SWNOVELS Chapter 32: 5.5°Celsius
As he finished reading the last line on the page the book fell from his hands on the bed and his hands moved to grab his hair and hold his head. His eyes closed down as he imagined her pains without him.
She couldn't even spend a day without him controlling her anxiety attack.
How could she have survived years without him.
Neil Wilson...how that bastard ruined his and her life.
How dare he touched what was his..
How dare he bruised the skin which was to be kissed by him.
He dialled a number and ordered to know everything thing about this man.
Suddenly a different kind of worry entered his mind...
Why hasn't she returned in 2 days...
Was she alright...
Where was she now...?
Could something have happened to her...
He could no longer wait to touch her...to see her....to beg for forgiveness if he had to.
She was innocent....his Saph was too innocent for this world and he couldn't protect her.
Damn he wasn't there when she needed him...
He slammed his fist on the mirror and his reflection cracked to pieced.
His hand was covered with blood but he was not satisfied.
He again slammed it on the broken pieces.
Sometimes pain kills pain and that was what he was trying to do.
His phone blinked with a message.
Neil Wilson's data
He needed his answers and no one could give them better than him.
Colouring the pages of the diary with his blood...he grabbed it and made his way towards his car as the clock strikes midnight.
Neil I am coming
Generally I believe in Karma and leave everything on it.
But when you decided to mess with my Saph I myself become Karma.
She was lost
It was dark everywhere
She moved her hands afraid but couldn't find anything to hold on.
She screams for help but gets silence.
She screams for release but gets pulled deeper instead.
She feels something crawling on her....
Everywhere it starts tickling...
It is painful...
She moves but couldn't find anything on her skin..
The sensation travels to her back and up to her neck..
She feels suffocated...
She screams but no voice comes from her lips.
Voices start screaming at her...
Some are laughing at her helpless state...
Some call her name's...slut...bitch...gold digger...cheap..... unworthy.... backstabbed....
Then suddenly they all start screaming at her
Die! Die ! Kill yourself!! You deserve to die!!
The voices start coming closer...she tries to move back but she can't....she can feel but can't move.
The voices keep increasing...she tries to scream but no use..
She feels something wet on her face...soon realises them to be her tears.
But then she hears his voice....
His velvety voice that silences all other voices
"You are much more to me than you will ever know Saph...you are my everything......I love you" "A....n...d...ro..."
She manages to say with very difficulty...her breathing becoming heavy and her throat turning dry. "...I...am....so...r..ry.....An..dro.."
"You were a mistake!! I don't no how I fell in love with a who** like you!! Get lost!! You are dead for me......!"
"No...n..o....An..dro..."
"My Saph died the day she betrayed me..."
With this she found herself falling...falling from the darkness into the unknown...with no one to hold her hand...no one to save her from drowning in her own emotions..
She was lost...alone and she felt like finally it was the end.
End of all her struggles...all her dreams and all her regrets.
End of Sapphire Brown
End of a mistake that could not be erased
And could only be torn and thrown out like it was originally not there.
End of her sanity with her body lying on a hospital bed with tears flowing down her cheeks...screams dying down after all futile attempts for help and eyes closed down fighting their own battle unknown to the world. Unknown to him.
I tried Andro...
I tried....
But your Saph has lost...
Lost the battle with herself...
They say mind is your strongest muscle..
Learn to control it or it will control you...
Today I lost my battle...
Now he controls me...
He controls me like your Saph never existed...
He controls me like he wishes to.
But he is right...
Your Saph was too weak to control it...too weak to fight this world without you at her side.
So she surrendered...
Surrendered to keep herself alive...
Just like your own muscles start eating your own fat when they don't find food.
Similarly I allowed my mind to control me when I couldn't find love.