Chapter 70
still Graciela's POV The anger in his eyes is scaring the s**t out of me, he is looking at me with hate and disgust, and couldn't help but notice that he wasn't paying attention to Lucas anymore. It felt ike he had just transferred all the anger he had once felt for Lucas Durego to me, I'm not even sure that he had been this angry with Lucas, he seems even angrier with me than he had been with Lucas, why the hell is he so furious, what did I do wrong? As far as I can tell, I haven't done anything wrong to him, I haven't even seen him since he abandoned me in the hotel. He had abandoned me in that hotel with nothing but a stupid note and a terrible desire for hard drugs. If there is anyone to be furious here, it shouldn't be him, it should be me because I am the one whose life turned into a mess because of him. He is the reason why I became a drug addict, he is the reason why I got into trouble with Lucas Durego and his boys, so he has no fr+++g reason to stand there and point an accusing finger at me, he has no right to question me this way, none at all. I was tempted to return his glare, I am tempted to yell back at him and tell him just how much I despise him for all he has done tc me, but I couldn't get out any words, I couldn't even look into his eyes, I know I haven't done anything wrong, I just don't know why I couldn't meet his eyes. If I didn't know better, I would think that I'm scared of him, but 'm not scared of him, am I”? “Start talking!” He yelled at me in anger, making me shiver in fear as his voice resounded and echoed in the whole warehouse, shaking the entire building. I dared to look into his eyes but I turned away immediately because it was just too frightening, I could feel the fire scorching my skin as his eyes bore holes into my soul, gazing fixedly at me. I was scared and atthe same time, I'm also furious. My anger seems to be increasing by the second. I have no idea why he is this furious with me and I have no reason to fear this guy because I haven't done anything to him. For ***s sake I'm a victim in all this as wel I mean, just lost my mom because of my stupid mistakes, why can't he give me a break, why can't they all leave me alone. “Talk to me Gracielall” he yelled once more, using his booth to kick at the railings of the cage that I was locked in, kicking it open in his fiery anger. “Leave me the f**k alone, you bastard! I owe you no explanations or answers, I owe you nothing!” I screamed back at him, taking him aback as I banged the door shut, locking back the door he had kicked open, locking myself back in the cage. “Oh, Graciela...Graciela, You owe me much more than an explanation. You have no idea what you've gotten yourself into, You have no f**+**g idea where you are right now.” He said in a sarcastic tone, his eyes still glaring daggers at me. looked away from him as the tears threatened to spill out of my eyes. I thought I had seen my savior, I thought he is here to save me, but it seems he is going to be the one that takes my life. I only I know what I have done to offend him, I can't bear to see this dreadful hate in his eyes, not after he has abandoned me for so many years I just can't bear it. If It were any other person I wouldn't be this hurt, if I had not met him four years ago and fallen madly in love with him, I wouldn't be feeling this way. H hasn't forgotten me, of that I'm sure. I saw his face when he set eyes on me and I know for a fact that he remembers me, he hasn't forgotten our time together. He still recalls our time together just as vividly as I do, but why does he hate me so much why the hell is he treating me this way. He is so different from the man I met four years ago. He was so kind and loving wher we first met and he treated me with love and care. But this guy standing in front of me is way more dangerous than any man I've ever met. “Get her out of that f*+*+*g cage!” he ordered his boys, spitting out the words enormously, with so much anger. Without thinking twice or asking any questions, they walked over and dragged me out of the cage, throwing me forward mercilessly. I yelped in pain as I landed on the floor in front of him, but he wasn't interested in my pain, he wasn't even interested in anything I have to say, he is just so heartless and wicked. I watched him move over to Lucas who is now as pale as a lifeless chicken. He leaned down beside him and smiles crookedly as he pushed his gun into the gun wound on his shoulder, makin; him scream out in pain. “You must really think that I'm stupid Luc. To think that you actually played the same trick on me twice, it's so f*****g ridiculous. Now tell me, Luc, is she your girlfriend or wife?" he asked him in a sarcastic tone, his voice taking a tint of pain and anger in the end when he asked him who I was to him. I think I'm beginning to understand what is going on here, I may be wrong, but I can't be far from the truth. Four years ago, when we first met, he has told me about these drug lords that played a devilish trick on him. They planted a woman in his life that made him look so weak after she made him fall for her and then she leaked all his secrets and made him vulnerable. She has broken him completely when she took off and left hin breaking his heart. He thinks I was planted in his life as well, why the hell would he think that? “W... Wh... What do you think Lorenzo, of course, she is my woman. I wouldn't trust any other girl with you, Lorenzo. She is m lover and she got you just where I want you to be. Isn't she smart?” Lucas voiced out with equal sarcasm, making me widen my eyes in shock. He just admitted to having a relationship with me, why the hell would he do that, does he want me dead c what, can't he see just how furious this guy is. I wanted to say something to refute his words, but nothing seems to be coming out of my mouth, I was completely mute. AllI could do is shake my head vigorously as I tried to explain myself. He looked thoughtful for a moment, his face scrunched up in thought. He looked up and back at Lucas, then his thoughtful loo got replaced by an angry frown as the veins on his forehead stood out fiercely, “Your lover... huh?” he let out in a pissed tone. “That's a lie, that's a bloody lie. 'm a victim of his ruthlessness, I'm a f***+g victim. Look, he killed my mother, he was going to kill me too. I have nothing to do with him, I just owed him money, that's all. You have to believe me, he is not my lover, he never was and he never will be!" told him truthfully. “Oh come on my love, you don't have to act so innocently, are you scared of this guy? Well, you shouldn't be, it's me you should be scared of, I own you. You are mine!” He screamed at me, coughing up blood at the end. “Shut the f**k up, You bastard, IL f*+**+g kill you myself" I screamed in rage as ran to where he was and kicked him furiously, kicking him so hard that my foot hurt. I was dragged off by Lorenzo's guys, they took me away from him, throwing me in front of their boss once more. “Hmmm, Lovers fight he let out sarcastically, making me even more pissed off at them both. Why is he acting like he hasn't heard a single word I just said. Why is he acting like a f++*+g a**++e? “As much as I love watching your squabbles and fight, I have to say that I don't have time to watch you guys fighting all day. would rather want to watch you killing your lover in front of me, what do you think Graciela, would you shoot your lover to save your life?” he asked me in that same sarcastic tone that is driving me crazy. “He is not my lover” I screamed at him, surprising him for the second time this evening. “Then prove it to me, Gracie. Shoot him right now and I'l set you free, I'l let you go if you pull the trigger” He urged me Softly, coaxing me wiith his soft words, forcing me up from the floor, and pushing the gun into my hands. “I can't do it, I'm sorry but I can't kill anyone, I can't take a life!” I muttered softly, pushing the gun back at him. “Don’t make me hurt you, Graciela. Don't force me to believe that you really had a thing for this asshole. Shoot him right nov or I swear I'm going to kill you, right after I kill this motherfucker” He told me furiously, placing the gun in my hand, putting my finger on the trigger. I tried to take my hands away, but he gripped my hand firmly, giving me a stern look, forcing me to lookinto his mesmerizing eye. I shook my head softly, silently begging him not to do this, but he wasn't listening to anything I have to say “Do it, Gracie, think about your mother” He whispered softly, and that's all it took. I shut my eyes firmly and all could see is Lucas beating the crap out of my mom as she yelled and begged for mercy, yet received none. “You Bastard!” I yelled angrily as I pressed down on the trigger, firing several rounds into Lucas. My eyes were shut firmly, I just kept shooting nonstop, the tears flowing down my cheeks as I kept thinking of all I'd been through. I felt his hand on my arm, then I opened my eyes and realized that the gun is now empty, with no more bullets on it. I slowly moved my eyes to the floor and I saw Lucas lying lifeless in a pool of blood. I killed him, I took his life. I pulled the trigger and killed a man, wh the hell did I let him coax me into doing this, why does he always make me do crazy things. First, he had made me love hard drugs s0 much that I became an addict, now he is turning me into a murderer, why is he influencing me this way?Posted by FindNovel.net. I'm shaking in fear as he drew me closer, looking deep into my eyes, holding my gaze. I was looking back at him, and I have 2 lot of things to say to him right now but the only words that came to my mind were, X J Person “Who are you?"