throwing.
She got up.
“I don’t know, I feel sick” she said while coughing.
“Relax” said Zoe. Even Caleb came there. Her necklace starts glowing white.
“What is it?” asked Zoe.
Caleb has also run towards the bathroom, she walks slowly out of the bathroom.
“Did you hear that?” asked Justin.
“What?” asked Zoe.
“Concentrate you idiot” he said.
“It’s a heartbeat,” said Caleb expressionlessly.
They all exchange looks and looked at Hazel who was exhausted.
“You are pregnant” they all said in one voice.